CH 68

How to confess

Translated by Flo

Edited by Flo

Duan Yu: “…”

Looking at the man’s face, Lu Yuanbai could feel that Duan Yu seemed not satisfied with what he said at all.

He was very troubled for a while. Then he softened his voice, and tentatively said: “Thank you?”

Duan Yu: “…”

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai, who was looking at him with slightly dodgy eyes, and his voice was indifferent , “Is this what you think sounds nice?”

Lu Yuanbai pursed his lips.

…What else?

After all, there is something to ask for, so Lu Yuanbai didn’t say this.

Lu Yuanbai was 100% sure that Duan Yu will not lend him the pillow tonight.

Lu Yuanbai nodded, and looked at Duan Yu with a pair of peach blossom eyes with a hint of expectation.

Duan Yu couldn’t stand Lu Yuanbai looking at him like this, so he looked away slightly to avoid his heart softening.

Otherwise, the scene of losing his wife and losing his army will be repeated at the beginning.

The sweet words in his mouth were the sweet words that Lu Yuanbai said to him almost every day in the past three months.

It’s been a while since he heard it, but now Duan Yu is itching to think, and wants Lu Yuanbai to tell him something.

It’s very simple.

For example, saying he misses him, or he can’t do without him or other simple sentences.

Duan Yu didn’t deliberately try to make things difficult for Lu Yuanbai.

After all, Lu Yuanbai’s profession is an actor. Even if he doesn’t have the memories of the three months before the two of them, he has no feelings for him and doesn’t want to say those sweet words to him.

However, as long as he is the object of work, Lu Yuanbai’s amazing acting which has won many awards comes in hand.

Anything can be performed.

Now for Duan Yu, even if Lu Yuanbi is acting on how he loves him and says intimate words to him, he is satisfied with him regardless.

He doesn’t ask Lu Yuanbai to change much for him, but at least give him some hope, to think about it.

Just like how Lu Yuanbai left him pets and a garden full of seeds before flying to a small county town to shoot.

He missed him, and the endless thoughts tormented him all the time.

Duan Yu turned his head away and stopped looking at Lu Yuanbai, “I don’t want to hear this.”

Lu Yuanbai felt a little flustered in his heart for a while, but his face was still calm and calm as before.

But for a while, he really didn’t know what to say.

To say that Duan Yu is a good person is equivalent to complimenting the other party.

However, Duan Yu was not satisfied.

He said thank you, but Duan Yu still doesn’t want to hear it.

Thinking about what he used to say to Duan Yu when he lost his memory, Lu Yuanbai feels like his body is going to burn up from embarrassment.

Lu Yuanbai unconsciously bit his lower lip for a moment.

He couldn’t speak, he was afraid that his voice would tremble, he was afraid that the emotions he hadn’t forgotten would overflow, he was afraid that Duan Yu would find out.

The pillows in Lu Yuanbai’s arms were all kneaded into strange shapes, and for a moment he struggled inwardly, wanting to cry without tears.

Because now he also wants to sleep…

Tomorrow he still has his part to shoot.

Seeing Lu Yuanbai squatting in front of him with a pillow in his arms, without making a sound for a long time, Duan Yu opened his mouth.

“Say a few sweet words?”

Lu Yuanbai pursed his lower lip for a while after hearing this.

Duan Yu raised his eyes to look at him, at this time the room was not turned on, but with the light from outside, Duan Yu could see Lu Yuanbai very clearly.

All he wanted to hear was a few sweet words, but even if he acted now, Lu Yuanbai was very embarrassed.

However, Duan Yu didn’t know that when Lu Yuanbai heard the other party ask him to say a few nice words, his mind was full of thinking about what to say, and he had no intention of acting in front of Duan Yu at all, and it’s the same now.

Say something sweet.

This time made Lu Yuanbai rack his brains.

If you don’t count the previous three months, Lu Yuanbai has been talking sweetly like before for almost seven years.

Lu Yuanbai has his own standards for accepting scripts, and he does not accept conventional idol dramas, but he has also acted in love dramas. Most of them are either taciturn or have some mental congenital barriers that prevent them from communicating.

There are no corny lines for Lu Yuanbai to practice sweet talking.

Duan Yu sighed, then turned around and lay down on the sofa, “If you can’t say it, go back.” 

The tall man was lying on the sofa that was not as tall as he was tall, and his back looked very lonely.

Lu Yuanbai felt uncomfortable looking at it for a while.

I think he was too much.

In the past few years, he has been indifferent and kept a distance from others deliberately, but he provoked Duan Yu three months after he lost his memory.

He knew the danger and fear of Duan Yu, this man’s methods were definitely much more ruthless than he imagined.

After he woke up after recovering his memory, he had made a plan not to have anything to do with Duan Yu again, but the two of them had a contract now, and their interests were still tied together. His idea was impossible to realize now.

He thought that if he said he didn’t love Duan Yu, the other party would use some means to torture him and force him to accept his feelings.

But Duan Yu didn’t.

He seems to cherish himself very much, even if it is a threat, it is when he drives people into a hurry and loses their minds.

He was too cruel to Duan Yu…

It was not fair to the affection Duan Yu gave him.

Lu Yuanbai gritted his teeth looking at Duan Yu’s back, “I can say it.”

However, Duan Yu didn’t turn to look at Lu Yuanbai like he did at the beginning after hearing this.

It feels like Lu Yuanbai’s current ability to say it was simply done to deceive him.

The story of the wolf was now unfolding vividly.

Noticing Duan Yu not looking at him, Lu Yuanbai was confused for a moment, then he pursed his lips and stretched out his fingers to poke Duan Yu’s shoulder lightly, “Mr. Duan, I can say it.”

However the man hardened his heart at this moment, and did not turn around.

It seemed that even if he turned around and looked back at Lu Yuanbai, the other party couldn’t say what he wanted to hear.

Lu Yuanbai was a little anxious, but still pretended to be calm in a flat tone, “Aren’t you listening?”

There was a little disappointment revealed in the words.

But it won’t work without a pillow, he can’t, and tomorrow’s shoot won’t work.

But he can’t say no!

Then Lu Yuanbai got up slightly and approached Duan Yu, but still kept a safe distance and said: “I miss you.”

After speaking, he immediately distanced himself.

Sure enough, as soon as these words came out, the man who was lying with his back turned to him moved slightly.

Then when Lu Yuanbai was thinking about whether to say something more, there was an extra pillow in his arms the next moment.

It was Duan Yu’s pillow under his body just now, and now it’s in his hands.

Lu Yuanbai’s heart skipped a beat, and then he exchanged the piglet for the prince, and stuffed another pillow in his arms to Duan Yu.

Then he put on the bear pajamas calmly on the surface, but returned to the master bedroom with a very comfortable heart.

Duan Yu let out a sigh of relief lying on the sofa, and then slightly turned his head to look at the closed door of the master bedroom.

The little heartless one didn’t even say good night.

However, at this moment Lu Yuanbai, who has no conscience, is sleeping peacefully with Duan Yu’s pillow in his arms.

The uneasiness in his heart was eliminated, and Lu Yuanbai slept dreamlessly until dawn.

***

Early the next morning, Lin Mu knocked on the door of Lu Yuanbai’s suite.

At this moment, Lu Yuanbai and Duan Yu are taking turns washing in the bathroom of the master bedroom, and both of them have the habit of taking a shower sooner or later.

Lu Yuanbai had a habit of stretching every morning before he lost his memory, so Duan Yu went to the bathroom to take a shower first.

When he came out, Lu Yuanbai was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room stretching his arms. The flexible parts of the legs and waist had been done and now only the arms remained.

However, Lu Yuanbai was still wearing bear pajamas at this time, and the movement of stretching his arms was not difficult.

For a moment Lu Yuanbai stood in front of the window, like a primary school student doing radio gymnastics.

It’s not so easy to be look stupid.

Lu Yuanbai stretched in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and Duan Yu stood not far behind him watching.

In this way, it seems that Lu Yuanbai is not that different from three months ago.

When Lu Yuanbai finished stretching and turned around, he saw Duan Yu standing not far away with his upper body naked, looking at him.

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Then he frowned, “Why don’t you always wear clothes?”

Duan Yu looked at the pajama pants on his lower body, the meaning was obvious.

He wore clothes.

Lu Yuanbai didn’t say anything else, then quickly walked into the master bedroom and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

When Lin Mu knocked on the door, Lu Yuanbai happened to be in the bathroom, so it was Duan Yu who opened the door.

Seeing the man standing in front of him after the door opened, Lin Mu was stunned for a moment at first, never expecting that Duan Yu would come out to open the door, and seeing that Duan Yu had obviously just taken a shower, he felt that it was not the right time for him to come.

Everyone is an adult, and it is easy to imagine what they do before taking a shower in the morning.

His brother Yuan and Mr. Duan are both healthy adult men, and it is inevitable that they will be impulsive in the morning.

But it’s just that he came at a bit of an untimely time.

This…wouldn’t be good if it disturbed the harmony between the two husbands and wives.

Lin Mu was about to cry for a moment, but all of them came, and seeing Duan Yu in front of him, he had no choice but to bite the bullet and say, “Is Brother Yuan there?”

Duan Yu said flatly, “He’s taking a bath inside.”

Lin Mu: “… …”

Gah! He guessed right.

These two people usually look indifferent and abstinent, as if no one can see them, and they don’t have any worldly desires at all.

But I didn’t expect the two to get along with each other and it was crazy.

Lin Mu stood in front of the door in embarrassment for a while, and then he held back for a long time before saying, “Then I’ll come back later.”

Duan Yu looked indifferent and didn’t say anything.

That’s good, he also planned to have breakfast with Lu Yuanbai at first.

Lin Mu will not come to look for Lu Yuanbai again after leaving for a while, just to make time for the two of them to have breakfast.

However, before Lin Mu left for more than a minute, there was a muffled sound from the master bedroom.

This sound was not small, Duan Yu frowned and walked into the master bedroom quickly.

He saw Lu Yuanbai wearing casual home clothes and sitting on the ground with his waist supported.

Just now Lu Yuanbai came out and wanted to find socks to wear, but the place where the socks were placed in the closet was below. 

Lu Yuanbai bent down to get them, but because he got up suddenly, his eyes went dark, his feet were a little unsteady, and his back knocked straight to the corner of the bedside table beside him.

After that, he sat directly on the ground.

The position of the lower back severely hurt.

But during this series of processes, Lu Yuanbai gritted his teeth and did not say a word.

He swallowed all the cries of pain back into his stomach.

Duan Yu saw this scene when he walked in, seeing Lu Yuanbai sitting on the ground with his back supported, he hurried forward.

“Where were you injured?” As he said that, he took Lu Yuanbai’s hand to look at the position that the other party was covering just now, and saw that Lu Yuanbai’s fair skin was glowing bright red, obviously the injury was not light.

Duan Yu frowned, “Why didn’t you be careful.”

Before Lu Yuanbai could react, his lower back felt cold.

Then he quickly put down the hem of the clothes that Duan Yu lifted up when he checked the wound, without saying anything.

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai, if he hadn’t recovered his memory, Lu Yuanbai would have been moaning in his arms long ago.

“How did you fall?”

After all, Duan Yu lent him a pillow last night, and Lu Yuanbai couldn’t help but answer now.

He said, “I was getting my socks, but I couldn’t stand firmly when I got up.”

Lu Yuanbai spoke in a very flat tone, as if he was talking about something that didn’t matter to him.

After hearing the consequences, Duan Yu saw the white socks that Lu Yuanbai took out, lying quietly on the floor next to him.

Duan Yu reached out to take it, Lu Yuanbai seemed to see what the man wanted to do. The moment Duan Yu picked it up, he hurriedly took it from the opponent’s hand to his own.

Duan Yu looked at him, and Lu Yuanbai said flatly: “I will wear it myself.”

Although there was no emotion on the surface, there was still an imperceptible tremor in his voice.

Lu Yuanbai was sure that Duan Yu was thinking of ​​wearing socks for him just now.

Thinking of that scene, Lu Yuanbai’s spine instantly shivered.

Lu Yuanbai was terrified even thinking about letting a big boss like Duan Yu to serve him.

Besides, Lu Yuanbai felt that ever since he came back yesterday, there had been a lot of communication between the two of them.

Aside from discussing sleep and pillows, there are many things that are unnecessary for both of them.

After all, in the five years before they agreed to get married, the two talked to each other only a handful of times apart from talking about work.

Before Duan Yu could answer, Lu Yuanbai quickly put on his socks and walked out of the master bedroom.

Duan Yu followed Lu Yuanbai’s leaving back and walked out. At this time, the hotel staff who delivered breakfast also knocked on the door.

Duan Yu ordered Chinese food, and he found that Lu Yuanbai preferred Chinese breakfast to Western breakfast, and he even ordered Lu Yuanbai’s favorite custard buns.

Although Lu Yuanbai usually doesn’t eat breakfast in the morning, he has developed a habit in the past three months, and working all morning without breakfast will be a bit overwhelming.

Finally he sat down at the table.

Looking at the custard buns on the table, he slightly raised his eyes to look at Duan Yu, who was drinking coffee.

In the Chinese breakfast table, Duan Yu’s coffee was out of place.

But it was also the man’s habit to drink coffee every morning.

There are only two custard buns on the plate, Lu Yuanbai stopped moving his chopsticks after eating one, and left the other for Duan Yu.

After all, two people are having breakfast together, and one person needs to be fairer.

Duan Yu looked down, “You eat the other one too.”

Lu Yuanbai glanced at him, and then looked at the remaining custard bun. Just about to refuse, he heard the other party say: “I won’t eat it in the morning.” I like to eat this kind of sweet and greasy food.”

After hearing this, Lu Yuanbai ate the remaining custard bun with peace of mind.

Not long after breakfast, Lin Mu knocked on the suite door again.

Seeing that Lu Yuanbai was fully dressed, “Brother Yuan, can you go?”

In fact, Lu Yuanbai’s shooting was at noon, and there was no show in the morning.

It’s just that today is the first day of filming, and the lead actor also has a scene to shoot.

Originally, I planned to shoot Lu Yuanbai’s scenes first, but Lu Yuanbai also said before that he didn’t want to have problems because the lead actor’s acting skills were not good enough.

So today he specially arranged a scene for Shen Yuchi and Li Hui before Lu Yuanbai, so that Lu Yuanbai would go over and see if he was not satisfied.

After all, the two leading actors have also learned a lot this month.

Lu Yuanbai looked at Lin Mu, “Yes.”

After hearing this, Lin Mu looked at Duan Yu behind Lu Yuanbai, “Mr. Duan is going with me? I heard that the scenery was good at the beach this morning .”

Lin Mu saw off the road at the beginning When Yuanbai came to the set, he heard Lu Yuanbai say that he would take his wife to the beach to see the sea in the future.

At that time, when Lu Yuanbai first arrived in the small county, he was fascinated by the natural seascape.

Just now is also an opportunity. Lin Mu thought that the two of them had only been together for less than a day after Lu Yuanbai was discharged from the hospital, and they should both wish to stay with each other for a while.

However, this inquiry made Lu Yuanbai’s footsteps stiff.

“He doesn’t…” Before Lu Yuanbai finished speaking, he heard the man behind him say, “You can also go and have a look.”

Lin Mu laughed after hearing this: “Brother Yuan has been talking about having time to take some time. You always go to the seaside in this small county, and today is just a chance.”

Lu Yuanbai: “…”

Duan Yu looked at the person in front of him, “Really?”

Lu Yuanbai, “I don’t remember.”

Then he walked out quickly.

Lin Mu didn’t find anything wrong, and felt that Lu Yuanbai said that just because he was shy.

When Lu Yuanbai and the others arrived at about the same time as the crew arrived, most of the staff now set up the scene.

Looking at the blue water, Lu Yuanbai took two extra steps towards the beach.

In the nasal cavity is the wet and salty breath of the sea.

Seeing Lu Yuanbai get off the car, Shen Yuchi just wanted to go up to say hello, but the next moment a tall figure appeared behind Lu Yuanbai.

Shen Yuchi froze as he planned to move forward, and looked at Duan Yu who was standing beside Lu Yuanbai.

Obviously he didn’t expect the man to come here.

Li Hui was puzzled when he saw this, “Why didn’t you move? Didn’t you plan to say hello to Lu Yuanbai?”

Then following Shen Yuchi’s gaze, he also understood the reason why the other party didn’t move.

For a while, neither of them stepped forward.

Shen Yuchi and Li Hui had planned to talk to Lu Yuanbai before. After all, the people from Lu Yuanbai’s side came to talk to the crew before.

Thinking that after Lu Yuanbai arrived, the two of them decided to go to Lu Yuanbai to talk to him, yet he was anxious about letting Lu Yuanbai see his acting.

However, looking at the man standing next to Lu Yuanbai at this time, the two of them didn’t move forward.

To be precise, it can also be said that there was a heartfelt fear of Duan Yu.

Shen Yuchi had close contact with Duan Yu once a month ago, and the actor who played opposite Lu Yuanbai had to recover from his injury for more than half a month with one punch, let alone his reputation. Now almost no one dares to provoke him.

Li Hui didn’t dare to go forward when he met the real Duan Yu for the first time.

Lu Yuanbai stood by the sea, and the slight waves hit half a meter away from his feet. From time to time, many items from the sea were left on the shore by the waves.

Lu Yuanbai stared at a seashell for a moment.

Duan Yu stood aside, “You want it?”

Lu Yuanbai said without hesitation, “I don’t want to.”

He’s not a child, and he doesn’t know how to pick up shells at the beach.

After all, this kind of thing doesn’t match him now.

Duan Yu looked at the snow-white shell and wondered what he was thinking.

Not long after, Director Zhang came to look for Lu Yuanbai.  

Director Zhang was taken aback when he saw Duan Yu, and then said to Lu Yuanbai, “No wonder you didn’t respond to calling you so many times just now. You were having a date here together.”

There was a lot of noise from the personnel setting up the venue, as well as the sound of the waves of the sea.

He didn’t even hear the director call him just now.

Lu Yuanbai took a quick look at Duan Yu, only to see that the man was looking at him with a smile on his lips.

Lu Yuanbai hurriedly turned his head away, and quickly changed the topic, “What’s the matter?”

Director: “You should also follow Shen Yuchi and Li Hui’s filming for a while, and see if it meets your psychological expectations. The scene will be postponed further.”

Lu Yuanbai nodded after hearing this, “Understood.”

Soon afterward, the director and the team began to organize the filming.

Lu Yuanbai walked over and stood behind the monitor. The staff at the side couldn’t help saying hello when they saw Lu Yuanbai, “Brother Yuanbai, it’s been a long time. The scene at the beach today is not bad.”

Lu Yuanbai glanced at the man, faintly said: “Not bad.”

Lu Yuanbai had always had this expression, so the staff didn’t feel anything, “Brother Yuan, what do you think of the seaside in this small county?”

Lu Yuanbai said concisely, “It’s pretty good.”

After chatting like this to death, Lu Yuanbai also saw that the staff didn’t know how to answer the next sentence, so he said flatly: “The shell is quite white.”

But it happened that this sentence was heard by Duan Yu who came behind.

The man looked at Lu Yuanbai, and then at the beach behind him.

Not long after Lu Yuanbai stood behind the monitor, the two leading actors started filming.

This is an emotional scene, in which Shen Yuchi, who plays the leading role, confesses to a female classmate whom he has long admired.

The role played by Li Hui is the protagonist’s best friend. In this clip, it is a supporting role.

This time Shen Yuchi is the main actor, and Li Hui’s role is not very important.

However, these few shots did not go smoothly as expected, and they were stuck from the beginning.

Lu Yuanbai and the director stood behind the monitor and frowned. Shen Yuchi and Li Hui were clearly nervous.

When the card was called for the first time, the director scolded the two of them.

Afterwards, Shen Yuchi’s shots started to be shot first. However, although the actor Shen Yuchi’s acting skills were passable, they obviously did not meet the effects and standards that Director Zhang wanted.

At a glance, it was clear that Shen Yuchi was acting, and he was not fully involved.

Director Zhang: “What do you think of him now?”

“Not bad” Lu Yuanbai: “It can still be used after giving pointers.”

It means to give some guidance, and you can also shoot this part.

Lu Yuanbai looked at the two people not far away with a calm expression.

However, after stopping once, there was the second time and the third time…the fifth time.

The director couldn’t bear it anymore and yelled angrily, “Bring in the feelings! Bring them in! Shen Yuchi, have you never been in love or had a girlfriend? Do you not know how to confess your love?!”

In fact, Shen Yuchi has actually acted very well, but it was not up to Director Zhang’s standards.

Shen Yuchi swallowed nervously for a moment, and then said weakly: “Director Zhang…”

Director Zhang roared angrily, “What!” The voice was loud.

Shen Yuchi: “I’ve never been in a relationship.”

Director Zhang almost got mad at Shen Yuchi. Then he turned to someone whom he knew before,

“Lu Yuanbai, go and demonstrate.”