Volume 1 - CH 14

Chapter 14: Bliss

TL: Akabane

***

To my horror, after playing perverted games with her, I made unbelievable progress with my writing. I had thought that bullying girls was out of the question, but now that Shuta has taken over my mind, I can't help but want to bully Suzune, or Haruka.

However, for the sake of the serialization, I managed to finish the latest chapter by limiting my fantasies to the limited number of 3,000 words.

And Suzune praised my novel to the hilt.

"S-Senpai ...... this is great ......."

She said shyly, her cheeks tinted and her body wriggling. I was relieved to see that.......

And I'm still hoping for that ...... reward .......

But I don't have the guts to talk about it, so I'll just have to wait for her to say it.

When I saw her, I was so embarrassed that I had to look at her face. When Suzune saw my face, she turned her head away from me in embarrassment.

"............"

"............"

Silence covers my room. I'm so embarrassed that I'm not going to be able to say, "stroke me," even if I could.

This is bad. ...... If I keep this up, I'm not going to make any progress. ......

"S-Senpai ......."

And that's when she calls me.

"What's wrong?"

That?　Will she finally do that for me?

I'm wondering with anticipation, but keeping a calm demeanor. Then she turns her face away from me, her cheeks bright red as ever, and says something like this.

"S-Senpai ...... what do you want me to do for you?"

"Eh?　Huh?"

I was aghast at such a question.

No, no!　That's obvious, isn't it? I want Suzune to put her hands on my head and stroke me. I want to be told, "You did your best, Senpai."

"Oh, that's ...... what you promised earlier ...... that thing ......."

I reply, feeling my cheeks heat up, but she keeps her face turned away from me.

"I'm sorry ...... that's...... that's ...... I forgot what my promise to Senpai was ...... can you tell me....?"

"......."

And that's when I notice the huge trophy on Suzune-chan's head.

[Pleased in teasing an older boy]

"Wow, I ...... want to hear what you want me to do from my Senpai's mouth......"

Suzune says something like that while breathing a little hard.

"Well, it's that ...... thing!　That......."

Oh my God, I'm going to cry....... I'm already in front of my reward, but her mischievousness is preventing me from getting my reward.

I felt it while she was looking at me like that.

No, this expression is a bit misleading. It sounds as if I am a pervert. Let me rephrase.

I thought as she looked at me.

I wondered if ...... I might be taking all the initiative with Suzune without realizing it.

It was the same when I was making her pick up the spoon. She seemed to be obeying my orders and I was fulfilling my desire to dominate her. But in reality, I was just letting her take out my S-ness at will, not doing anything of my own volition.

I was just dancing with her.

This is not good, Ryutaro. You are her puppet.

She is a younger girl. And yet, as a senior, I'm being kept in the dark, and I'm being made to look like such a pathetic figure.

You, are you really okay with that?

"............"

I asked myself. And then I make one decision with my heart in my gut.

I'm okay with that!!!

I'm okay with that!!!!　No, that's what I want!!!

It's frustrating. ...... It's certainly frustrating. Of course it's frustrating to have a girl so much younger than you take all the initiative. I'm frustrated, but I'm ...... happy.

"S-Senpai ......."

And there, she finally turns her head to me.

"Umm, I ...... want to hear it from your mouth, Senpai ....... Mm, I want to hear from ...... Senpai's mouth what you want me to do. ......"

Oh, I'm getting soooo impatient.......

She can't contain her excitement, or maybe, her cheeks are bright red and she's holding her chest with her hand to control her ragged breathing.

"I'm ...... sorry, I'm ...... aware that I'm ...... doing terrible things. And, but when I ...... saw the look on my Senpai's face, I felt like doing that ...... mean thing. ......"

She seemed to be struggling with two conflicting thoughts.

She want to stroke me right now ...... but on other side, she want to be so mean to me.

She was in that pervert and pervert sandwich, writhing in agony.

She looked bitter ...... but happy .......

"S-Senpai ...... please forgive me for being so mean ......."

Suzune apologized to me with eyes that looked like she was about to start crying.

"I want ...... Suzune-chan to ......."

I ask as I squeeze my voice. I'm so embarrassed that my ...... cheeks are hot ...... and my blood vessels are about to break and I'm about to collapse.

Suzune is also ready and waiting patiently for me.

I'm not going to run away!

"I want to be stroked by Suzune-chan!"

Such a voice echoed through her room in the evening. The volume of my voice made her body tremble.

I yell out and look at her .......

Silence covers the room. ......

She looked at me silently.

But then, suddenly, she makes a doubtful expression.

Eh?

"S-Senior, are you the kind of person who enjoys being ...... and having a younger girl do such a thing to you?"

She added a wound on me.

Noooooooooooooooooo!!!　What an embarrassing thing for me to say!! Ahhh!!!!

Oh, I want to die, I want to die, I want to die!!!

Somebody, please kill me! Kill this perverted high school student right now!

I was sure that Suzune would gladly accept my petting if I told her honestly.

That's what I thought.

However, she looked at me with disdain, as if she were looking at a pervert. The moment I saw her expression, my sense of shame exploded.

I regretted my perverted comment as I rubbed my head on the floor.

But then it happened.

Someone put a hand on my crouching head.

Eh?

"Senpai, are you happy to be stroked like this ......?"

With a trembling voice, Suzune said to me.

"Yes, it's that ......."

Of course I'm happy ...... but I, who had been writhing in shame until now, couldn't say such a thing.

"Umm, I'm ...... ugh, I'm happy ...... I'm happy to be able to stroke my Senpai ......."

She shyly ...... yet happily muttered.

"Oh, I'm ......."

"S-Senpai...... I'm sorry...... Senpai's suffering face was so cute that I just wanted to be mean to him......."

"Suzune-chan......"

Her hands endlessly gently caress my head. The feeling of being enveloped by her hands calms me down.

"S-Senpai, you did a great job all day today. ......Didn't you?"

I decide to surrender myself to her.

The feeling of her endlessly gentle hands and the immoral sensation of being patted on the head by a younger girl mix perfectly together and fill my heart with happiness.

Oh, I'm ...... a pervert after all. ......

I tried to raise my head to see her face.

But....

"No, no, don't ...... don't raise your face. Because you can see inside my ...... skirt. ......"

Even without looking up, I could see that she was saying that with her cheeks bright red.

I pushed down the urge to raise my head.

Besides, my goal today was to be stroked by her again. That had already been accomplished. Instead of being greedy, I decided to enjoy the bliss I now had.

She was stroking my head forever and ever, probably to make up for her meanness to me.