Hearing these words, Ji Yanxi's body stiffened, he lightly sighed, and his heart ached slightly. He carefully tucked Shang Xiaomo behind the blanket, and carefully got off the bed.
Ji Yanxi's thoughts went back and forth ten thousand times, "Could it be that the matter five years ago caused such a huge injury to her?"
Even if it was an outsider, a man like him who was swift and decisive, it was as if he had lost his mind in front of Shang Xiaomo, and had no way out.
He walked to the cabinet and picked up a quilt from within. Then, he laid down on the bed and fell into a deep sleep.
Hearing his heavy breathing, Shang Xiaomo finally opened her eyes after a long time. However her face was filled with tears as she gently lifted off her blanket and sat up, looking at Ji Yanxi who was sleeping on the bed with a complicated expression.
Yes, she had been pretending to sleep ever since, because she didn't know how she was going to face this man now.
Smelling the faint smell of tobacco smoke coming from the house, Shang Xiaomo felt her heart ache.
"I hate myself like this, I hate you. Ji Yanxi, why didn't you tell me earlier?"
Indeed, Ji Yanxi had always been a light sleeper when he fell asleep. Actually, when she sat up, he had already woken up, and just happened to hear these words, so he placed his hand under the blanket on top of his heart. The pain was extremely intense here, although he had never heard her say that he liked her and thought that she was just shy, but who would have thought that she actually hated him? Ji Yanxi's back was facing Shang Xiaomo and his eyes were wide open, revealing a complicated expression.
However, Shang Xiaomo still thought that Ji Yanxi had fallen asleep, so he just went to sleep and said his own words to the air.
Qi Qi is my hope, but I don't know why she became a merchant's person. I don't care about that, I only care about Qi Qi, but at least I have the ability to bring Qi Qi to my side. I want to find a good care of her and find a good father for her.
"And until you appeared, I discovered that you were the most suitable candidate, and you treated me quite well. Originally, I wanted to accept you, but today, you told me that the things from five years ago were related to you. I truly could not accept that."
Shang Xiaomo cried as she spoke. She had already buried these things in her heart for a long time, and now, she had finally found a outlet to vent.
Shang Xiaomo quietly got off the bed. When he heard the door being opened, he was shocked that Shang Xiaomo had left without saying a word, hence he subconsciously sat up and looked at the bed where Shang Xiaomo was sleeping. Under the dim moonlight, he indeed saw that there was no one on the bed.
Ji Yanxi jumped up, but when he heard a sound coming from the bathroom, he retreated.
The light in the bathroom was off for the whole night. Ji Yanxi also stood by the window and smoked one cigarette after another.
"Dong, dong, dong." Once again, Ji Yanxi who had snapped his cigarette stood at the door of the bathroom, his voice carrying a trace of depression and pain, "Xiao Mo, don't cry, alright? It hurts my heart to see you like this. "
The crying sounds in the bathroom really stopped abruptly. After waiting for a while, no one came out, Ji Yanxi's sharp senses sensed that something was amiss, so he forced the door open and entered, only to discover that Shang Xiaomo had used cold water on him time and time again.
"Shang Xiaomo, are you sick?" Ji Yanxi roared angrily and anxiously turned off the shower on her head. He ignored her resistance and picked her up and walked out of the bathroom, Shang Xiaomo already had no strength to struggle and could only lower her head and mutter uncontrollably, "Don't touch me, it's too dirty, it's too dirty."
Hearing that, Ji Yanxi's breathing stopped, and he immediately threw her onto the bed, and then pressed her down. Her black pupils contracted intensely due to the anger, and she roared at her: "How much longer do you want to torture me for?"
Shang Xiaomo turned her head and closed her eyes, she just didn't speak, Ji Yanxi directly smashed her fist into the soft bed, causing Shang Xiaomo's body to bounce back from the impact, she was so nervous that her body tensed up, she had never seen such an angry Ji Yanxi before. Shang Xiaomo opened her lips slightly, and was about to say something, but she felt her body lighten. Gone.
Shang Xiaomo's tears flowed down her face, slowly turning from silent crying to wailing. After that, she cried herself to sleep, unable to bear the fatigue anymore as she fell into a deep sleep.
When Shang Xiaomo opened her eyes again, she discovered that the surrounding scenery had actually changed to her own room. When Shang Xiaomo touched the side of her body, she felt something soft;
Shang Xiaomo looked at Qi Qi, and suddenly felt that they looked similar, the expressions on their faces were so similar, so it turned out that Ji Yanxi had always known, it was because Qi Qi was Ji Yanxi's child.
As he thought about it, Shang Xiaomo's eyes started to tear up, as if she was a faucet that could not be shut off, tears started to pour out of her eyes.
"Mom, you're awake." Qi Qi felt a touch on her head, and opened her eyes in a daze to look at Shang Xiaomo, her sleepy and hazy eyes instantly brimming with happiness, but when she saw Shang Xiaomo's red and swollen eyes, she anxiously asked, "Mum, why are you crying?" She reached out her hand to wipe Shang Xiaomo's tears.