Chapter 34

Chapter 34

Emu Honma is an M.

It was a fact that she herself understood well, but she kept it to herself, and she had no intention of telling anyone about it.

[Am I crazy?]

I often asked myself that question in the mirror.

The fact that Emu is dominated by someone else is still a fact that excites her to no end.

[Please go out with me!]

[No, I dont want to. Know your place.]

There is no end to the number of boys who confess their feelings for Emu without knowing her truth, and Emu uses harsh words to deal with them each time.

If they were to turn the tables on these words and attack her its not that she didnt have an irredeemable, destructive desire, but now she knows that this idea was either wrong.

Emu~! Lets have lunch, shall we?

Okay.

Its the same lunchtime as usual.

After finishing lunch with her good friends, Emu felt a fuzzy feeling in her head and stood up.

At first she was often perplexed by this unfamiliar feeling, but now she is different, because if she follows this feeling, she will be able to see her master.

Hey Emu? You often go somewhere these days, what are you doing?

I have some business. Im going to go somewhere.

Emu leaves the classroom after saying these words back.

As she approaches her destination, Emu realizes that she is incredibly excited, and at the same time, the face of a boy comes to mind.

[Emu, youre my partner today.]

Its Kai, a senpai who has become a big part of Emus life in many ways.

I owe Kai a debt of gratitude for solving my stalker problem in various ways, but to be honest, its a memory that doesnt matter anymore.

Senpai senpai.

The destination is an empty classroom while whispering of Kai, and when you open the door and enter, Kai is already waiting for you.

Oh, you came, Emu.

The moment Emu saw Kai sitting on a chair, she immediately rushed to him.

Im sorry for making you wait. Ill do my job right now. She kneeled in front of him as if to express such a thought.

Hey, dont get too eager. But that part of you is also really cute, isnt it? All right, then, Im counting on you.

When Kai looks down at her as she serves, she feels as if she is being dominated by him, and that alone is enough to make Emus heart a *Kyun* *Kyun* in joy.

There are no toys or anything at school, so she cant do the restrained and neglected play where she has him shove it in and leave it there, but still, Emus heart was filled.

(The feeling now Im willingly doing this now because I want my senpai to be happy, but Im still not clear whether this is reality or a dream.)

No matter how many times she has experienced it, Emu does not know what this feeling is.

But even if she didnt know, for Emu it is no longer something to worry about, because Kai is happy in front of her.

(Senpai Im very perverted. I cant feel good unless senpai bullies me, and I want senpai to discipline me more and more.)

I dont think thats true, though.

Thats the way it is. Yes, thats the end of this story!

In the end, after that, I let Kai do what he wanted and then we parted ways.

Then Emus consciousness only became clear when she returned to the classroom, and what she had been doing until now and how she had returned were also etched in her memory as if she had been dreaming.

Senpai

After sitting in her seat, Emu always imagines Kai.

She didnt know how much of it was true and how much was a lie. But she knew very well that there was no lie in his words, that he told her in her memory.

Emu? You, whats wrong?

Its nothing.

It seemed that it was an expression that could destroy her image until now, and Emu put on a crisp expression as if she was trying to tighten up.

However, Emu still imagined things with Kai, and the corners of her mouth inevitably turned up, causing her expression to collapse.

This is not good. How much of a pervert am I?

Emu writhed as she hid her face with her hands.

Mari and Saika both share memories that are not clear like this, but they both realize this and, like Emu, have complete trust in Kai.

They are also similar to her, which is why they have become friends.

When Im in that fluffy atmosphere, I just cant help myself. I feel like I want senpai more and more, I want him to use me all the time.

This is not reality, but a dream, and if I force myself to convince myself that this is so, I would give everything away from myself Thats how I think that even the precious things Ive been protecting, I want him to have them.

Emu shivered as she imagined this until it was time for the end of the day assembly.

See you later, Emu.

Yes. See you tomorrow.

After school, Emu parted from her friends and walked home alone.

In the middle of this, a woman walks in front of Emu.

?

She is a woman with no particularly interesting features, but well, she is just beautiful.

For some reason, Emu couldnt avert her gaze from her and stared at her until she noticed Emus gaze.

What can I do for you?

No, its nothing, sorry.

Really?

However, it seems that the other woman did not think it was unpleasant to be with a girl like Emu, and walked away.

When Emu was staring at her back again, she realized that she had bad feelings towards the woman she was with.

Why? Why is it like this for someone Ive never met before?

It was not disgust, but a complicated feeling that could not be explained in any way.

The womans disappearance calmed Emus mood, but Emu thought that if she could, she would not want to meet her, even by chance.