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Everything is as usual, only Qin ruocheu himself knows how shaking her hand holding pajamas is.

At the moment when the bathroom door closed, Qin ruocheu lost almost all her strength. She supported the washstand to make sure she didn't fall to the ground.

Big mouth of breathing, Qin ruocheu but feel that breathing can not come, chest as if it was blocked up.

Shen Musheng and an Qing have a child The child is lovely.

This idea has been in Qin ruocheu's mind, turning her to collapse.

Turn on the spray head, Qin ruocheu will completely expose himself under the spray head, and let the warm water wrap him.

But in any case, the feeling of chest tightness, how to rush also can not go At the thought of it, it's like a stabbing pain with a knife.

After spending more than 40 minutes in the bathroom, Qin ruocheu managed to clean up his mood. He was so happy when he came out of wenshanshan company in the afternoon. He wanted to make a big table dish to reward Shen Musheng and surprise him. Now Shen Musheng, in turn, gave her a surprise.

Qin ruocheu looks up at himself in the mirror. His eyes are red, and his nose is also red. He just cried.

Qin ruocheu was a little upset, but he couldn't take it too long in the bathroom. He simply covered most of his face with wet hair, wiped his hair and opened the bathroom door.

Then the line of sight stealthily swept through the bedroom and wiped his hair. Then Qin ruocheu raised a wry smile on his lips.

Shen Musheng is not in the bedroom at all She also thought about not being found crying by him Looking out from the bedroom, he saw that the light was on in the living room, but Qin ruocheu didn't intend to go downstairs, so he retracted the bedroom.

Qin ruochu absently wiped his hair for a long time and was still dripping water. He felt a little fidgety for some reason. He lost the towel, took out the hair dryer and began to blow his hair. The hum of the hair dryer echoed around his ears, making Qin ruochu's brain disordered.

Finally, he dried his hair. Qin ruocheu put down his hair dryer and Shen Musheng pushed the door in.

Qin ruocheu's movements were stiff, and then he went to bed as if nothing had happened. He took his own script to read.

When she is ready to lie down, Shen Musheng has taken her pajamas to the bedroom.

Qin ruocheu put down the script and felt empty in his heart. Did Shen musseng really have anything to say to himself?

In this way, Qin ruocheu felt a sense of inexplicable grievance, and his eyes could not help being red again. Thinking that Shen Musheng will take a bath soon, it is estimated that he will come out soon. Qin Ruo is in a panic for the first time. He quickly puts the script on the bedside table and turns off the light on her side.

Then one shrinks, the whole person entered the quilt inside, back to the outside, buries own face into the quilt.

Shen Musheng came out of the bathroom and saw such a scene.

He wiped his hair, and his short hair dried after two strokes. Then at the beginning of Qin ruocheu's life, he felt that the position behind him was sinking, and Shen Musheng went to bed.

Usually, Shen Musheng is either out entertaining or reading documents in his study, so he doesn't sleep much in the morning.

Qin ruocheu continued to sleep with his eyes closed, but he did not expect to have another strong arm in his waist next second.

As soon as Shen's arm was forced, Qin ruocheu was pulled into Shen's chest from the bedside position.

Feeling the warm body temperature clinging to his back, Qin ruocheu's muscles were a little tense. Shen Musheng put his head forward and reached into Qin ruocheu's neck.

Qin ruochu instinctively shrunk his neck, and the sour feeling in his heart surged up, and his eyes were filled with tears.

But Qin ruocheu held back his tears and let Shen hold him. The lights in the room were turned off. Qin ruocheu didn't worry about Shen's embarrassment.

“…… Do you blame me? " For a long time, when Qin Ruo thought Shen Musheng was asleep, Shen Musheng suddenly said something like this.

Strange! Qin ruocheu really wanted to answer this way, but she knew that she could not blame him, because even if it was him, the fact was already true.

"It's happened. What's the use of strange things?" Qin ruocheu's voice was soft, and came with a nasal sound. Shen Musheng was very worried.

"An Qing said," Shen Shen is my child... " Shen Musheng said that his voice was low and hoarse. When he first heard this from an Qing, he was absolutely as surprised as Qin ruocheu at this moment.

Qin ruocheu took a deep breath. She was not an ignorant person. On the contrary, Qin ruocheu was a clear-minded person who was more in front of the crisis and more important.

"Since it's your child, treat him well. I think it's dull and boring. I don't like talking. I'm afraid that the lack of father's love is a big reason As for Anqing, you can keep a proper distance from her. I don't object to you seeing Shen Shen, which is your responsibility... " Qin ruocheu's tone was calm, and his thinking was clear in the dark.

Qin ruocheu's words even made Shen's thinking clear. Some of the questions he was still worried about were the best answers here.

"I've been afraid to tell you, afraid of you I'm afraid you're sad. " Shen Musheng's arm across Qin ruocheu's chest unconsciously tightened a few points, as if to embed Qin ruocheu in his own body.

Qin ruocheu's eyes fell a tear, and he soon hid it in the pillow. "After all, you don't even know the existence of depression these years. I have no reason to blame you..." Qin ruocheu said, suppressing his emotions.

Shen Musheng kisses Qin ruocheu's neck and his heart at this moment.

He thought that Qin ruocheu would cry and break down. He was even ready for the baptism of the storm. However, Qin ruocheu's calmness caught him by surprise.

Shen Musheng's only feeling now is to be glad that Qin ruocheu not only didn't blame him for what happened a few years ago, but also so considerate of him.

This night, until the sound of Shen Musheng's even breath came, Qin ruocheu didn't feel sleepy at all.

She opened her eyes, in the night, a pair of water eyes are also particularly bright.

This night, for Qin ruocheu, is doomed to be a sleepless night.

In the dead of night, Qin ruochu regrets more than once. She regrets why she should be so understanding, why she accepted the existence of an Qing and the existence of Shen Qing so easily.

But at the end of the day, with a sigh, she threw these thoughts behind her, because she knew her own thoughts clearly, and she wanted to go on well with Shen Musheng.

Such an idea made Qin ruocheu's whole life humble, even accepted the existence of an Qing and Shen Shen without hesitation, and even comforted Shen Musheng in turn