CH 84.1

For a while, the environment in the living room was ambiguous.

Duan Yu hugged Lu Yuanbai intimately in his arms, and Lu Yuanbai put his hand on the man’s strong chest.

But what Duan Yu said while holding Lu Yuanbai in his arms pushed this ambiguity to a commanding high point.

The heat was in his ears, and the words with emotion came into his ears with indescribable boldness and color.

Lu Yuanbai was taken aback when he heard this, he immediately felt embarrassed, struggling in Duan Yu’s arms in a panic.

“You are saying these unorthodox things again!”

Lu Yuanbai’s heart was romantic, but Duan Yu’s shows wildness.

But although the two seem to be incompatible, they are not in conflict.

Duan Yu knew Lu Yuanbai very well, and definitely expected Lu Yuanbai to react like this.

This was what he wanted. He doesn’t like to see Lu Yuanbai’s cold appearance in front of him. He has seen that appearance in front of him for five years. The Lu Yuanbai he wants is the real Lu Yuanbai.

He didn’t ask Lu Yuanbai to show anything in the outside world, but as long as he was in front of him, he would only show him the other side of him that he didn’t know.

Not being cold and emotionless, but acting coquettishly, getting angry with him, and making a petty temper.

Duan Yu smiled and hugged Lu Yuanbai, who was struggling in his arms, so as not to accidentally fall down.

“Stop it.”

Lu Yuanbai glanced at him, then stopped moving. He then whispered in a dissatisfied voice: “You always say these unorthodox things.”

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai, put the bracelet on Lu Yuanbai’s waist, and then hugged the person intimately.

Lu Yuanbai’s body leaned on Duan Yu with Duan Yu’s strength, and he found that the man seemed to like physical contact with him a lot.

But as long as he doesn’t express his willingness, the man won’t go too far.

Just like now, although the man wanted to rub Lu Yuanbai into his bones and blood, he did not take any large-scale actions against Lu Yuanbai.

Even if he went to bed at night, Duan Yu never secretly took off Lu Yuanbai’s clothes.

Everyone has desires, not to mention when facing the person they love.

Living by your side every day, holding it in your arms, something you can see yet not taste it. This kind of torture is both sweet and painful.

In fact, based on the difference in body size between Duan Yu and Lu Yuanbai, Duan Yu can be strong, which is the usual style of behavior of the big boss.

But when facing Lu Yuanbai, Duan Yu couldn’t use those ingenuity and methods or didn’t want to use them at all.

He couldn’t bear it; he couldn’t bear to use those methods on Lu Yuanbai to force the other party.

Even if he was very eager, even if sometimes he couldn’t hold Lu Yuanbai’s body hot and dry, he didn’t force the other party.

Although he took the initiative to be intimate with the other party, he did not go too far.

However Duan Yu was also very eager to get up close and personal with Lu Yuanbai, so Duan Yu found a breakthrough in himself at this point.

That is, without clothes……

If he didn’t do it, he could only be more proactive, so Duan Yu would be naked after taking a shower at night, so he would be more intimate with Lu Yuanbai.

Moreover, Duan Yu also discovered that Lu Yuanbai seemed to like his muscles very much, especially the upper abdominal muscles, and from time to time he would stare quietly like a little mouse.

Therefore, Lu Yuanbai rarely complained about him not wearing clothes.

Seeing Lu Yuanbai complaining about his appearance at this time, Duan Yu opened his mouth, “I only say that because I like you.”

Lu Yuanbai pursed his lips after listening.

Duan Yu leaned in his ear, “I like you and love you; that’s why I said those things to you.”

Lu Yuanbai glanced at him, unconsciously putting one hand on Duan Yu’s abdominal muscles and gently stroking his fingers on it.

“You always make fun of me with those words.”

In Lu Yuanbai’s eyes, Duan Yu seemed to humiliate him with these words every time, and then looked at his flustered appearance and laughed, as if his expression at a loss at the time was very funny, but at that time, his heart was thumping, and he was so ashamed that he felt that he was going to have a heart attack.

Duan Yu frowned after hearing this, “Do you always think so?”

“Otherwise?”Lu Yuanbai raised his head and looked directly at Duan Yu, still feeling a little aggrieved every time.

Duan Yu looked at the person, then turned the person over and asked the person to sit on his lap.

“It’s not to make fun of you,” Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai seriously. “What I said to you is not to make fun of; it is my desire for you; it is what I want to do with you, not to make fun of.”

Duan Yu knew that Lu Yuanbai was a very uneasy person. Duan Yu saw in his eyes the sleeping pills he took all year round and the various physiological soothing and tranquilizing drugs placed in his home.

So he didn’t want Lu Yuanbai to misunderstand him.

He only loves one person from beginning to end.

He loves Lu Yuanbai.

Duan Yuai loves Lu Yuanbai.

“It’s not to make fun of you.” Duan Yu looked directly into Lu Yuanbai’s eyes. “Lu Yuanbai, I love you. My dirty and nasty thoughts are all things I want to do to you.”

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuan’s white neck, his adam’s apple rolling, “And this kind of thinking is endless. Even if you are not in front of me, my desire for you is still endless.”

“I even hope you are sitting on me without clothes right now.”

Lu Yuanbai’s face flushed instantly after hearing this, and his whole body felt like it was about to burn.

However, at this time, the man’s usually indifferent eyes were hot, as if he wanted to eat him alive; just as the man was right, he really had a dirty imagination for him in his mind.

“Lu Yuanbai…”

“Don’t… stop talking.” Lu Yuanbai didn’t know what else the other party was going to say to make him blush and feel ashamed. So he wanted to raise his hand to cover his mouth, but Duan Yu took advantage of the situation and held Lu Yuanbai’s hand.

“Saying that you sleep with me is not to make fun of you. Saying that you take a bath with me is not to make fun of you, and letting you kiss me is not to make fun of you. These are making fun of myself, making fun of me for having these nasty thoughts about you, making fun of me, how I secretly wish to have a taste of you, but still maintain the appearance of a gentleman in clothes on the surface.”

“I pretended; those rationality and restraint were all pretended by me. I want to be perfect in front of you and want to make a good impression in front of you, but Lu Yuanbai…” 

Every time Duan Yu’s lips said a word, he would gently rub against Lu Yuanbai’s neck, as if inadvertently, “I can’t help it.”

“Lu Yuanbai, I’m a normal man. I don’t have much desire for this, but I’m afraid of scaring you, so I can only take your clothes proudly.”

“I want to kiss you, I want to take off your clothes, I want to take a bath with you, and I want you to stay in my arms without clothes.”

“These words have never been a joke, but my desire for you.”

Every word of the man’s words stimulated him deeply.

Lu Yuanbai’s face flushed when he heard this, and his hands trembled slightly.

As Duan Yu said, he is a normal man, and he will have desires when facing his lover.

But for the shameful things Duan Yu said, Duan Yu never forced him except for the first kiss between the two.

Even if he slept in his arms every day, the man never unbuttoned him.

As for him, Lu Yuanbai actually knew it in his heart. He understood that Duan Yu loved him, so he asked Duan Yu to sleep with him when he had insomnia, because he knew Duan Yu would not refuse, and Duan Yu would not force him, but at the same time ignored Duan Yu’s patience.

As Duan Yu said, when facing him, he is always restrained and patient. Men are afraid of scaring him and failing to secure his “security.”

He knew all this, but he was arrogant because of his love for Duan Yu.

He relied on Duan Yu to love him and let people hold him to sleep. It was not that he was not vigilant, but that he subconsciously told him that Duan Yu would not do to him what he did not want.

In terms of love, as long as he says no, Duan Yu will stop immediately.

Even if he endured sweating between his foreheads and the eyes looking at him were red, the man would stop.

It’s like a fierce beast looking at its long-coveted prey, but no longer coming forward.

Lu Yuanbai felt the hot breath of Duan Yu’s body and the powerful heartbeat under the man’s chest, but for a while he didn’t know how to move.

“Lu Yuanbai,” Duan Yu hugged Lu Yuanbai’s waist tightly. “You can be bold in front of me. Whatever you want, whatever you want to do, you can show it in front of me. I will not be bored. I will not hate you; I will only love you endlessly. 

Whatever you do will not make me feel disgusted. In my eyes, what you do is beautiful, even if you are doing nothing but standing in front of me!”

“Lu Yuanbai, you can believe in yourself and believe in your place in my heart.” Duan Yu held down the hand Lu Yuanbai put on his chest and said, “You are the only one here. He belongs to you alone, and I belong to you too.”

The man’s heat poured into his ears, “I am yours.”

What Duan Yu wanted was not that Lu Yuanbai belonged to him but that he belonged to Lu Yuanbai.

He wants to have Lu Yuanbai in his life, and he wants to live in that unoccupied position.

He is greedy. In the past, he was only for profit, but now he is only for Lu Yuanbai.

“Lu Yuanbai, you can hang me, you can even hang me like this for the rest of your life, but…” As the man kissed Lu Yuanbai’s neck lightly and uncontrollably, his breathing became significantly heavier, “Can you give me some sweetness?”

Lu Yuanbai’s heart jumped suddenly, and the man looked at him with a pair of eyes full of desire, “You give me some sweetness, and I will let you hang for the rest of your life.”

Lu Yuanbai could feel that Duan Yu’s desire to hold him all over his body had nowhere to vent, but now he was tightly held in his arms by a man. Duan Yu could come hard, but the man did not.

He was very patient, and Lu Yuanbai even felt that every breath he exhaled was hot.

What the man said just now also made him very moved.

He is his.

Duan Yu belongs to him, and the endlessly beating heart under his chest is also his.

When he was young, Lu Yuanbai also thought that he had everything, but those were all fakes in the end. Although Lu Yuanbai had planned to give Duan Yu a try before, he was also ready to leave at any time and stop the loss in time.

But the situation seemed to be worse than Lu Yuanbai had expected, because he realized that  if he really agreed, it would be impossible for him to do the latter, and it was impossible for him to withdraw and leave.

He will only keep something out of embarrassment. Lu Yuanbai knows himself too well. He has never changed the cowardice and timidity in his bones. Even after these five years, he is just calm on the surface, and he can’t wait to find a seam in his heart. 

But he also knew that Duan Yu loved him, and the other party’s love was unreserved.

Duan Yu is a shrewd businessman. Power, money and interests come first, and the company’s business opportunities cannot be shown to outsiders.

However, when Duan Yu was by his side, he unscrupulously opened a video conference and put the company’s important information in the study room, where the two of them would live together every day, and he was not shy at all.

Duan Yu loves him and trusts him.

Aren’t those the two things that are the most important in love?

Lu Yuanbai pursed his lips, then raised his hand to wipe the sweat from Duan Yu’s neck. The man’s neck was very sexy, as was his adam’s apple, making people look at it and want to touch it subconsciously. In fact, that’s exactly what Lu Yuanbai did.

Duan Yu’s tall figure, who had originally buried his head between Lu Yuanbai’s neck, stiffened.

Lu Yuanbai was provoking him again, and when Lu Yuanbai only felt a pain in his neck, he saw the man open his mouth and suck the side of Lu Yuanbai’s neck, his strength became heavier.

Lu Yuanbai shivered almost instantly, but did not say anything. Instead, he raised his hand and touched Duan Yu’s neck.

Then seeing Duan Yu stop moving, he held his head with both hands.

Following Lu Yuanbai’s movements, the two looked at each other uncontrollably.

There was a raging blue wave in each other’s eyes as Lu Yuanbai looked into one another’s.

“Duan Yu……”

The man stared at him and replied softly: “Hmm.”

Lu Yuanbai hesitated for a while, then made up his mind and asked, “Do you love the 18-year-old Lu Yuanbai more than me?”

Duan Yu was taken aback after hearing this.

Lu Yuanbai was very worried. He was afraid that Duan Yu only liked Lu Yuanbai, who was 18 years old from the past three months, not the present him.

This question was a ticking bomb. If you don’t answer, you don’t know which day it will explode like a fuse between the two of them.

He wanted to ask clearly, even if Duan Yu really only liked him at the age of 18. He needed to know.

Just after Lu Yuanbai asked the question, Duan Yu was taken aback for a moment and then laughed a little unexpectedly.

Lu Yuanbai was taken aback, “You…what are you laughing at?”

“Lu Yuanbai,” Duan Yu looked at the person in his arms, “You are not eating your own vinegar, are you?”

The answer in his heart seemed to be right, when Lu Yuanbai blushed instantly and said, “Just answer!”

Duan Yu looked at him, pressing some weight on the palm of Lu Yuanbai’s hand, “You are the only one I like. The 18-year-old is you and present you are also you. You are the same person.”

Duan Yu was afraid that Lu Yuanbai would not understand and deliberately said: “My love for Lu Yuanbai is not at a specific stage. Even if you are seventy or eighty, I will love you the same.”

In fact, he didn’t understand what Duan Yu said before, because no one had given him family, friendship, or love. He didn’t have anything. His life had only a single color, but one day it became gorgeous because of Lu Yuanbai’s intrusion.