CH 79

Lu Yuanbai was so sleepy that he couldn’t open his eyes.

He has had a lot of scenes for the past month, and because of the change of seasons, the shooting is not in a normal rush. Just today, Lu Yuanbai filmed five personal feature shots and one scene with the protagonist.

However, due to the high demand of the protagonist’s acting skills, Lu Yuanbai accompanied him for many re-shoots, so he was very exhausted. These days, Lin Mu also realized that Lu Yuanbai was tire, and temporarily stopped the diet meal for Lu Yuanbai, as he was afraid that Lu Yuanbai would not be able to keep up physically.

Lu Yuanbai quietly ate two portions of his boxed lunch at noon today. After all, there were too many physically taxing scenes in which Ji Chen needed physical strength.

Standing at the door of the master bedroom, Lu Yuanbai frowned slightly when he heard the man say no.

Where can his pillow go?

Lu Yuanbai stood on the spot and fell into thinking for a while, but Duan Yu was the only one in the room, and no one would touch his pillow at all.

“Has the person who cleaned the room come here today?”

“She’s been here.” Duan Yu didn’t give Lu Yuanbai a chance to speak and continued, “But she just cleaned up the toilet and took away the garbage and didn’t touch your pillow.”

Lu Yuanbai was completely dumbfounded after hearing Duan Yu’s words.

His pillow!

His big fluffy pillow!

Just disappeared out of thin air!

Then Lu Yuanbai asked a little unwillingly: “Did you really not see it? I bought it from you, the chubby one.”

As he said that, Lu Yuanbai gave Duan Yu a hand gesture.

He was really sleepy, but Lu Yuanbai still couldn’t fall asleep without a pillow.

Duan Yu sat on the sofa and watched Lu Yuanbai’s movements. He looked so insanely cute that his heart itched.

However, his face was still indifferent. “No.”

“Isn’t your pillow supposed to be in the room?”

“Yes.” Lu Yuanbai nodded, and then there was no change in his face, but there was an imperceptible sense of loss in his tone. “But it just disappeared suddenly.”

Duan Yu put on a show: “If you look carefully, maybe you should be able to find it.”

After saying this sentence, Duan Yu almost instantly put aside his own suspicions.

After all, Duan Yu, sitting in this position today, knows very well that some things should not be rushed for quick success; otherwise, it will be easy to show his feet.

At that time, the gain outweighed the loss.

Lu Yuanbai nodded after listening, like a good baby, “Then I’ll look for it again.”

This time he wore honey bear’s pajamas. He began to rummage in the master bedroom even when his eyelids had started to strain. There was none in the master bedroom so he began to search in the living room.

Just like a little bear looking for treasure, people can’t help but smile when they look with a curl at the corners of their mouths.

However, Lu Yuanbai searched and searched around, but still did not see his pillow.

There was a moment of loss and a tiny mental breakdown.

Not for any other reason, it was simply because he was currently too drowsy. His eyelids were twitching from lack of sleep, yet he was unable to doze off, causing him anxiety.

However, without the pillow he hugged every night, Lu Yuanbai couldn’t fall asleep at all.

Then he started to think about it in his mind. He definitely put it on the bed after getting up this morning. Why did it suddenly disappear?

Then he glanced at the window.

No……

There’s no way it got carried away by the seagulls that came in through the window!

Thanks to Lu Yuanbai being extremely sleepy, the imagination in his mind became more and more outrageous, and there was no basis at all.

However, even if such an outrageous idea of being taken away by the seagull were true, Lu Yuanbai still thought there was a certain possibility in his heart.

After all, their hotel is near the sea, and the world is full of wonders, but often the most unbelievable thing is the truth.

When Duan Yu walked into the master bedroom, he saw Lu Yuanbai sitting on the bed with his eyes squinted.

It seemed that not finding the pillow was a big blow to him.

Lu Yuanbai glanced at the man, then slightly turned his head away.

Looking at Duan Yu was as if he were looking at a big, walking sleeping pill.

Duan Yu looked at the man with a smile, looked at the sleepiness on the man’s face, and said, “Why aren’t you sleeping?”

Lu Yuanbai pursed his lips and remained silent.

Then Duan Yu walked out of the room, and when he came back, he took a cup of hot milk in his hand and handed it to Lu Yuanbai. “Drink it; it will help you sleep.”

Lu Yuanbai glanced at the hot milk. He currently didn’t have any oral sleeping pills by his side, and he had just lost another sleeping pill that he embraces. He was so sleepy that when he heard Duan Yu say that it would help him sleep, he reached out to take it and drained the cup in one gulp.

Duan Yu watched from the side. In fact, if Lu Yuanbai hadn’t been so sleepy this time, he only needed to take a closer look at Duan Yu to find that the expression in those dark eyes held an obvious intention.

Lu Yuanbai laid down after drinking the milk. Duan Yu stretched out his hand to pull up the quilt, and Lu Yuanbai felt the breath of the man.

A possibility suddenly appeared in his mind.

Duan Yu pesters him every day, so the man will not miss this opportunity before going to bed today,

Now that the situation is like this, Duan Yu should chat with him before going to bed. As long as Duan Yu is beside him and talks with him, he can fall asleep.

Lu Yuanbai thought in his heart.

However, as soon as he thought about half of it, this possibility was broken by reality.

Duan Yu turned and left the master bedroom with the milk cup in his hand.

Lu Yuanbai: “…”

Lu Yuanbai was taken aback as he watched the man’s back when he left.

That’s it… that’s it!

Lu Yuanbai lay on the bed and closed his eyes, forcing himself to fall asleep. However, after more than ten minutes, Lu Yuanbai was so sleepy that even his consciousness was a little blurred, but he still couldn’t fall asleep.

Lu Yuanbai squinted his eyes in pain.

At this time, Duan Yu appeared at the door of the master bedroom.

The man looked at Lu Yuanbai who was lying on the bed with a pair of eyebrows and eyes, “I came to turn the lights off for you, after noticing you haven’t turned them off.”

Duan Yu raised his hand and pressed the switch, and the master bedroom was plunged into darkness for a while, only the blurred lights outside the window glowed with little light.

Lu Yuanbai was so sleepy that when he saw the man turn around in the dark as if he was going to leave, he slightly straightened up from the bed, “Duan Yu…”

Duan Yu paused with his back to Lu Yuanbai, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and then he quickly recovered his composure and turned around to look at Lu Yuanbai through the window, “What’s wrong?”

Lu Yuanbai called Duan Yu to stop almost subconsciously. When the man turned to look at him, Lu Yuanbai was at a loss of words and didn’t know what to say at all.

Although he didn’t say anything, Lu Yuanbai knew very well at this moment that he wanted Duan Yu to sleep with him.

He was so tired and sleepy that his eyes started to turn slightly red and bloodshot. He was too sleepy to open his eyes, but he couldn’t sleep when he closed them.

He wants Duan Yu to accompany him; he wants to sleep.

But looking at the man standing not far away, he didn’t know how to speak for a moment.

However, in any case, his request would be too abrupt for the two of them at this time.

After all, he was not indifferent to Duan Yu. Until yesterday, when pretending to forget his amnesia was revealed, the two of them had a rare initmacy.

Lu Yuanbai grasped the quilt tightly for a while, trying to organize some words, but he couldn’t speak when he opened his mouth.

Because his behavior is so contradictory to his initial thoughts.

‘I need to stay away from Duan Yu, but I want to sleep with him.’

This fucking…

Isn’t he a scumbag! ! !

What the director said before resounded in his head, and Lu Yuan began to feel guilty towards Duan Yu in his heart. It was as if he was taking advantage of Duan Yu’s feelings and then felt irresponsible, running away with his pants up like a slag man.

Lu Yuanbai is very resistant to defrauding other people’s affection, but what is he doing now?

He said he refused, but he was close to Duan Yu in reality; it was a combination of contradictions.

He shouldn’t treat Duan Yu like this. Duan Yu is sincere to him, yet he was simply ruining Duan Yu’s sincerity.

Try?

At this moment, one word appeared in Lu Yuanbai’s mind.

He and Duan Yu try?

Try to accept Duan Yu, try to admit to himself that he has feelings for him?

There is no other option for Lu Yuanbai right now.

The relationship between him and Duan Yu is not something that he can stop just by saying no.

Duan Yu would not agree, and his accelerated heartbeat would not stop.

He likes Duan Yu, but he is also afraid of liking him.

He was afraid that Duan Yu’s feelings for him would change in the future. He was afraid that he would repeat the mistakes of his previous marriage. He was afraid that Duan Yu was not sincere to him. He was afraid that… Duan Yu would like someone else in the future.

Lu Yuanbai has too many worries, he is no longer the carefree Lu Yuanbai before, everything has changed now.

But if he thinks carefully, is there anyone around who really treats him and cares about him?

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The answer is yes.

He has loved his mother for half his life, Song Zhao who was laughed at at school for helping him fight with his life, Lin Mu who worked with him for many years and grew up with him, the macho coach, Director Zhang, the studio staff, and his fans…

These people are all sincere to him, but the blows in the past few years have made him gradually forget that there are people around him who treat him as before, and their emotions have not changed.

He ignored it. He couldn’t get out because he couldn’t look forward.

Lu Yuanbai grasped the quilt tightly on his body for a moment, summoning up his courage. “Have you slept well on the sofa these few days?”

Try.

The answer was in his mind.

He likes Duan Yu, and the man loves him too, so they can try.

What he has to do is very simple. There are only two things:

Give your heart and be ready to leave at any time.

Both of these are prerequisites for him and Duan Yu to try. After all, sincere devotion to this relationship is a necessary condition, and leaving at any time is also the way out that Lu Yuanbai left for himself.

It can also be said to be the way to survive.

Duan Yu stood in front of the master bedroom door. Lu Yuanbai’s soft voice was itching his ears.

Then he replied, “It’s okay.”

In the darkness, Lu Yuanbai blushed slightly. Since he has decided to try with Duan Yu, now is the time for him to take the initiative.

His mouth was a little knotted. “Is there anything… you are not used to?”

Duan Yu looked at the person through the dim light outside the window and licked his lips. “The sofa is too small. My legs can’t be stretched.”

Not long after these words were spoken, Duan Yu’s brows and eyes opened suddenly.

Lu Yuanbai, who was lying on the bed, lifted the quilt slightly and then patted the place beside him with his lips pursed. “The bed is big, you… Do you want to come over and have a try?”

Lu Yuanbai’s face was a little stiff as he said these intimate words. If it was just for acting, which Lu Yuanbai regarded as work in his heart, he could say it very naturally.

But now that Lu Yuanbai has made up his mind and made a decision, he feels very unnatural when facing Duan Yu.

The words he said felt extremely awkward to his own ears.

Aside from the three months when he lost his memory, it has been too long since he has actively expressed his feelings with others.

When certain words came to his lips, Lu Yuanbai was unable to even attempt to speak them and was unsure of his ability to do so.

Just like when he simply wanted to say that he wants to sleep together tonight.

But when it came time to speak, it changed to a query about Duan Yu’s familiarity with sleeping on the sofa.

But it’s not too bad, he has already moved forward. It was just the process was a little slow and there were small accidents.

Fortunately, the room was dark, only the light outside the window glowed slightly.

After noticing the conversation was about to end, Lu Yunabi swallowed nervously for a moment.

Would Duan Yuh think that he is so strange…

After all, the sudden initiative and change are too sudden and inexplicable for a person who has always been very indifferent.

Lu Yuanbai pursed his lips and looked at Duan Yu. He was actually afraid that the other party would reject him.

He was afraid that Duan Yu would reject his invitation now, and he would not be able to take the initiative emotionally in the future.

Time passed minute by minute, yet a minute felt like hours passing by.

The man’s silence made Lu Yuanbai’s heart beat faster. The room was so silent that it seemed that a needle could be heard when it fell to the ground.

After a long silence, the man spoke.

Duan Yu asked as he stood at the master bedroom door, staring at Lu Yuanbai.”How to try?”

There was an ulterior motive in asking this question. Lu Yuanbai was taken aback for a moment. He then pursed his lips, not knowing what to say.

After struggling for a long time, he said, “Lie down…you can try lying down.”

When Lu Yuanbai said these heart-warming words, Duan Yu’s heart was jumping for joy.

But what the other party said was not the answer he wanted.

What he wanted was the most direct answer that would allow Lu Yuanbai to face his feelings directly.

He wanted Lu Yuanbai to say what he wanted, instead of making unfounded temptations.

Duan Yu looked at him, “Are you inviting me?”

Lu Yuanbai sat on the bed and nodded, then said: “The sofa you have slept on for so many days must have been uncomfortable.”

Duan Yu listened, and took steps towards Lu Yuanbai’s direction.

Seeing the man walking towards him, Lu Yuanbai’s heart thumped.

Duan Yu stood still on Lu Yuanbai’s bed, processing what Lu Yuanbai said just now.

When Lu Yuanbai saw the person standing still, he licked his lips, then mustered up the courage to look up at Duan Yu, and patted the empty space beside him with his hand.

A pair of eyes looked at Duan Yu expectantly in the dark. The lights outside the window added a layer of hazy feeling, and when paired with the movements of Lu Yuanbai at this precise moment, the temptation was astounding.

Duan Yu was familiar with this look. Ever since Lu Yuanbai regained his memory, he rarely looked at him like this, almost never, it was only used when pretending to be pitiful in front of him.

However, due to the dim lightning, Duan Yu couldn’t tell whether Lu Yuanbai was pretending to be pitiful to get him to agree to the request immediately.

The man’s dark black eyes were full of meaning.

Then a low, hoarse voice sounded in the darkness.

“Is it okay?”

Lu Yuanbai nodded reservedly, “Yes.”

Duan Yu’s eyes dimmed after hearing this. He took a step forward with his slender legs, and then leaned on the bed with one receding knee, leaning over to look at Lu Yuanbai.

The man’s approach was too sudden, causing Lu Yuanbai to subconsciously raise his head back slightly, feeling a little embarrassed to look at Duan Yu.

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai silently for a while, then got up, “Forget it.”

Lu Yuanbai was stunned for a moment. Duan Yu’s action just now was clearly about to come up. Why did he suddenly change his mind?

Just as Lu Yuanbai was about to ask, he heard the man’s indifferent voice continue: “You don’t like me being too close to you. If I try it on the bed, you would feel uncomfortable, so forget it.”

As he spoke, the man turned around and left.

Lu Yuanbai felt a little flustered in his heart.

Duan Yu rejected him, but he didn’t refuse his invitation because he didn’t like him, and he didn’t go to bed because he was concerned about his feelings. Duan Yu was afraid that he would be uncomfortable and that he wouldn’t like him, so he didn’t accept it.

Lu Yuanbai seems to understand a little bit now.

As long as he is involved, he is the starting point for Duan Yu to make decisions.

Duan Yu loves him and is willing to pamper him endlessly. No matter how ridiculous or excessive the matter is, as long as it is related to Lu Yuanbai, Duan Yu will not hesitate to make a decision that is beneficial to Lu Yuanbai.

“It’s getting late; you go to bed first.”

After Duan Yu finished speaking, he planned to turn around and leave.

However, the steps taken by those long legs were much smaller than before.

Duan Yu is a businessman who knows how to maximize his profits.

His excuse for rejecting Lu Yuanbai just now was also thought up early in the morning.

Green tea coaxing rule 7: Subtly let the other party feel that you care about the other party all the time, and let the other party realize that you are in their life.

When Lu Yuanbai started looking for pillows in the room, Duan Yu began to read the book, but his imposing CEO persona couldn’t let others know that he was reading such things in private, so he quietly changed the book cover.

Just now, when Lu Yuanbai raised his hand to pat the position beside him, Duan Yu wished he could lie on the bed and hug him into his arms and kiss him tenderly.

But in the end, he held back abruptly.

As for Lu Yuanbai’s refusal just now, Duan Yu also felt a sense of guilt in his heart when he said it to his lover. After all, although he denied it on the surface, Duan Yu had not been punctual until eleven o’clock in the middle of the night for the previous week. And like Cinderella, he arrived in the master bedroom on time and then went to bed and hugged him to sleep.

Lu Yuanbai looked at the person who was about to leave with blank eyes and felt a little flustered in his heart. “You can come up and try.”

However, after saying these words, the man’s footsteps did not stop.

Lu Yuanbai got out of bed a little anxiously, stepped on the floor with a pair of white feet, and followed Duan Yu like a little follower, “You can try it tonight, I don’t mind.”

Duan Yu glanced at Lu Yuanbai, guilt flashed in his eyes. Even though Lu Yunbai doesn’t mind, Duan Yu would go to Lu Yuanbai’s bed every night to try.

But seeing the person was still not honest, Duan Yu stopped, but did not agree, “I still can’t. You have always resisted me, I don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable.”

If Lu Yuanbai said this when he was spanked yesterday, the other party might have been happier.

After hearing this, Lu Yuanbai frowned instantly.

Duan Yu raised his hand and brushed the broken hair in front of Lu Yuanbai’s forehead, “Good night.”

Lu Yuanbai frowned as if facing a great crisis at this time, he quickly grabbed Duan Yu’s hand.

Lu Yuanbai’s face was flushed, but fortunately, the surrounding darkness did not make it very obvious.

“No…I won’t feel uncomfortable.”

Both of them fell into silence at this moment. Duan Yu opened his mouth, “Lu Yuanbai, are you really inviting me to bed only because I have been sleeping on the sofa?”

Lu Yuanbai wanted to nod almost subconsciously, but in the end he held back abruptly.

“No?”

The man’s deep voice lingered in his ears like a magical force.

“Lu Yuanbai, you don’t want me to try something so simple, do you?”

Duan Yu raised Lu Yuanbai’s jaw, forcing the person to look at him.

Lu Yuanbai looked at Duan Yu with his eyes, and didn’t know how to answer for a while, but Duan Yu looked at him attentively.

He actually wanted to try with Duan Yu, but the character flaw of having been estranged from others for so many years could not be repaired abruptly. It was like the test of the relationship between the two.

In the end, he could only lick his lips and nod.

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai, “Then what do you want to do?”

Just when Lu Yuanbai wanted to speak subconsciously, Duan Yu first said: “I want to hear you tell the truth.”

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Sure enough, as soon as the words came out, Lu Yuan hesitated.

“I……”

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai with dark eyes, “What do you want to do?”

For a brief moment, Lu Yuanbai was like ants on a hot pan, unable to get up or down.

A pair of eyes were slightly red, and the voice trembled a little: “I want you to sleep with me.”

As soon as Lu Yuan uttered these words, he was afraid to meet Duan Yu’s eyes.

He was afraid that the man in front of him would reject him again, but when Lu Yuanbai was struggling in his heart, he suddenly felt empty under his feet.

Duan Yu’s hand passed under Lu Yuanbai’s arm and directly lifted him up.

Lu Yuanbai was surprised, “What is this?”

“Didn’t you say you wanted me to sleep with you?” Duan Yu hugged him and walked towards the bed, “Of course I’m sleeping.”

Afterwards, Duan Yu quickly put him on the bed, and then joined the bed himself.

When Lu Yuanbai became at a loss at this sight, Duan Yu started to feel a little nervous.

Duan Yu’s movements were very natural, lying beside Lu Yuanbai, without any discomfort.

However, at this time, the two also had their own thoughts.

Lu Yuanbai was thinking in his heart on how he would take the initiative to express to Duan Yu his determination to have a “try” between the two of them in the future, whether he needs to express his love again, whether he should take the initiative in the usual physical contact.

However, Duan Yu didn’t know what Lu Yuanbai was thinking in his heart. For him, Lu Yuanbai asked him to sleep with him tonight because he thought that the pillow that Lu Yuanbai hugged every night was missing, and needed a substitute to help him fall asleep.

As for what he said just now, he may have said it to hurry him up.

Minutes and seconds passed; neither of them knew how long it had been since they lay down.

Lu Yuanbai closed his eyes next to Duan Yu. There was almost a distance between the two of them, but Lu Yuanbai was embarrassed to go over while Duan Yu was afraid that he would not be able to move because he was asleep.

Just when Duan Yu was thinking about whether Lu Yuanbai was asleep or not, or whether he should turn sideways to hug him,

He saw Lu Yuanbai rolling into his arms, wrapped in a quilt.