v4 Chapter 5： self

From the moment he learned of his life experience, Zhang Heng had already considered the worst situation.

Even if it is targeted by the gods, it does not mean that it is a dead end. Moreover, Zhang Heng is not completely isolated and helpless. According to Nyarlatotepu, at least the dependents and fanatics of the master of the city under the ice will protect him. , Of course not on his side, just to ensure that the container is intact.

However, for Zhang Heng, this is at least one thing that can be used. Miss bartender usually looks lazy and addicted to fishing, but Zhang Heng knows that her strength is not weak. Before, she was in an underground tunnel, Yemengga. When she was about to wake up, she shot the giant python and sealed it back.

Zhang Heng guessed that her strength was at least equal to that of Yemengade. In addition, the owner of the city under the ice also had many gods in the **** system, except for Nyarlatote, who had fought against Zhang Heng. In addition to Pu, there is also the boss Asathos mentioned by Nyarlatotepu.

It's just that unlike the Nordic gods, the gods in this new **** don't seem to be very united, so Zhang Heng actually didn't expect much help from this aspect.

In addition, the greatest danger to him is not the hostility from external gods, but the blood flowing inside his body and in his veins.

Although he temporarily got rid of the nightmare problem last night, Zhang Heng is very clear that this is not the end, it is more like a beginning. The owner of that ice city has found him, and the connection between the two will only change. Getting closer and closer... Nyarlatotep said that this is an irreversible and unresolved process that will continue until his soul is completely swallowed.

So Zhang Heng found that he had always been very ample, even when he was too ample time to overflow, and suddenly became no longer friendly to him.

Before on the plane, Zhang Heng had actually been thinking about a problem.

That is to whom my current body belongs.

According to Nyarlattotip, the baby that those enthusiasts snatched in Tibet cannot be regarded as a complete life at all, because he lacks the most important soul of life. In a sense, the baby is indeed a A veritable container.

Then the fanatics tried to send the baby into the city under the ice, and began to exchange blood for him, preparing for the owner of the city under the ice to get out of trouble. This is a somewhat whimsical plan, but it is unexpectedly effective. All proceed according to the plan, and the soul of the owner of the city under the ice will eventually enter the baby's body.

It’s just that Zhang Heng’s parents broke into this lost world when they were about to succeed, and created a new soul, that is, him, occupying this body.

From this point of view, maybe he is the one who occupied the magpie's nest, but what is he like like this.

The previous round of copies was a process for him to explore the world and gradually understand himself, but it is not until today that Zhang Heng really seriously thinks about what is the problem of the self, especially when he realizes that his body may be affected by another. After being occupied by existence, and the blood of that thing was indeed flowing in his body, Zhang Heng would also wonder what the part that belonged to him was.

And thinking about this problem, he had naturally given birth. Do you want to stop resisting and be killed by those gods, or simply choose to succumb to yourself, because from now on, this is probably The best choice for the world, and for himself, his feelings are almost gone, and there is no fear even in the face of death.

This allows him to calmly think about this matter, just like thinking about how much soy sauce to put in cooking or which weapon to use in the previous battle, using absolute reason to analyze the various pros and cons behind this decision, and finally make The most profitable option comes.

Then, Zhang Heng was stunned to find that he too seemed to have lost the reason to live.

He has forgotten what is supporting him to fight, and he has come here all the way. What about the world, what does the world mean to him. Kunayou once said that deep down in his heart, he still has goodwill towards the world, just like he saved the pregnant woman on an airplane.

However, Zhang Heng himself knows very well that his choice to save people is more like a kind of inertia, because of his previous education and moral training, but what this action meant to him, Zhang Heng carefully recalled. I found that I didn't get any joy after saving people.

It was like when he realized that the plane was about to crash and the 30-odd passengers and crew on the plane were likely to die, there was no anger, even though he knew this behavior was excessive. UU reading

Zhang Heng knew that he would not get any answer if he continued to struggle, so he opened the curtains to let the sun shine into the room, then turned on the computer, plugged in the U disk that could not be tracked, thought for a while, and knocked it down. I wrote an email, clicked send and went to the balcony to retrieve the dried passport and clothes.

After packing up his suitcase, Zhang Heng was already at the pier an hour later. To be on the safe side, he did not choose to fly by plane this time, but took a ship instead. After all, the sea is his home ground. If he is attacked on the sea, he You can give full play to your advanced water control ability, and you can plunge into the deep sea if you can't beat it.

But this time his journey went smoothly. He arrived at Donegal Port half a month later, which is a port in northern Ireland and belongs to County Donegal.

Before Zhang Heng got off the boat, he saw Father Zhang, who was holding a Chinese sign and looking around in the crowd.

So he walked in the direction where he was, and got a solid hug as soon as they met.

"You are finally willing to come to Europe to play. When I first received your email, I thought you were joking." Father Zhang said, "And you said you lost your phone?"

"Yeah." Zhang Heng said.

"Then let's go to the mall and buy you a new one later, your mother didn't come to pick you up because she was preparing dinner."

"Did she, when did you learn to cook?" Zhang Heng raised his eyebrows.

"About half a month ago, I saw a food variety show and suddenly fell in love with cooking, but you know her, she always does things for three minutes, and I guess it won’t last long, but it doesn’t matter, it can last for half a month. There is only half a month of good fortune." Zhang's father was as open as ever, and while talking, he took the luggage in Zhang Heng's hand and put it in the trunk.