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I took a deep breath and looked up into his eyes.

Huo Ting, you're a good person, but I don't think we're suited for each other. "The Huo family can be considered a famous person with a lot of business. How can you accept a woman who has had children and is the ex-wife of a partner of the Huo family?

"It won't happen Su Cha, if you are just worried about this, you don't have to worry about it, in their eyes, Bo Lengqing's wife Su Cha is already dead, I can just proclaim you as my wife, and Rui Rui is just my child …" he quickly explained to me.

I shook my head. "Huo Ting, let me ask you, if you are going to marry me, we will have our children in the future, right?"

He nodded at once.

I laughed. "But you know what? I don't intend to have children. " After saying that, I withdrew my smile.

"I mean, if you insist on staying with me, there won't be any children between us. Can you accept that?"

He frowned: "Are you worried that I will treat our children differently from Rui Rui? If that's really the case, then you don't have to worry. If you don't want to have children, then we will work hard to raise Rui Rui … "

"Huo Ting, can you really accept the blood of others to inherit your wealth? If you were just an ordinary person, perhaps I wouldn't reject you. But you are Huo Ting, the only direct descendant of Huo Family. I can't do that. "

"So... Did you still refuse me? "

I didn't answer him directly. Instead, I lightly closed the box and pushed it back in front of him.

"Thank you for the necklace. I like it very much, but I feel that it is worth a better master, and so do you."

"Su Cha, I won't fall in love with another woman anymore." He looked at me seriously.

"Huo Ting, have you ever thought that your feelings for me have only changed from sympathy to habit?"

I thought about it for a long time before I spoke, for I had always been afraid of hurting him, but these days I thought about everything that had happened, from our acquaintance to our friendship. I really couldn't think of any point in which he could fall in love with me without hesitation.

His kindness to me, his care for me, aside from sympathy and pity, I could find no better word to describe it.

"I don't pity you." He held my hand. "I don't know when my feelings for you started, but by the time I found out, I was already unable to extricate myself …"

I shook my head. I knew that Huo Ting was different from other men. His feelings were as pure as a piece of white paper. He had never seen a woman like me before, so he couldn't help but get to know her.

"Huo Ting, I'm going back."

I know his character very well after all these years together. Since he doesn't want to wake up from his own beautiful dreams, then let me be the bad guy.

"You're still thinking about him?" He looked at me in disbelief.

"Even if it's not for him, it's for me, his daughter, and Rui Rui." I looked at him and smiled bitterly. "I have to go back."

When I said this, the air between us went silent, and he didn't speak, and neither did I.

"Su Cha, do you still love him?"

After a long time, he suddenly opened his mouth.

Still love?

Every time I dream back at midnight, the face that appears in my mind is Bo Lengqing. He is sitting in the studio, holding the one and only photo with him in a daze for the entire day, and the only thing that comes to mind is him.

As long as she thought of him, her heart would still ache.

If not, how could it hurt?

However, there were some feelings that were destined to be buried deep within his heart, because the words that came out of his mouth were like a piece of rotten meat that had just healed, dripping with fresh blood.

"That's why you can't accept me, isn't it?" Huo Ting lowered his head and smiled, a sorrowful expression on his face.

"No matter how many things he did to hurt you, he will always be the person you love the most. As long as he is here, your heart will never be able to accept anyone else."

Huo Ting's words made me sad, but I didn't want to drag him down any longer, so I could only grit my teeth.

"I'm sorry."

I watched him stumble up from the couch and out of my house. He dropped the box on the coffee table and I took it and ran after him to give it to him, but he didn't even look at me. He just pushed the box into my hand.

"I will not take back the things I gave out."

I saw his back disappearing, that sapphire pendant, in the box Yuyu luminous.

Huo Ting, if I had met you instead of him from the start, I would have fallen in love with you without any hesitation.

However, there were too many things in this world that had their own order. The first came first, then the second. He was not the least bit human.

On the plane back, I brought Rui Rui with me.

Huo Ting didn't come to see me off. I knew he probably wouldn't come back for me.

Before boarding the plane, I had already contacted Xiao Wei, who found a house in the city center for me, while I had to go through the transfer procedures for Rui Rui.

"Mommy, is this Dad's city?" Rui Rui curiously looked at the people on the street, looking extremely happy.

I nodded, and Rui Rui asked again, "When can we meet father?"

I don't know how to answer this question, because even I don't know where the current Bo Lengqing is or what he's doing.

"Be good and daddy will come to you." I could only find a random excuse to lie to him. Looking at how happy he was made my heart hurt even more.

I brought Rui Rui to a nearby shopping mall to buy some daily necessities. Rui Rui saw a children's playground that he couldn't even move a single step, and was constantly yelling about wanting to go in to play.

When I thought back to Paris, I didn't have the chance to accompany him to the amusement park properly. Rui Rui's personality was rather precocious and he couldn't get along with the surrounding children. This was the first time he asked me to go there.

I had to let him go. Perhaps that would allow him to integrate more quickly into the domestic environment. I was relieved to see him having fun in the children's park. Before leaving, I told him to stay inside and wait for me obediently.

I went to the shopping mall alone and bought all of the messy daily necessities. When I thought about buying some snacks for Rui Rui, I went to the children's snack area.

Just as I was selecting my items, a small figure suddenly rushed towards me and crouched behind me.

I happened to be wearing a long skirt, which completely blocked the small figure. I thought that the child was playing hide-and-seek with someone, so I didn't think too much about it. Just as I was about to push the car away, I saw the child stand up.

I sighed helplessly and carried the child into the shopping cart. "How many times have I told you not to run around? You didn't listen when mom came to pick you up!"

Rui Rui looked at me with his eyes wide open, I suddenly realised that someone had unknowingly changed out of Rui Rui's clothes.

I frowned. "Where are your old clothes?" Where did you get this set of clothes? "

Rui Rui acted as if she had done something wrong and immediately lowered her head, not saying a word.

I looked at the clothes and saw that there were no labels on them, although I was still puzzled, Rui Rui suddenly opened his mouth and said listlessly, "I exchanged the clothes with another child."

"This is not right, do you know? The other children's mothers did not agree, but they would be angry! "

"What about you? Will you be angry? " Rui Rui suddenly raised his head and looked at me. His eyes were watery and bloodshot.

I thought to myself, I still haven't blamed him. Could it be that this child was bullied?

Without thinking too much about it, I went straight back to my place with my daily necessities and children.

I put the baby down on the couch, dropped my things, and sat down on the sofa.

"Tell mom, did you get bullied today?" I am very serious. My children cannot be bullied by others, nor can they be bullied by others.

Rui Rui shook his head: "Mom, I missed you so much." As he spoke, he threw himself into my arms. "Mom's smell is so good."

I was a little surprised, I patted Rui Rui's head: "Are you hungry? Mommy will cook for you. "