Chapter 160

The original idea of low-key travel, no one should be alarmed, the result of the return journey is just a mighty swagger, do not know that she thought it was the prince to be deliberately flaunt it.

Xue tingji still wants to get closer to her. Unfortunately, Pei Ming stayed up all night. Now he is really tired and has no time to talk with his mother. He is lying in his bedroom to make up for his sleep.

I don't know why she dreamed of Xu Lixue.

When she was seven or eight years old, she secretly took Lixue to the street to play. When she was thirteen or fourteen, they whispered under the window. When she was fifteen or sixteen, Lixue laughed at her for not knowing how to sew.

But soon, her dream became gray.

Her poor friend, after growing up, her smile became so few and restrained. She never did any bad things in her life. Why did she get such a miserable fate.

When she is married as a concubine to earn a living for her family, when she is pregnant and killed alive by Cheng Yan, and when her mother-in-law's family and mother-in-law's family stand by her, how desperate she should be.

Awakened by his own crying in the dream, Pei Ming didn't recover for a long time, gasping for breath, looking up at the curtain, and gradually curled up into a ball.

Even if this life Xu Lixue's home is very good, she can't forget those too painful memories, only to tell herself again and again, no longer need to be afraid.

Li Xue's husband's family is very good to her, her life is also very stable, there are more than two months to be a mother, as they wish as happy.

Finally, he calmed down, got up and looked at his eyes, only to find that he didn't sleep long. He pushed open the door and stretched himself, smelling the faint smell of fireworks in the air.

Ah, I just remember that today is the third day of the lunar new year. It's still in the middle of the year. It's not good to disturb the Tang family.

In tiwenyuan, Feng is busy with needlework. When Pei Ming comes to invite her to join him, he turns out to be a child's clothes.

Pei Ming didn't want to see it, but he was curious about how his mother made it.

Feng's smile, said that there are no children at home, the new year is not lively, have nothing to do, want to do a few sets, keep Pei Ming married with children, immediately can have some wear.

Then he laughed. Can the princess still lack this? No matter how hard it is to wear gold and silver, it's not as good as making things by hand. As long as the time comes, the prince and concubine don't dislike it.

"You said that again." Pei Ming resents her wishful thinking. Holding the soft and thin silk, she wants to make two sets for Li Xue's children.

Her needlework still didn't make any progress. She pricked several needle holes in her fingers. In the end, Feng couldn't see it. Let her not be guilty.

Pei Ming wry smile, holding the small clothes that have just become the rudiment of trance, "little mother, do mothers make clothes for their children?"

"Yes." Feng replied, "when you're a mother, you always want to get everything ready for your children. When you were still in your infancy, Mrs. Liu made all the little clothes for you."

Unexpectedly, Pei Ming suddenly frowned when he heard this, and his eyes became wet the next moment.

She had a child, but nothing was prepared for him. At first, she was really looking forward to it, but later, she was filled with resentment and anger. She didn't even have the joy of being a mother. In the end, she didn't even bring him into the world

Xue tingji and she are not fit to be parents at all, so God punished her so that she didn't even see her child.

"Mother Ming?" Feng's tap awakened her, worried and puzzled, "what's the matter? Well, why do you cry? "

After wiping away his tears, Pei Ming somehow remembered them. He was in a difficult mood and could only smile.

Feng thought that she missed her biological mother, and could only hold her head to comfort her, "when you get married and live with your sixth highness, Mrs. Liu will be happy in heaven."

Pei Ming was even sadder when she said this. She would rather not see her mother because she would still have to suffer the turbulence.

I don't know why. In the next few days, Pei Ming couldn't keep up his spirits. This year's life was boring. Even Xue tingji came to see her and was rejected twice.

As long as she thinks of that child and the pain she suffered in the past, she doesn't want to see Xue tingji like a relapse of an old wound. She can't be calm in her room every day, and she can't tell what she's afraid of.

One afternoon, she was lying on the couch for a nap. She heard the sound of pushing the door and footsteps in a trance, but she didn't want to open her eyes until her warm palm covered her forehead. It was not surprising that he was the one who opened her eyes.

As she gathered up her blanket, Xue tingji sat by the couch, breathing very quietly.

"Listen to your little mother, you are tired recently, but you are ill?"

She shrank into the blanket and couldn't shake her head. Seeing her like this, Xue tingji really didn't know what to do. "Tomorrow, Shangyuan, don't go out. Can I come to accompany you at night?"

It turned out that she had promised so soon that she didn't want to break her promise.

It's strange to say that she was obviously complaining about Xue tingji, but when she saw him and heard his gentle voice, she was relieved.

Reluctantly led the next corner of the mouth, reached out to play with his sleeve, "is not that there are gifts, do not waste your kindness."Besides, it's not good to be like this all the time. Maybe it's good to go out for a breath. I'll make an appointment with him and have a good time tomorrow evening.

Looking at her pale face, Xue Ting could not show her face, holding her thin side face and rubbing it again and again, "we are going to be husband and wife. If we really have something on our mind, it's better to talk to me."

Did he see that? Pei Ming raised her eyes slightly, but could she say it? I can't

Maybe after Shangyuan, I'll be at ease to see Lixue.

In the morning, when she opened the window, she was bright and white. Even after several days of gloom, she was in a good mood.

The cool air is especially refreshing. Pei Ming finally has a smile. He puts on Huasheng, puts on his new clothes and puts on the most beautiful makeup. It is undeniable that he is still looking forward to playing with him.

After the sun set, people took to the streets, along the Royal Street to Xuande downstairs, all kinds of stallholders and lanterns, the dancers of Jiaofang department were wrapped in fragrant clothes, and the ladies passing by also competed to bring out the most beautiful clothes.

Only at this time can Feng be qualified to go out and show up. Pei Ming is holding her hand. Originally, she is walking well. Suddenly, a woman passes them by, and the child in her arms is crying, which makes Pei Ming feel palpitating.

Seeing that she stopped in a daze, Feng turned back to ask. Pei Ming shook his head and continued to walk in the sea of lights.

At Xuande's gate, there are crowds of people waiting. There are stands on both sides of the road for senior officials and their families to watch the lights. Feng is not qualified, but Pei Ming has already ordered a side room for her.

As soon as she was seated, Sheng Jia went upstairs. Xue tingji's eyes found Pei Ming in the stands. She is so beautiful today.

Then there was the Lantern Festival and the song and dance. It must have been Xue Ting's eyes and his face was absent-minded. He didn't leave until the emperor asked him to say something.

At the same time, Pei Ming stepped back from the high platform and came to the stone bridge not far away. After a while, he saw the figure of Pei Ming. His luxurious robe was kicked by his steps and he still had two masks in his hands.