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I froze for two seconds.

"Yes …" is he the second son of Bo Family Group? "

Ye Xing shook his head: "I don't know either, but it's said that I should have gotten married five years ago. I don't know why, but that Young Master Bo left his fiancee and ran away on the day of the wedding! Everyone said that he was forced out of his premarital phobia … "Tsk tsk tsk, it's really not easy for youngsters nowadays …"

Five years ago, the day I gave birth to the twins, it was their wedding. I will never forget that day, the day he loved her so much.

Why?

Yes …

Because of me?

I didn't dare think about it. I didn't want to think about it.

In the end, he couldn't think of anything. The only thing he cared about was an illusion.

I was working late at the studio when I opened the door and two figures rushed in my direction, hugging me at the same time.

I looked down and saw two identical little faces in front of me.

"Yuan Yuan?! When did you get here? Do you know that your father came here? " I hugged my daughter in pain.

"Mom, you're finally back?" Her daughter pouted and tears began to flow from her eyes.

"I don't care about that bastard anymore!"

"What's wrong? Is it... Is your father unhappy with you? "

It's already so late, for Rui Rui to be sent to me at this time, I'm afraid he has Bo Lengqing's tacit approval, if not no one would have the guts to do so.

The only reason why he sent his daughter to my side was because …

He wants to marry Lin Ran, and it's impossible for Lin Ran to take my daughter in.

As expected, Yuan Yuan cried even more sorrowfully: "Mommy, Daddy is going to marry Auntie Lin. He doesn't want you anymore and he doesn't want me anymore. He doesn't want us anymore …" "In the future, Big Brother and I will not have a father anymore …"

Once Yuan Yuan cried, Rui Rui's expression changed very quickly.

"I don't have a father, I want to have no father …" "Mommy …" Rui Rui hugged me sadly.

Looking at the two teary-eyed people, I didn't know how to comfort them.

I think a large part of the reason why he made up his mind so quickly to marry Lin Ran was because of me.

It's not my own fault.

The last time he came to me, he said he wanted an answer and I gave it to him.

Forget the other person and forget everything. That is my answer.

There were too many misses and mistakes between us. There was one gap between us that no matter how we ran, we couldn't cross.

How can we let bygones be bygones, hug each other again, love each other again?

Regardless of whether he recalls it or not, he will soon be married to another woman. Perhaps, as a qualified predecessor, I should be magnanimous and wish them happiness.

But I knew I couldn't.

After finally coaxing the two children, I walked up to the rooftop to enjoy the wind.

If it had been before, I would have felt that my heart had been hollowed out. After all, the thing that supported me was my love for him over the years.

But it's different now, I'm no longer that Su Cha who has nothing. I have family, friends, a career, and children.

In the future, I still have to go on strong for myself and what I care about.

Ever since he returned to my side, Yuan Yuan has been in a state of panic every day, as if she's about to be abandoned. I know that Yuan Yuan is still so young right now, and the person that she is closest to is her father.

Maybe to Yuan Yuan, Bo Lengqing was the whole world, but her whole world, had abandoned her, leaving her to live by her mother's side that she was a little unfamiliar with …

For a child, this was perhaps the cruelest thing.

I saw the shadow of my own childhood in my daughter. I tried my best to care for her, but I knew that no matter how much I did, it wouldn't make up for the fatherly love she had lost.

A deep feeling of helplessness came from the bottom of my heart, but I couldn't blame Bo Lengqing for anything.

He also has his own life to live and he must let his child live under the shadow of him and Lin Ran. I would rather let his child live in a clean environment.

I have the confidence and the ability to protect them.

It's just that I can't face the dark night, timidly looking at me to ask me "Dad doesn't want us anymore" question.

This is a cruelty that a child cannot accept, and I cannot say it.

I started to gradually move the work center from the company to the home. Since there was a lot of space now, even if I was at home, I could still accompany my children and complete the design of the new product. Ye Xing would often come to visit me, what he liked the most was to play with my children.

When he's not around, I will ask Xiao Wei to come over. The two of them would help me look after the child, which also eased a lot of my pressure.

A child is a child, someone who plays with him or her and makes fun of him or her, and soon he or she will forget the unhappy things.

One by one, I carried the samples home from the company. I accidentally knocked over a cabinet and knocked it down along with the accompanying gift box that I casually threw on the corner of the table.

I had left the box after I got it, and had not been in charge of it. If it weren't for this time, I would have almost forgotten about its existence.

I casually picked up the loose box and untied it. From it fell a wedding photo. The woman in the photo had a brilliant smile, even a bit triumphant while the man had a gloomy expression.

Trembling, I crouch down and pick up the picture.

This is …

I suddenly feel regret, why did I have to take this box from Ye Xing that day, why did I have to be so cruel to myself?!

I took a deep breath. It read: "Our wedding, I look forward to seeing you."

Inside the box was a perfume.

I couldn't help but take out the perfume and spray it in the air.

It was a very sweet fragrance, and the taste was very good. It was so sweet that I wanted to cry.

He finally got what he wanted. Even though five years had passed, he still married the woman that was most suitable for him.

I put the photo back in the box and buckled it up. Then, I picked up the photo frame on the side and took out the photo that belonged to Mu Chen and I out.

I admit that I was lying to myself, I admit that I said those wrong words, I admit that when he asked if we had ever fallen in love, I really wanted to turn around and hug him, to tell him with certainty that yes, we were once very much in love …

But I can't accept it.

I've gone through so much, so much suffering, and finally got away from him and his life, and he can put me back to my original form with a single word!

I hate myself! Hate me for not being able to do it. Hate me for loving him so much, more than he loves me!

I hate fate even more.

So I said such heartless words that no one knew they hurt him and me at the same time.

I admit that I have thoughts of revenge, but one thing, after all these years, has never changed.

That is, I love him.

Love, love, love.

More than I love myself.

That day I stayed in the studio for a long time, that yellow photo, in the palm of my hand tightly.

It was time to let go of everything, Su Cha.

Perhaps everything was wrong from the beginning.

I tore the photo in my hand into two and casually placed it at the side. The ring that belonged to Mu Chen and I, was also taken out from my heart.

I should have known.

From the moment he turned into Bo Lengqing, Mu Chen was no longer a person in this world. Bo Lengqing was always just Bo Lengqing, so it was impossible for him to turn back into Mu Chen.

I was delusional, so fate gave me a hard time.

Forget it Su Cha, don't be so bitter, you should forget it.

Having him was already the best thing that could happen …

Suddenly there was lightning and thunder outside, and a heavy rain, like my heart at this moment, was cold and dark and heavy.