CH 73

“You are talking nonsense!”

Duan Yu stood in front of Lu Yuanbai, his eyes fixed on the expression on Lu Yuanbai’s face.

“How do you know I’m talking nonsense but not the truth?”

Lu Yuanbai’s cheeks were slightly embarrassed, and the two of them had never done what the man in front of him said before!

Lu Yuanbai turned his head away and stopped looking at Duan Yu. “…I just do!”

Then he fled the scene in a hurry and went to the balcony to enjoy the air.

Duan Yu looked at the back of Lu Yuanbai leaving and didn’t step forward to say anything, but walked into the master bedroom and went to the bathroom.

When he came out, it was time for dinner.

After the two finished their meal, they sat in the living room doing their own thing, just like yesterday, without disturbing each other.

However, Duan Yu stopped from time to time to pay attention to Lu Yuanbai’s movements.

Lu Yuanbai suffered from insomnia for five years, which is not a short period of time. As the two had an agreement out of interest, Duan Yu never cared about Lu Yuanbai’s usual situation.

Thinking back carefully, Duan Yu realized his fault.

Lu Yuanbai seemed to stop taking medicine all the time.

Duan Yu also saw his medicine bottle once, when Lu Yuanbai was filming a movie abroad and he happened to be on a business trip abroad.

At that time, Duan Yu went there to create the illusion that the two were loving each other at the hotel where Lu Yuanbai was staying.

At that time, there were many medicine bottles on the shelves in the living room.

Some are vitamins, and some are pills in transparent bags or white medicine bottles.

At that time, he was only staying for three nights, and during these three days, Duan Yu noticed his condition, and Lu Yuanbai said that he also took medicine nine times.

Morning, noon, and night

Duan Yu looked sideways at the person who was reading the script at this time.

In fact, it’s very difficult to combine the current Lu Yuanbai with the Lu Yuanbai whom he had agreed to marry.

Although they are the same person, their personalities and behaviors are quite different.

However, due to the change in Lu Yuanbai’s personality after regaining his memory, Duan Yu did not feel a sense of loss at this time.

Eighteen-year-old Lu Yuan was so romantic during the day, his eyes shining all the time.

However, the twenty-five-year-old Lu Yuanbai was accompanied by drugs every day.

Lu Yuanbai looked down at the script at this time; his peach eyes blinked from time to time, and his slender eyelashes trembled slightly.

Duan Yu just looked at him quietly.

It seems that Lu Yuanbai’s simple presence in front of his eyes makes Duan Yu very satisfied.

He didn’t know what Lu Yuanbai had gone through to cause psychological problems that made him unable to sleep peacefully for five years.

But after the phone call just now, Duan Yu also knew that Lu Yuanbai needed him.

No matter how indifferent the other party is, it should not change the fact that he is in his heart.

Lu Yuanbai looked at the script with a very calm expression on his face.

In fact, he knew that Duan Yu was watching him all the time, but luckily he was an actor by profession.

Lu Yuanbai was acting now, as if he didn’t notice Duan Yu’s eyes at all.

It wasn’t until Lu Yuanbai finished reading the script and put it together that he had to look at Duan Yu.

In fact, after the conversation with the director during the day, Lu Yuanbai felt slightly guilty towards Duan Yu in his heart.

Just like Director Zhang said:

What kind of person is Duan Yu, what kind of person does he want, and why does he keep him alone?

But now the reason Duan Yu only guards him is simply out of pure love for him.

Lu Yuanbai also feels this kind of emotion is very beautiful, and longs for it, but this also makes Lu Yuanbai resist.

Humans are the most complex creatures in the world.

The complexity is that he has too many emotions, and these emotions will change with the passage of time.

Nothing will ever be the same.

Even sincere feelings will go bad one day.

In fact, Lu Yuanbai also felt that Duan Yu would no longer love him one day. He didn’t want to gain and lose again, so not having it at the beginning was the best choice.

After all, there can’t be more examples around him, and people’s hearts are already numb.

But Lu Yuanbai said to Duan Yu uncharacteristically today: “Good night.”

Duan Yu has done a lot for him at this stage, and it is out of politeness to say some ordinary greetings.

Surprisingly, after hearing good night, the man inquired once more, “And then?”

Lu Yuanbai was taken aback. “What then?”

“Give me a hug.” Duan Yu looked at him and said, “Every time you say good night to me, you will come up to hug me before you go back to sleep.”

Lu Yuanbai’s heart skipped a beat. “I don’t remember?”

Duan Yu looked at him, “Taking a bath with me is nonsense, while hugging me is not allowed just because you don’t remember?”

“Then are you saying that these two things really happened?”

Lu Yuanbai became vigilant in an instant; the man in front of him was obviously digging a hole for him.

Lu Yuanbai: “I don’t know; how do I know if it’s true if I don’t have those memories?”

Duan Yu and Lu Yuanbai looked into each other’s eyes and then said nothing.

Seeing that Duan Yu didn’t ask any more questions, he hurriedly slipped into the master bedroom as if there were oil under his feet and then turned off the lights to go to sleep.

Duan Yu saw that Lu Yuanbai entered the master bedroom and then processed some documents in the living room.

After the time reached one o’clock in the middle of the night, he put down his work and walked lightly to the door of the master bedroom.

Then he knocked on the door a few times, listening carefully to the voices inside.

Seeing that there was no sound in the room, he unscrewed the doorknob, opened the door and walked in.

As the psychiatrist said before, he needs to observe Lu Yuanbai’s sleep condition.

With the help of the dim light outside the window, Duan Yu froze in place after seeing the scene in the house at this time.

At this time, the person lying on the bed was sleeping very sweetly, and there was no trace of defense on his cold face.

But the pillow that I borrowed from Duan Yu yesterday was not under my body. At this moment, Lu Yuanbai hugged the pillow tightly in his arms.

It’s just a wall. Lu Yuanbai said that the previous three months were just for fun, but he slept with his pillow behind his back.

For a moment, Duan Yu couldn’t keep his eyes off the person on the bed. This feeling was even stronger than the one he experienced when he overheard the doctor on the phone mention that Lu Yuanbai was dozing off while holding his clothes in his arms.

His heart started to beat faster.

This is too unfair.

It’s too unfair for Lu Yuanbai to do this.

However, Lu Yuanbai, who is sleeping with his pillow in his arms, is a kind of provocation to Duan Yu.

No one has played Duan Yu like this before. Lu Yuanbai is the first one, and he is not afraid at all.

Maybe Lu Yuanbai, at this time, has also learned to be proud of being favored.

Then Duan Yu stepped forward to Lu Yuanbai’s bed and bent slightly, trying to reach out to see if he could take the pillow away from Lu Yuanbai’s arms.

However, Lu Yuanbai hugged it tightly in his sleep; there was no sign of letting go at all. 

Lu Yuanbai was sleeping very deeply, holding something related to him, so he didn’t want to let go at all.

Then Duan Yu’s eyes fell on the white and fluffy pillow. If the pillow was replaced by him, would Lu Yuanbai hug him as tightly?

As soon as this idea came out, it clouded Duan Yu’s mind almost instantly.

Then he quickly went back to the living room to turn off the light, closed the door of the master bedroom, and went to bed.

Duan Yu first observed Lu Yuanbai carefully for a while.

Lu Yuanbai, who fell into a deep sleep, had no defense on his face, which made his heart itch.

Duan Yu originally planned to pull out the pillow when Lu Yuanbai turned over, but he didn’t see Lu Yuanbai move after sitting aside despite waiting for a long time.

Lu Yuanbai was very obedient when he was sleeping, not making any movements almost all night.

When Duan Yu realized that Lu Yuanbai wouldn’t move, he didn’t wait any longer.

He stepped forward and used some strength to pull the pillow away from Lu Yuanbai’s arms.

Losing the white and fluffy pillow in his arms, Lu Yuanbai quickly reacted.

Duan Yu saw Lu Yuanbai’s originally stretched brows and slightly frowning eyes closed; his hands fumbled back and forth uneasily, as if trying to find the pillow and hug it again.

Lu Yuanbai fumbled around on the bed in a panic, and his heart became more and more anxious.

However, there was no result, and soon Lu Yuanbai became dissatisfied and began to mutter softly, “No… no…”

Lu Yuanbai’s voice trembled slightly for a moment, full of anxiety.

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This sound was very light and weak, but Duan Yu couldn’t help feeling distressed when he heard it.

Just when Lu Yuanbai was unconscious and half-closed his eyes, Duan Yu raised Lu Yuanbai’s arm and put it on his body.

“My…hug…”

Lu Yuanbai fell asleep in a daze, trying to find a pillow.

Duan Yu laid down next to Lu Yuanbai, stretched out his hand, and pulled him into his arms.

Lu Yuanbai, who was still dissatisfied in a low voice, became quiet instantly.

Duan Yu lowered his gaze to the man’s sleepy face and couldn’t help but peck the side of his face for a moment.

Duan Yu licked his lips after stealing a kiss from Lu Yuanbai’s smooth cheeks.

Although it is unkind to steal a kiss from someone who is not conscious, Duan Yu feels that he restrained himself too much when his lover was in his arms.

He almost feels like Liu Xiahui with his unusual restraint.

After Lu Yuanbai was embraced by someone, he instantly felt the breath that reassured him, and the original uneasiness disappeared for a while. Then he gently arched in Duan Yu’s arms, trying to find a comfortable place to stay.

Duan Yu’s tall and strong body instantly stiffened a lot, and he didn’t move at all for a while.

Although he hugged Lu Yuanbai contentedly now, it seemed that he was also looking for guilt for himself.

But even if Lu Yuanbai lay in Duan Yu’s arms, he still missed the pillow subconsciously.

“I… pillow…”

Lu Yuanbai muttered in a daze.

After hearing this, Duan Yu frowned and softly coaxed the person into his arms, saying, “Don’t hug the pillow; you can hug me.”

As he spoke, his arms around Lu Yuanbai’s waist tightened.

It seems that being hugged is more comfortable than hugging a pillow. Lu Yuanbai nodded obediently in Duan Yu’s arms.

Duan Yu raised his hand to touch Lu Yuanbai’s forehead and cheek.

After the person fell asleep completely, his eyes fell on the pillow beside him.

Immediately after raising his hand, the pillow drew a perfect parabola in the air.

Duan Yu lay on the bed with Lu Yuanbai in his arms, carefully watching the sleeping face of the person in his arms through the light outside the window.

Lu Yuanbai was surprisingly well-behaved when he was sleeping. Duan Yu raised his hand to touch Lu Yuanbai’s cheek from time to time.

The slender fingers lightly touched Lu Yuanbai’s cheek.

After touching it for a while, he withdrew his hand, and not long after, Duan Yu raised his hand to touch Lu Yuanbai again.

With someone in his arms at this time, Duan Yu had already reached his limit.

Although he hasn’t had such close contact with people before, he still does some physiologically instinctive things.

In Duan Yu’s childhood, there was no pure emotion for him to experience.

But this time is different.

The reason why he doesn’t touch Lu Yuanbai now is just because he is afraid that people will get angry with him after waking up and ignore him.

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai’s sleeping face and sighed silently. The posture of the two of them is a bit dangerous now.

Duan Yu was afraid that Lu Yuanbai would rub against his arms and would not be able to suppress the fire, so he turned his body sideways to lie flat.

However, Duan Yu’s action made Lu Yuanbai, who had found a comfortable place to sleep in the man’s arms, groan slightly.

Like a frightened little beast.

The slender hands began to fumble on the bed again, helplessly.

After hearing this, Duan Yu’s handsome face froze for a moment, and then he quickly grabbed Lu Yuanbai’s hand that was groping around.

“Here.”

Feeling the warm touch in his palm, Lu Yuanbai calmed down in an instant and then leaned in Duan Yu’s direction unconsciously, holding Duan Yu’s arm in his arms and holding it tightly. 

Lu Yuanbai’s slender hands and his fair face were resting on Duan Yu’s arms.

Duan Yu watched Lu Yuanbai’s movements and felt restless for a moment; his adam’s apple couldn’t help but roll up and down.

However, at this time, the person was sleeping defenselessly, and his fair cheeks were full of attachment.

Lu Yuanbai’s sleeping appearance is very innocent, and Duan Yu, who has desires for him at this moment, feels like a sinner.

Duan Yu took a deep breath; he couldn’t do anything to Lu Yuanbai for a while.

Then, as if accepting his fate, he reached out and hugged Lu Yuanbai, letting his cheek rest on his chest.

After Lu Yuanbai falls asleep, if there is not too much noise, he usually won’t wake up.

At this time, he lay down on Duan Yu’s body, rubbing his cheek against Duan Yu’s chest.

Duan Yu couldn’t help but stretch out his hand and squeeze it, then hug the person and close his eyes, intending to take a nap.

However, this sleep was longer than Duan Yu expected, and when he opened his eyes again, the sky was already slightly glowing with white light.

Duan Yu glanced out the window; his heart sank, and he quickly looked at the person in his arms.

He saw Lu Yuanbai laying on Duan Yu’s body, in the same posture that Duan Yu carried him over last night, and he didn’t move for a whole night.

This time, the person was fast asleep with his eyes closed.

Duan Yu heaved a sigh of relief when he saw it, luckily he still hasn’t woken up.

Then he carefully looked at Lu Yuanbai’s sleeping face for a while, and then he began to move his body slowly in satisfaction.

Duan Yu’s movements were very light for fear of waking Lu Yuanbai up in the process.

Duan Yu slowly removed Lu Yuanbai from his body, and then began to slowly withdraw his arm from Lu Yuanbai’s arms.

“No…”

As soon as Duan Yu took out his arm, Lu Yuanbai immediately made a sound, as if he needed Duan Yu very much and couldn’t leave him for a moment.

Duan Yu became very soft-hearted after seeing it, but now it’s dawn, if Lu Yuanbai wakes up naturally and finds him sleeping next to him, he will probably be angry with him again.

After all, the current Lu Yuanbai’s character is still slightly awkward.

Just when Lu Yuanbai frowned slightly, Duan Yu lightly touched Lu Yuanbai’s cheek to reassure him, and then quickly picked up the white and fat pillow that was thrown out of bed last night from the side.

After stuffing it into Lu Yuanbai’s arms, the descendants really quieted down.

Duan Yu picked up the shirt that he took off last night from the floor, and strode away from the master bedroom.

After Duan Yu came out, he took a deep breath, stood for a long time, and then went into the kitchen to make a cup of coffee.

Lu Yuanbai didn’t have any roles this morning, so no one came to bother him all morning.

It wasn’t until after ten o’clock in the morning that Lu Yuanbai woke up from his sleep.

When he picked up his mobile phone to check the time, Lu Yuanbai was slightly taken aback. He has self-discipline for his schedule and rest, and usually has a biological clock, but today he slept very deeply.

Lu Yuanbai sat blankly on the bed for a while, and then went out of the room in bear pajamas.

Breakfast had already been placed on the dining table, while Duan Yu was working in the living room.

Lu Yuanbai glanced at that person, then sat down and began to eat breakfast slowly.

The vegetable porridge was still hot when it came in.

There was a lot of breakfast on the dining table. Apart from the two specially ordered yolk buns, there was actually a cage of meat-filled Xiaolongbao.

Lu Yuanbai didn’t plan to move his chopsticks after eating the vegetable porridge and custard buns.

However, just when Lu Yuanbai was about to put it away with the chopsticks, Duan Yu, who was originally working, walked by with a coffee cup.

He left a sentence indifferently, “If you can’t finish it, it’s a waste.”

After saying that, he strode into the kitchen with a coffee cup.

Lu Yuanbai: “…”

Looking at the back of Duan Yu leaving, and then at the steamed bun on the table, Lu Yuanbai gritted his teeth and finally ate it into his stomach.

When Duan Yu came out of the kitchen, he saw Lu Yuanbai was burying his head in eating the steamed stuffed bun, and smiled imperceptibly at the corner of his mouth.

Today, Lu Yuanbai ordered a little more breakfast than before.

The reason is that when Lu Yuanbai was holding Lu Yuanbai to sleep last night, the person in his arms was a little too thin.

He also knew before that Lu Yuanbai was losing weight, but he didn’t expect it to be the kind of weight with no flesh on his body.

After eating, Lu Yuanbai didn’t say much to Duan Yu but sat in the living room and read the script.

Although the director’s words are still in his mind, now that the man is working, it’s better for him not to have nothing to say.

In the afternoon, Lu Yuanbai went out to work because he had to shoot a scene.

However Duan Yu didn’t follow because of the video conference.

Although he couldn’t be with him all the time, Duan Yu didn’t feel regretful in his heart, after all, the two of them had plenty of time to be intimate at night.

As expected, after Lu Yuanbai came back from work, he fell asleep after eating and taking a shower.

It was much earlier than yesterday.

Duan Yu walked into the master bedroom at eleven o’clock in the evening, then took out Lu Yuanbai’s pillow and hugged him tenderly.

It was the same in the next few days, Lu Yuanbai went out to work during the day, and he processed documents in the hotel.

The two don’t have much contact during the day, but once it’s night, the two become close and inseparable.

Even Lu Yuanbai, who is sleeping, would crawl into his arms.

This scene could be seen almost every morning.

Duan Yu carefully got up from the bed, picked up the shirt on the floor, and then walked out of the room with the clothes in his hands and bare upper body like a wild man.