Bo Lengqing didn't directly answer the child's question, but looked at me. His face was warm and familiar, and his eyes were filled with guilt.
"Su Cha, it's great that you're still alive."
"Yuan Yuan, dad is here. You should go home with dad." I took Yuan Yuan's hand and didn't have any intention of letting him in.
"Yuan Yuan, go to the room with your brother. I have something to say to your mother."
The two children came into the room holding hands. I lowered my eyes and said, "If you have anything to say, say it."
"You won't invite me in?"
As he spoke, he raised the breakfast in his hand. With my sharp eyes, I noticed that he was wearing the ring that he and Mu Chen had worn at that time, which belonged to me and him.
Five years had passed, and the originally smooth surface of the ring now had many fine lines, just like a relationship that had gone through several mistakes. No matter how hard it was to piece together, it was difficult to return to the past.
"Su Cha, you lied to me again." There were many complex emotions in his eyes. "I remember telling you, you're not to lie to me again."
His voice was low and husky, and my heart skipped a beat. Did he remember? But how much?
I lowered my head. "If I remember correctly, we have already divorced. Bo Lengqing, you shouldn't look for me again."
"Su Cha, I really want to forget about you. I thought I could do it, but when I heard the news that you were about to die, my heart hurt. There are always many fragments of your memories in my mind, I have many questions I want to ask you …"
I bit my lower lip, afraid to look into his eyes.
"If you have any questions, just ask. If I can answer, I'll try my best to answer them."
"Did we, did we, love each other, love each other?"
When he asked this question, the glimmer of hope in my heart was shattered.
Five years, five years, even the news of my death did not remind him of my memory, and all he had was fragments of memory.
I took a deep breath and tried to control my emotions. "No, never."
Since going back together would be painful for both of us, it would be better to really let some time go by with my funeral.
"Really?" He was staring directly into my eyes, his gaze blazing like fire.
I bit my lower lip. At that moment, the door to my house was pushed open. The two of us looked up at the same time and saw Huo Ting, who was also buying breakfast.
Bo Lengqing's expression suddenly became very ugly: "What are you doing here?"
Huo Ting pushed his glasses up on his glasses. "I should be asking you this question. What brings you here, second master Bo?"
"I came to see my child's mother." Bo Lengqing said coldly.
"It's my ex-wife." Huo Ting corrected him with a smile, causing Bo Lengqing's expression to darken even more.
The confrontation between the two men lowered the air pressure in the room by several degrees.
"Su Cha, are you really with him?" Instead of looking at Huo Ting, he turned his gaze directly to me.
At this time, the door to the room was opened. Rui Rui rushed out of the room and directly pounced on Huo Ting.
"Papa Huo! I thought you wouldn't come back with us! "
"Did Rui Rui think I didn't?" Huo Ting pinched Rui Rui's face.
"Of course!"
Rui Rui's intimacy with Huo Ting makes him even more unhappy. I'm really afraid that with his personality, he'll fight with Huo Ting alone!
Just as expected, seeing that Rui Rui and Huo Ting were fighting, he immediately rushed up from the sofa. Just as I was about to go over to hold him back, he snatched my son away from Huo Ting's hands.
"Rui Rui, let me tell you, there can only be one daddy! "You better not acknowledge a thief as your father!" As he spoke, he cast a cold glance at Huo Ting.
How could a child know so much? He pouted and retorted, "When you're not by my side, it's always Papa Huo who takes care of me and Mama. Papa Huo is a good father, he's not some thief!"
"Rui Rui!" Bo Lengqing frowned, he could no longer hold back his anger, but he could not directly enrage the child.
"Alright, alright, what do you mean by 'children'!" I don't want my precious children to be the tools these men fight over.
Taking Rui Rui from Bo Lengqing's hands, we gave him and Yuan Yuan some breakfast before driving them back to the room, leaving the three of us behind in the living room.
"The two of you are about the same! "Don't do it in front of the child …"
"My child, you can't call another man father!" His eyes were like torches.
His words directly stabbed into my softest heart. If a child can't call another man a father, can they let another woman be a mother?!
I bit my lower lip. In these five years, Lin Ran had always been by his side, but he didn't recall anything related to me.
My mind suddenly became a mess, and the thought of what could happen made my heart ache uncontrollably.
"Young Master Bo Er, the one who said that you did not want Su Cha back then, the one who forced her into a corner and left her with nowhere to run, the one who almost caused her to die on the operating table alone, and the one who used your identity as the father to flaunt your might today, what exactly do you mean by saying that?"
Maybe because he saw that I was sad, Huo Ting suddenly roared at Bo Lengqing.
Bo Lengqing's face was still ugly, this was not because of his eyes, but because of his guilt.
"I have never thought of showing off anything to you, Su Cha. I am just sorry …"
"She doesn't need your apology! Second Young Master Bo, rather than coming over to take care of a woman who has already completely recovered from her grief, it would be better to take care of the one that you have always cherished in your heart, so as to not let Su Cha's injuries be tasted by other women once again! "
Huo Ting walked to my side and put his arm around my shoulders, "As for Su Cha, she has me by her side, so there's no need for you to worry!"
Bo Lengqing stared into my eyes: "Is this your real thoughts?"
I won't look at him.
"Su Cha, let me ask you, is this what you are thinking?"
My mind was a mess, my mind a blank.
I don't know what was on my mind. I only know one thing, that the story between Bo Lengqing and I have long since ended, and if we still have to recklessly begin, then there will definitely be more people who will be harmed. I don't want other people to be implicated.
I took a deep breath. "I won't leave this place. If you want to come and see your child, you are always welcome. But if you want to come and reminisce about old times, I'm sorry …"
I saw the light in his eyes darken, and I felt a sudden rush of revenge, even though I knew it was wrong.
But I knew he was in pain, and he, like me, was in pain from past feelings.
This feeling made me feel that all the pain I had gone through in the past had not been for nothing.
"Yuan Yuan, it's time for us to go home." Bo Lengqing called out to the room. Yuan Yuan came over, hugged me and kissed me.
"Then can I see my mother again?" She was slightly unwilling to hug my neck, Bo Lengqing nodded, and then she left in high spirits.
After they left, the three of us were the only ones left in the house.
Rui Rui was alone in his room, he didn't know what was going on, but Huo Ting and I were sitting in the living room.
"Why did you suddenly follow me?"
"You don't want me to come, do you?" Huo Ting's voice was a little agitated. I hastily shook my head. "No …"
"Su Cha, he only knows how to hurt you! If you stay with him, you will only suffer more injuries. Even so, you still have to return! "Do you love him that much?"
I bit my lower lip and said nothing.
"Don't forget, she is already Lin Ran's husband. Don't tell me that you want to use her identity that you will never see the light of day to accompany you by your side? Do you want the two of them to have illegitimate children as well? "
"Don't say anymore, Huo Ting!"
"Su Cha, was it still not painful enough back then? Are you still not awake enough?!"
"Enough is enough!" Huo Ting's words pulled me back bit by bit into the pain of the past. That was the day I didn't want to think about ever again.
He took a deep breath and hugged me. "I'm sorry, I just don't want you to return to his side …"