The mourning hall was set up in the military camp for three days, and the whole army mourned, but Pei Ming was locked in the room, and he didn't even have a chance to show filial piety to his father.
It's really because Xue Ting is afraid that she will be too sad. He doesn't dare to let her see the coffin and guard in the mourning hall in hemp. From time to time, he has to ask how ah Ming is.
On the first day, everyone was immersed in pain and had no time to care about anything else. On the next day, some people's eyes on Xue tingji were a little complicated.
On the third day, general Tan patted Xue tingji on the shoulder when he was young and motioned him to speak.
Although it's sunny today, the cold wind is piercing. General Tan closed his sleeves, his beard was not shaved, and his eyes were full of blood. He looked very old. He frowned and sighed, and it was hard to speak with his head down.
"It's not appropriate to say that earlier, but the country can't last forever. It's the same in the army. Now Old Pei is gone. The 100000 troops need a backbone. "
Xue tingji's look slightly moved, "what do you mean?"
"I want you to raise the beam." General Tan didn't beat around the bush. "When General Liu left, it was old Pei who inherited his troops. Now he himself You are our royal highness and his son-in-law. You should be in charge of both emotion and reason. "
What he said is right. Whether Pei Changyuan or himself, it is Xue tingji who will support him in the end. Now is the time for him to stand up.
But Xue tingji was silent for a long time. He didn't know what he was thinking about. He finally looked at their residence and said, "don't mention it first."
At the beginning, he enlisted his troops in Pei's army just to avoid suspicion. As a result, just after his father-in-law passed away, he could not wait to be called general. What did he become in Ah Ming's eyes?
Besides, he doesn't have the energy to deal with his father-in-law's funeral. Ah Ming's illness makes him nervous. Let's take care of her first.
You can't leave the second class general at the border and set up a solitary grave, so the body can only be cremated. After three days, everyone will come to see Pei Changyuan off.
Originally Xue tingji did not dare to let Pei Ming go, but as a daughter, she always wanted to see her father for the last time, so she had to take Dr. Zhang and get the first aid medicine ready.
After three days of grief, Pei Ming has lost a lot of weight. Her whole body is loose and her face is almost the same color as that of Xiaoyi.
Even walking is extremely difficult. She was supported by Xue tingji all the way. Long pain is better than short pain. General Tan can only bite his teeth and instruct the soldiers to light the fire.
Pei Ming pours at the oiled fire and tries to see his father's face again.
But no matter how reluctant she is, her father has gone after all. What's the use of retaining her.
If you don't stop her, she'll really throw herself into the fire. Xue tingji hugs Pei Ming and can't hear her crying. She has no choice but to cover her eyes. She also gets wet in her eyes. "Ah Ming, don't look..."
His palms were full of Pei Ming's tears, which made him almost afraid to touch them. Later Pei Ming cried so much that he helped her to sit down on the ground, hoping that the fire would burn faster and not let her suffer too long.
Pei Ming cried all his strength. He couldn't even open Xue tingji's hand. He could only beat the back of his hand weakly, "you let go, you let go!"
But before Xue tingji could speak, her heart finally reached the limit. Suddenly, her eyes were dark, and only his urgent cry was left in her ears. It was getting weaker and weaker, and then it was quiet.
It's three days since I woke up.
Before opening his eyes, the first thing he heard was Dr. Zhang's voice. He must have stood by the bed and explained her illness. Then Xue Ting sighed with worry, "how long will she be able to wake up?"
Only Doctor Zhang shook his head helplessly.
In the past three days, Xue tingji hardly closed his eyes, his face was worried and haggard, and he looked at Pei Ming repeatedly. This time, he finally got what he wanted.
"Are you awake?" He was overjoyed and couldn't hide his heartache. Pei Ming looked blankly at the curtain over his head, then ignored him completely and got up to get out of bed.
"You can't move around!" Zhang Taiyi and Xue tingji held her down quickly. "You are not well enough to get out of bed, but you want to drink water?"
Pei Ming didn't speak. He struggled and refused to cooperate. His eyes searched the room, like looking for something very important.
It was Xue Ting who, knowing her, beckoned general Tan to bring it. It was a white porcelain jar.
Seeing this, Pei Ming's eyes became hazy. He almost grabbed it in his arms. Then he lay back on the bed with his back to the outside and didn't move.
Seeing her like this, Xue tingji's heart was about to break, and he patted her with tears. "I'll feed you something. Do you want porridge?"
It's a pity Pei Ming doesn't respond to him. Even if she hands something to her, she doesn't respond, just like she doesn't see them at all.
She can't be allowed to endure like this. Xue tingji just pries her lips open with a spoon and wants to pour some hard water in, but Pei Ming turns his head and doesn't eat at all.Helpless to put down the bowl and spoon, Xue Ting asks others to go out first. Maybe he can accompany Ah Ming alone.
When the door was closed, he slowly lay down on his side, surrounded Pei Ming from the back of the quilt, covered the back of her hand, and stroked the cold urn with her. But the dead man was gone, and she had to cheer up.
Nose buried in her hair, he took out the most vulnerable side, "Amin, I also lost my parents overnight, except for you, I have nothing, now let me comfort you?"
That night, his father and Emperor threw his mother's body in front of him and charged him with the most ridiculous accusation. Pei Ming once only understood his pain, but today, he really understands it.
If you don't see your relatives die in front of you, you won't understand.
Feeling the choking of the person in his arms, Xue Ting put his mind away at the right time, "I don't say this to make you sad, but to ask you to be strong, for me, so that my father-in-law can close his eyes, OK?"
Yes, my father will be worried when he sees her like this. Pei Ming knows, but she can't do it. She wants her father back
She didn't cry out. It was not a matter that she couldn't get in. But when she cried out, she was afraid that her body would not be able to bear it. Xue tingji put her more tightly around her. "Ah Ming, if you fall down, what can I do..."
Her father and Xue tingji are her two most important men. Now that she has lost one, she can't let the other leave her. Pei Ming is finally willing to turn around and slowly turn over with the urn in his arms.
Can calculate pacify to live her, Xue Ting took a breath of relief secretly, "that eats something to be ok?"
Pei Ming wanted to answer, but found a thing to her consternation!