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In the face of my stubborn words, he chose to turn a deaf ear.

His hand was on my shoulder, and there was hope in his eyes.

"You came to see me to prove that you have me in your heart. You care about me, and you care about me, don't you?" His voice was incredibly soft, and the light of hope in his eyes made it hard for people to deny it.

"It's very late, you should go back quickly. I need to rest as well." As I spoke, I lowered my head, not daring to look at him.

His grip on my shoulder loosened, and I turned to leave, but at that moment he grabbed me, pressed me against the door, bowed his head, and kissed me!

His kiss was so wild and domineering, but it gradually became more and more careful.

My mind went blank and I subconsciously tried to push it away, but he was holding my hand. My consciousness gradually became confused, and his hand started to restlessly move about. I was embarrassed and angry, but I couldn't do anything about it.

Right at this moment, a car not too far away suddenly drove a car with high beams of light shooting straight into my eyes, I subconsciously looked to the side, when the lights went out, I could clearly see that the person sitting in the driver's seat of that car was Lin Ran.

Instantly, a wave of guilt rose up in my heart from being caught sneakily. Bo Lengqing was a little impatient, I grabbed onto his arm and bit down hard. He frowned, and released the hand he was holding on to, and I forcefully pushed him out of the door, closing it with a bang!

I leaned on the door and panted non-stop. The scene from before made me feel guilty, especially the look in Lin Ran's eyes.

She looked at me with deep hatred and disgust in her eyes.

I had once seen the same expression in Su Ya's eyes. That was when Bo Lengqing had given up their marriage agreement, and married me.

When I didn't know Bo Lengqing's identity, I became his secret lover for two whole years. I knew too well what I felt at that time!

He will be married to Lin Ran soon, if I were to get involved with them again, I would become that shameless mistress again!

This is not what I want, absolutely not!

"Su Cha, open the door!" There was a knock at the door and a shout from him, but I covered my ears and pretended not to hear him. Fortunately, the soundproofing in the room worked well, otherwise the children would have been woken up.

At that moment, there was a rumble of thunder outside, followed by a torrential downpour.

The sound of knocking on the door is still incessant. I suddenly started to worry about him, the doctor said that he is not fully recovered yet, he just rashly ran out from the hospital, he definitely didn't bring an umbrella, he would definitely be sick after getting soaked in the rain …

After some thought, I softened my heart and prepared to open the door. At that moment, I heard a woman's voice coming from outside.

"Leng Qing, stop knocking, she will not open it! Why are you doing this? Could it be that for a woman, you're even giving up your life?! "

This voice, was Lin Ran's.

"Su Cha, open the door. I have so many things I want to tell you. Open the door!"

Bo Lengqing completely ignored Lin Ran, and continued to knock on the door.

I crouched on the other side of the door, my hand on the doorknob stopping in mid-air.

No matter when or where, there is always someone by his side waiting for him. Even without me, he should be able to live a good life …

"Leng Qing, even if you aren't thinking for yourself, you should still think about me! You promised me that you would marry me, did you forget what you said?! "

"Lin Ran..."

He finally calmed down and stopped knocking. I slowly got up and opened the peephole, watching the two of them face to face outside.

I know him, and no matter what he turns out to be, he will always be the one who takes responsibility first.

These few years, I wasn't by his side, so I don't know what exactly happened between him and Lin Ran, but I do know that Lin Ran has already become his responsibility.

Even though the image of the two of them standing side by side would make my heart ache, I still hid in the dark and watched quietly.

I watched as Lin Ran threw himself into his embrace and begged him not to abandon her while crying. I saw that his face was expressionless and his eyes were filled with loneliness.

"Leng Qing, I have followed you for so many years. Don't you have any pity for me? You said you loved me. You loved me, didn't you? Are you going to hurt me because of that woman who suddenly came back to life? "You said that you would never hurt me …"

Lin Ran looked at him pitifully, just like five years ago.

"Leng Qing, I'm so scared. Why don't you come back with me?" Don't leave me alone, okay? "

"I've remembered everything." Lin Ran was dumbstruck. He grabbed Lin Ran's hand and pulled it away from his body.

"If I can't remember in this lifetime, how long are you and the old man planning to lie to me?" His voice was incomparably cold.

"Leng Qing, things aren't as you think. Listen to my explanation, I …"

"You said that you didn't want to leave me, that you were afraid I would abandon you, but did you ever think about her?! She has a big belly and is facing an illness that could take away her life at any time. As her husband, I am with other women! How much pain, fear and despair must be in her heart?! "

His words hit my heart like a big rock.

That was the darkest time in my life. While forcing myself not to look for him or think about him, I also had to endure the torment from the illness to give birth to my child. I even had to force myself to watch him pair up with another woman …

That kind of pain was torture to her now that she thought about it!

"You think I want this?!" Lin Ran cried as she looked at him, "Isn't it because I love you that I did this?! You won't marry me, you won't marry me no matter what you say … At that time, Father had already set a deadline. If we don't get married, he will ally with Bo Xiao! In order to stabilize him, I had no choice but to agree to the old man's measures! You only know that her heart will ache, but what about me?! "

She pointed at herself as she spoke, "Which woman would be willing to be used as a substitute?! Who would be willing to occupy a relationship that does not belong to them? "

As she spoke, she stepped forward and wrapped her arms around Bo Lengqing's waist, "I love you, so I don't mind. It's fine if you treat me as that woman's substitute for your entire life, but it's also fine if I never get your true love.

He pushed her away without hesitation. "But I don't want to!"

"Leng Qing! I've done so much for you and the Bo family all these years. Don't you see it? Can you only see that woman in your eyes? What was so good about that woman? In order to escape from your side, she even faked her death! "

"Enough, I don't want to hear any bad words from you!"

"Good!" If you don't want to hear it, then we won't talk about her! I only ask you one thing, you said that you would repay me for saving your life, and said that you would fulfill two of my wishes, but there's still one left, do you still remember?! "

"What request do you have? Speak."

"I want you to marry me! I want our wedding to be held as scheduled! " Lin Ran's tears flowed as she said in an incomparably despairing manner: "I know you will hate me, but as long as I can stay by your side, even if it's you and I, I'll still be willing!"

"I won't marry you." "I owe Su Cha way too much. Lin Ran, you're still so young, you'll have a better home than me."

"Heh, heh …" Lin Ran shook his head and retreated: "I don't want it, I don't want anyone, I only want you! We are not calm enough today, so I will give you three days to think things over. I will be waiting for you in the church while wearing my wedding dress! "

With that, Lin Ran's figure disappeared into the torrential rain, leaving Bo Lengqing alone at the entrance.

He started knocking on my door again, as if he wouldn't leave until I opened it.

After thinking for a long time, I finally opened the door gently.

"Sorry, just now … I heard it all. " My nasal voice is very heavy, no one knows, just a moment ago I was hiding behind the door secretly crying.

I was so afraid that he would show mercy to Lin Ran and follow her away, but I also hoped that he would forget about me and start a new life with her.