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I clenched my fists and felt a rush of pain in my stomach. I could only feel something surge through me and I forced myself to swallow it.

Putting my things on the ground, I pulled out a smile and said, "I know that you don't want to see me again. This is the clothes that you left at my place, and they were your favorite clothes before. You should remember to categorize them and tidy them up properly."

"What do you mean?" The corners of his mouth curled up in a sneer, and his eyes seemed to be asking me what kind of trick I was trying to pull again.

Feeling heartbroken, I turned around. "It's nothing. I'm just worried about the future."

"Miss Su doesn't need to worry. In the future, with me by Leng Qing's side, we will definitely be fine!"

I didn't say anything. I just turned around and left the student's room and returned to my room. I quickly closed the door and rushed into the bathroom to vomit with all my might. I turned on the tap to the maximum.

I only have a dozen or so months left, Mu Chen. How much I wish you would remember me, but I'm afraid you will feel sad.

He moved out with her that day.

They quickly made their decision, and decisively left. It was only one car, and it lugged away all of the luggage Bo Lengqing left at home.

I know that my sudden appearance has disturbed their good fortune, and they find my existence unsightly.

His heart was in pain, but it was much better than what he had experienced in the past few days.

Rather than saying he was used to it, it would be more accurate to say that he was numb to it.

I was completely and utterly a human being. Looking at the huge house, I had a complicated feeling in my heart.

Maybe because he was worried that I still had his child in my womb, he invited Nanny Wang back.

I was happy, from the bottom of my heart.

Although I knew that he wasn't doing it for me, I could at least put down a stone in my heart — he would be good to our children, too.

The child settled in my belly, and I spent two months alone.

The early spring was over, and soon it was hot summer again.

Nanny Wang has reminded me that March and April are a good time to sit down. I must take good care of the child in my stomach, otherwise, if the fetus is unstable, it will be easy for me to miscarry.

I notice that the pressure on your body is increasing, and you're vomiting blood more and more. I often go to Huo Ting for treatment, and he always sighs with a frown.

"The condition of your body is getting worse with each passing day, and now you can't even use medicine to treat it, you …" "Sigh …"

Every time he said that, he sounded like he was blaming me, but I knew he was concerned about me.

Huo Ting, he really thinks of me as a friend.

My body couldn't afford chemotherapy and could only be treated conservatively. In order to make my body better, Huo Ting added some medicine that would strengthen my body and nurture my spirit.

I drink the medicine regularly and regularly every day, but lately I feel something is wrong with the child in my belly.

Maybe it's because my body is too weak, I even fainted several times while watering the flowers, fortunately, there is a Nanny Wang.

Nanny Wang doesn't know about my body condition, but I do see that I use traditional methods to fry some medicine every day. I have always advised her that the poison of the medicine is harmful to the child in my stomach, I have no way of explaining it to Nanny Wang, I don't want her to worry.

I don't want Bo Lengqing to know even more.

Once I fainted on the stairs in the afternoon, and when I woke up I saw a coat beside my bed.

The familiar smell stunned me. It was him.

Is he back? Why did he come back?

"Are you feeling any better?" It was clearly concerned about someone, but the tone of voice that came out of his mouth didn't contain the slightest hint of concern. It seemed more like it was a formality.

I looked at Nanny Wang who had yet to come up. I knew that this time, he must have been suddenly called back by Nanny Wang.

I weakly nodded my head.

Perhaps it was because he saw that I was extremely weak, but he no longer had the indifference and vigilance from before, and his voice also softened.

"No matter what, I have to be a mother. Why don't I know how to take care of myself?"

I bit my lower lip. The slightest tenderness from him made my nose ache, and I wanted to jump into his arms and cry, but I didn't know.

I look at him and reach over to the bed and pick up his clothes. He's leaving.

I couldn't help but grab his outstretched hand and humbly and carefully begged, "Stay …. "How is it …"

I had always been proud. When I didn't know that he was now, I would rather set up the torture than to show a single shred of humility in front of him. But now, I had become so lowly, begging for even the slightest bit of gentleness from him.

I love so lowly lost memory of him, gave up my life, my all.

In his eyes, there was a flash of pity. He didn't take his coat, but instead took his hand from mine.

I know he did it for the children.

But the care and gentleness with which he sat on the edge of the bed, watching over me, helping me drink the medicine, still made my heart pound again and again.

I greedily and carefully absorb this little bit of stolen gentleness. I am already very satisfied.

He stayed in my room that night and slept soundly on the sofa.

It was unknown when lightning and thunder had appeared outside, but it had started to rain. The pitter-patter of the rain outside made the room incomparably quiet.

I carried a quilt over his body, and saw that his quiet phone was constantly flashing. I originally wanted to ignore it, but then I saw that the caller ID showed Lin Ran's name.

Why did she call at this late hour?

I answered with a frown.

"Leng Qing, there's thunder outside, I'm so scared. When are you coming back …"

I looked at the sleeping Bo Lengqing. If he dares to go back at this time, he might get wet from the rain and wind, and might get sick.

"Leng Qing has already rested. You should get some rest as well."

I whispered into the phone, I admit that I did it on purpose, but hearing Lin Ran angrily shout "It's you", I felt a little proud in my heart.

I know I'm not a saint, and I'm selfish.

He is my man, no matter how generous I am, I still can't casually give him up to someone else. Every time I see them appear before me intimately like a couple, I feel as if my heart is being dug out and I am being trampled on!

This is the only chance I have to take revenge on Lin Ran, I won't let him go and look for her now, even if the time is running out, I am his wife.

After the baby was born, everything was ready for use. I watched the scene of my mother knitting a sweater for the baby that was very warm. I suddenly wanted to knit a woolen scarf for both him and the baby.

I won't go find Nanny Wang to teach me. Nanny Wang weaves all kinds of flowers, so we can just sit on the sofa and weave together to pass the time.

I followed behind Nanny Wang's hands, and from morning to night, I finished more than half of it in one go. I was in a very good mood, and I even fantasized that he and the child would wear it at the same time, so I knew what this scarf looked like.

The door was kicked open.

"Su Cha!"

I looked at him in confusion, but he came back, and I was still happy. I took my half-knitted scarf to him and put it in front of him, gesticulating excitedly.

But his attention was not on my scarf. He ripped it off, and I weaved an entire afternoon's worth of products, and just like that, he threw them on the ground, just like the shirt Lin Ran threw away that day.

I stare at the scarf on the floor. He doesn't know that my fingers are red from the scarf. I want to reach out to pick it up, but before I can move, he grabs my hand and throws me onto the sofa.

I subconsciously protected my stomach. Fortunately, the sofa was soft and my child was fine.

One second I was glad, the next I was strangled, and I saw his eyes were red, and I didn't know what had happened.