CH 91.2

Sure enough, at nine o’clock in the evening, Lu Yuanbai got off the elevator on this floor.

Shen Ciwen finally saw Lu Yuanbai whom he had been thinking about for more than half a year.

“Brother Yuanbai.”

Shen Ciwen stood in front of the door and looked at him.

Lu Yuanbai raised his eyes and glanced at him; his peach blossom eyes were dull and waveless, as if he hadn’t seen anything, he walked straight past Shen Ciwen.

Shen Ciwen stood there, almost subconsciously reaching out to pull Lu Yuanbai back.

However, before he touched Lu Yuanbai’s arm, Lu Yuanbai moved one step to dodge his approach.

“Brother Yuanbai.”

When Lu Yuanbai heard this, his handsome eyebrows frowned slightly, “Who allows you to call me that?”

The person in front of him had a cold face, a cold voice, and a pair of eyes staring at him with disgust. Shen Ciwen froze in place almost instantly after seeing Lu Yuanbai’s eyes.

Even though the eighteen-year-old Lu Yuanbai’s eyes were filled with disgust when he looked at him, they were not completely indifferent because Lu Yuanbai was filled with a fire in his heart. 

But now Lu Yuanbai’s eyes seemed to be looking at someone who had nothing to do with him, with hatred in his eyes.

When did Lu Yuanbai start to look at himself in this way? Since the age of twenty.

That year, Lu Yuanbai’s eyes looked at him from disgust and hatred to more and more indifference, as if his appearance in his heart could no longer make any waves.

Shen Ciwen suddenly had an ominous feeling in his heart.

“Yuan…Lu Yuanbai, you…” Shen Ciwen was a little uncertain for a while but still tentatively asked, “How are you?”

Lu Yuanbai didn’t look at him; instead, he stepped forward to move.

The tiresome silence was Lu Yuanbai’s best answer to Shen Ciwen.

Shen Ciwen’s heart dropped almost instantly.

But his face quickly turned into a provocative look, “Why are you so unwilling to see me now?”

What he was most afraid of was that Lu Yuanbai didn’t have him in his eyes. He was eager to get Lu Yuanbai’s attention, just like he had been hiding in the corner and secretly peeking at Lu Yuanbai for all his youth.

Even if he uses Lu Yuanbai’s disgust to get the attention of the other party, that’s fine.

He wanted Lu Yuanbai to see him.

“You do not want to see me, but I’m not here for what you think. I just want to see what the young master of the Shen family looked like in the past.”

As he said, Shen Ciwen caught up with Lu Yuanbai and stood in front of him.

The superior-looking facial features twisted sarcastically, “Look at what you look like now. for a film that was closed for filming and was injured and hospitalized, it’s embarrassing to think about it.”

“If you went back to Shen’s house early in the morning before, where would there be so many things? It’s not that the Shen family can’t tolerate you; it’s that you are narrow-minded.”

Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai’s cold face and used the harsh language that he knew the other party didn’t want to hear the most. He wanted to use this way to let Lu Yuanbai look at him, so that the other party’s emotionless peach blossom eyes had emotional ups and downs because of him.

He didn’t want Lu Yuanbai to look at him like a stranger when he looked at him.

He wanted to have contact with Lu Yuanbai.

“If you want to go back to Shen’s house now, you can beg me; I’ll go back and help you by saying a few good things in front of your dad; maybe you can come back with your tail between your legs. After you go back, you don’t have to survive like this, shooting till midnight.”

“You just have to come back…”

“Shen Ciwen.”

Shen Ciwen was halfway through his speech when the indifferent voice of the person in front of him cut off his words.

Hearing his name spoken from Lu Yuanbai’s mouth, Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai almost excitedly.

“Why? Are you tempted?”

However, at this time, Lu Yuanbai’s eyes were still indifferent, and he looked at Shen Ciwen as if he were looking at a clown jumping on a beam, “Don’t you think you are ridiculous?”

The smile on Shen Ciwen’s face stiffened.

Lu Yuanbai stood upright opposite him: “Since the day I left the Shen family, I have never thought about going back.”

“Those thoughts are just the result of you and Shen Kangyong’s obscenity.”

“The glory and wealth of the Shen family, and the position of the young master of the Shen family; I don’t care about them.”

“There is only disgust in my heart. I hate the Shen family, Shen Kangyong, your mother, and you at the same time.”

Shen Ciwen stood almost stiffly in place.

Then Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai and wanted to say something, and the next moment he listened to the indifferent voice.：

“Do you really think I don’t know them?”

Shen Ciwen held Lu Yuanbai’s gaze, and for a while he was a little evasive for some reason.

Don’t……

Don’t say it.

“Those disgusting thoughts you have about me.”

Indifferent words came into his ears, and Shen Ciwen’s pupils suddenly tightened.

Lu Yuanbai looked at him. Since he stepped into the big dirty dye tank of the entertainment industry, Lu Yuanbai has seen the ugliness of the world almost every time.

The ability to see people has naturally grown.

And the abilities honed with these experiences also allowed Lu Yuanbai to see Shen Ciwen, who had been crawling beside him.

The other party’s eyes looked at him vaguely. Lu Yuanbai didn’t know it before, but the painful experience at the age of 20 made him see Shen Ciwen again, and he saw through the other party’s inner thoughts at a glance.

Lu Yuanbai felt sick immediately.

The illegitimate son of the dove occupying the magpie's nest has feelings for him.

This feeling is not ordinary affection or friendship, but a very twisted idea of love that violates ethics.

Lu Yuanbai was there, and every time he saw Shen Ciwen again, he would feel sick. This person who had plundered his life had twisted thoughts about him.

Absurd.

It’s ridiculous.

Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai in shock, unable to refute it.

“How did you know!” Shen Ciwen stepped forward and looked at Lu Yuanbai.

Lu Yuanbai: “If you want me to tell you, put away your disgusting eyes first.”

Shen Ciwen didn’t know what to do for a while, as the feelings for Lu Yuanbai in his heart became more and more turbulent.

“Brother Yuanbai, I like you. I have liked you since I was in high school. I have always regarded my feelings for you as hate, but after all this time, I realized that it was not hate. I…”

As he said, Shen Ciwen wanted to raise his hand to touch Lu Yuanbai.

Lu Yuanbai jerked to the side.

“Brother Yuanbai, I’m jealous. I’m jealous of Duan Yu’s marriage to you. I’m really jealous that I’m going crazy.”

Now that Lu Yuanbai already knew his feelings for him, Shen Ciwen was no longer hesitant.

“I’m jealous that Duan Yu can stay with you every day, eat with you, and…”

Shen Ciwen didn’t want to say more when he thought of Duan Yu and Lu Yuanbai’s intimacy.

Who would have guessed Lu Yuanbai would say the following: “We kissed and did the deed. Duan Yu and I have done all the dirty things in your mind.”