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"You … What did you say? "

Even though I already had a guess in my mind, when my guess was verified, I still couldn't believe my ears.

"The child is more than two months old."

I subconsciously touched my own stomach. There was once a child here, but because of Lin Ran's existence, I killed that child with my own hands.

I am miserable and regretful to this day.

From the time Bo Lengqing got out of the car, half a year had probably passed.

He had never touched me in half a year, and we had a night of pleasure only when we were drunk and in the wrong room.

If he remembered correctly, this child should have been a product of that time.

I felt a little sad. Why did the child in my belly always come at such an inopportune time?

"Bad news..." What's the bad news? " I took a deep breath and looked at Huo Ting.

He didn't say anything. He just took out an X-ray. I didn't understand it, so he explained it to me in detail.

"Look at this part of the shadow, it's stomach cancer. "If I were to start treating her from now on, there is a 50% chance of recovery, but …"

When I heard the word "stomach cancer," I felt my life suddenly plunged into darkness.

My stomach cancer, I'm going to die...

I've never received complete love since I was young. I was bullied and trampled upon by others, forever living in the shadows. It wasn't easy for me to meet a person who truly loved me and I also loved him, yet he gave up everything for me and even lost all of his memories about me in the end.

I had thought that there was nothing left for me to lose in this world, but the cruel fate did not seem to be enough.

"But what?"

"You can't have a child in your stomach." He said with determination, "This time is different from last time! Last time, your body was empty, so if you were to forcefully give birth to your child, your life would most likely end up on the operation table … "

"What's the difference, anyway, they're going to die anyway."

"To treat gastric cancer, you need to receive chemotherapy and medication for a long time. The existence of the child will only be a hindrance to the treatment."

I subconsciously touched my own stomach. So it turned out that there was already a little life that belonged to Mu Chen and me here.

"What if I have to give birth to this child?"

"Are you crazy?! Do you know how much it will cost you to do so?! " Huo Ting looked at me in disbelief.

I bitterly smiled. Of course, I knew that this was probably what it meant by 'one life for one life'.

Use my life in exchange for this child's.

"I have already lost a child. It was I who personally deprived him of the right to look at the world. I no longer have the right to do so …"

My life is still incomplete. No matter what I get, I lost it all in the end. What's the point of such a person living?

But this child is different. Even if Bo Lengqing doesn't remember anything now, and he doesn't love me anymore, this child is his flesh and blood after all. He wouldn't treat it unfairly.

If he ever thinks of me, or of our poor child, perhaps he will treat him better for my sake.

In any case, this child's life will be better than mine.

If that's the case, then let me use my life to exchange for this child's life of peace and security.

"Su Cha, the condition of your body right now is no longer suitable for you to conceive again, the burden of having a kidney on you is extremely great, your body's functions are already under great pressure, if you do this, no doubt …"

"They are undoubtedly seeking their own deaths … Right? " I smiled. "Perhaps dying is a relief for me. Huo Ting, I know you treat me as a friend, so can you help me this time?"

He looked at me for a long moment, and then, reluctantly, he nodded.

I smiled from the bottom of my heart. "Thank you."

Before leaving the hospital, I asked him, "How long can I live?"

He was silent for a while and then truthfully said, "If you're going to keep the treatment, about fifteen months."

Fifteen months was enough.

After returning to my villa, I looked around at the huge house. In the future, the child in my stomach might have to live here by myself.

Before I die, I must, for the future of my child's life.

I pulled out my cell phone and punched in the familiar number.

"Let's go home for dinner tonight. Let's discuss the divorce …" After pausing for a moment, I continued, "Do not bring Lin Ran along."

"What tricks are you trying to pull this time?"

The tip of my nose was a little sore, so I forcefully endured my grievances. "I just don't think that it's good enough to continue pestering you like this. I might as well just let you have it."

I hung up.

It's been three years since I was with him, and after two years of torture, I finally thought I was going to have it coming, but he doesn't remember anything.

Return to before liberation in one night, that kind of feeling is probably like this …

Ever since that time the Nanny Wang had stood up for me, he never came here again. I was the only one in the villa, making the meals, watering the flowers and watching the TV by myself.

The life of a person at the beginning was really lonely, lonely to the point of making one feel afraid, but gradually, I actually got used to this kind of loneliness.

Actually, I was scared.

I'm afraid that in fifteen months I will really die. If I die, what about Bo Lengqing? Would he treat me and his child well? He will definitely marry Lin Ran, right?

Lin Ran hates me so much, what will she do to my child?

As I cut the vegetables, I felt a sharp pain at my fingertips. Lowering my head, I quickly found a Band-Aid and bandaged it.

At this moment, he returned.

I sat down on the sofa. For the first time, he sat down beside me. Then, he took out the divorce agreement.

There was no opening. He had entered the topic so straightforwardly.

I set the divorce agreement aside and looked at Bo Lengqing carefully. I looked at his face.

I knew that this was probably the last time we would meet as husband and wife.

"I'm pregnant."

Sure enough, he frowned: "I know you don't want this child, but I won't beat you down, I will give birth to the child, I won't bother you, you can also divorce me if you want, fifteen months, give me another fifteen months …" I promise I will leave this place, away from you and Lin Ran, far from your lives when I gave birth to this child … "