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"Where's my mother?"

Ignoring his anger, I just wanted to know where my mother was.

"Su Cha, let me ask you another question, where did you go last night?!"

"Where did you get my mom?!"

"Su Cha!"

Angry, he stood up from the sofa. "Do you think it's fun to run away from home alone?"

I found it funny to see him in such a matter-of-fact way.

As if everything was my fault.

"Bo Lengqing, I beg of you, please let me go, please let my mother go!! "I know, I know you don't love me. You only need a psychological comfort and an outlet, but is it not enough for me to drive you for two years?!"

"Su Cha, what do you mean?" He approached me step by step, and his whole body was filled with a very low pressure that made me feel depressed and scared.

"You should understand what I mean. But you already have someone else by your side, so you don't need me anymore. Why are you still keeping me?" Can't you just let me go? "

"I'll give you a chance to take back everything you just said!"

His eyes were so cold that they frightened me.

"I don't want to!" I bit my lower lip stubbornly.

"Su Cha, don't challenge my patience!"

"Let me go, Bo Lengqing. Please let me go …"

Before I could finish my words, his lips were already covered. He seemed to be trying to take revenge on me as he gnawed on me. The faint smell of blood permeated from his mouth.

He picked me up by the waist and, ignoring my resistance, went upstairs. I was thrown hard on the bed by him, and he held me with one hand while he unbuckled his belt with the other.

Like a shrimp, I arched my back in pain, and he moved so much that he accidentally dropped something I had hidden under my pillow to the floor.

He immediately stopped what he was doing and picked up the item from the ground.

"What is this?"

He looked at me with a dark expression, and I dodged a little in panic, not daring to meet his eyes.

"Tell me what this is!"

I bit my lower lip and said nothing.

"Su Cha, are you that afraid of getting pregnant?!" He stuck my chin up like a madman. "You're so sick of having my baby?"

I lowered my eyes. I didn't understand why he was looking at me like that right now. I've been like this for the past two years, but didn't he just close his eyes and let it pass? Why are you putting on an act here?

A mistress, even if she was pregnant and gave birth to a child, would only be an illegitimate child who could not see the light of day.

Even though the two of us have already received our marriage certificate, we are still unable to change it. The fact that he could discard us at any time, not to mention …

I don't have much time left to live.

"Do you want me to have your child?" I muttered to myself, "So what if I was born? His father did not love his mother, nor did he love her! "Do you want my child to do what I did?"

No, that child's fate will probably be even more miserable than mine. At the very least, I still have a mother who loves me, and he …

How could I be so selfish as to let him come into the world?

Bo Lengqing looked straight at me. I didn't expect him to understand my sadness, but I saw a complicated emotion in his eyes.

"Do you want to leave me?"

After a long moment passed, he suddenly spoke.

I was stunned as I tried my best to figure out the meaning behind his words.

"Give me a child, and I'll let you go."

I almost wondered if I had misheard.

After a while, he said, "This is the only chance you have to leave me. You should carefully consider it."

I took a deep breath and sat up in bed. I took off my clothes and hugged him from behind.

"You said it yourself!"

After finishing, I was so tired that I fell head first into sleep. In a daze, I seemed to feel a pair of hands gently caressing my hair. Someone gently called out my name.

When he opened his eyes, the person beside him had already left.

I got up and poured myself a glass of water. I touched my pillow out of habit. The potions were still there, but I didn't take them anymore. Instead, I threw them all into the trash can.

I was relieved when I heard from the sanatorium that my mother had been picked up by her family and had gone home.

My only hope is to be able to keep my word. When I give birth to that child, he'll let me go.

Ever since that day, Bo Lengqing invited a nanny from the countryside called Nanny Wang. When I was young, he fed Bo Lengqing milk and was very diligent and capable.

Of course I know that Nanny Wang isn't here to take care of me, she is here to take care of the little life that might be born in my stomach at any time.

"Madam, I can see that you don't look well. Is it because you have lost some of your kidney energy?"

After Bo Lengqing left, I sat on the sofa and read the newspaper. Nanny Wang suddenly said this and I was a little surprised.

"That old man of mine is an old Chinese medical doctor. I've been under his tutelage for the past few years and have more or less learned a thing or two from him. Madam, if you're pregnant, you need to recuperate your body first!"

Nanny Wang said as he brought me a bowl of ginseng black chicken soup.

After that, I almost took back my life from the gates of hell. I lost half my life, but I was still unable to pull Mu Chen back from the gates of hell.

"Thank you."

I took the soup and drank it in one gulp, then took my medical records to the hospital.

"Miss Su, do you feel uncomfortable anywhere?"

I shook my head. "I want a child. Can you help me take care of my body?"

Huo Ting frowned, "Stop joking. It's not easy for your body to maintain its current level. If you had more children, I'm afraid you …"

"I need a child! No matter what happens, I must give birth to that child! "

Huo Ting looked at me for a while. "It's not like there's no way around it. The process won't be that simple."

"What method?"

When I returned to Bo Lengqing's villa, my mind was filled with what Huo Ting had said to me. He told me to go home and think it over carefully, and I told him that I was completely prepared.

When that tube of hormone hit my body, my body reacted with stress and I felt dizzy and nauseous.

But he told me it was normal. If I wanted to have a baby, I had to keep the hormones in my body at normal levels, even above normal levels.

I need two months of continuous injection of this subcutaneous hormone, my body will become more and more normal, but this is not a sign of improvement.

It was more like a kind of afterglow.

"This child needs your life. You should think about it."

I've lived my whole life under the shadow of others. If I still have a chance to enjoy my freedom after giving birth to this child, then this journey will be worth it.

Even if it happened that I died, I wouldn't blame anyone. I might even feel relieved.

Because, I can finally go to the underground and personally apologize to Mu Chen and beg for his forgiveness.