After saying that, Bo Lengqing slowly closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep. But no matter what, I couldn't fall asleep.
They didn't give up until they were dead. They were clearly a family, yet they had such a deep grudge.
That made sense. After experiencing so many things, there was no way they could get along peacefully.
But the longer I spent with him, the more I felt sorry for him.
Although Lu Yunliu and the others were hateful, at the very least, there were people who stood on the same side as them, but he was different.
It was as if there was only one person beside him at all times.
Looking at the side of his face, I reached out and took his hand.
"I will never let you be alone again. Never again."
The next day, I got up early and made breakfast for him. Previously, it was him who made breakfast for me and the children.
I knew that he had always felt guilty towards me, even after so long, and that I had always enjoyed myself in peace. This guilt of his, I think, was time to reward him.
After I finished my meal, I went out again. I went out to buy some supplements and nutrition as a gift.
When he returned, he was already awake.
"What are you doing buying these things? Are you going to see someone? " Looking at the big and small bag in my hand, he was a little surprised.
"After getting married for such a long time, we have yet to visit the Auntie Bai. I think... "My daughter-in-law is too incompetent …"
When he mentioned the Auntie Bai, he shook his head.
"Put it down, I'll have someone pass it to my mom, we don't need to go."
"Why? Can't you even visit? "
"It's not impossible, it's very dangerous." He looked at me seriously.
"Bo Lengqing cannot have any weakness." As he spoke, he took the gifts from me.
"But Auntie Bai …"
"Tea, in my mom's heart, I have been dead for a long time. I have nothing to do with Mu Chen, do you understand?"
"But …" The old man knows about the existence of the Auntie Bai, even if we hide it, it will be useless. If they really want to make a move against the Auntie Bai … "
"They don't have the guts! Even after my mother was chased out of the Bai Clan, she was still the only young miss of the Bai Clan! "
However, if he were to show any signs of concern towards the Auntie Bai, then those people would focus all their attention on him, just like how they treated me and my child back then.
In other words, whoever he cared for would be the most dangerous.
"Sorry …" I was the one who miscalculated. " If it had been me, I would probably have made the same choice.
"The person who should be apologizing is me. I am selfish enough to keep you by my side and let you accompany me through all of this … "It's my fault …" When he mentioned the Auntie Bai, he was also very dejected.
That breakfast, eat without appetite, he ate absent-mindedly, not willing to speak, I also.
"That's right, before leaving the hospital, Doctor Qin told me to bring you back in a month for another check-up. It's about time now, go upstairs and pack up and change. We'll go to the hospital for a checkup later."
After the meal, he was cleaning up the dishes when he suddenly spoke.
"Mm. Alright."
It's been a long time since we've been to the hospital.
I wonder how uncle is doing, did he and Ah Xue have any progress …
Forget it, it's better not to meddle in other people's business. I feel that my matters aren't over yet, so I don't have the mind to care about others …
As we walked, we arrived at the hospital.
After getting out of the car, we went straight to Qin Sang's office.
He was waiting outside, and I was seeing him inside.
"Your results may come out later, but I've seen your case. Your body is very weak and needs constant rest. How do you feel recently? Is there anything else that feels uncomfortable? "
"There isn't any place that feels uncomfortable. It's just that there are times when my stomach hurts for no reason at all …"
Qin Sang frowned: "It's already been so long, so logically speaking, we should have more or less recovered … Hold out your hand. "
I held out my hand. She looked so much younger than me. She couldn't be trying to take my pulse, could she? However, I heard that only that kind of experienced Chinese medical doctor who had gone through a lot of battles would be able to find out the patient's condition through checking her pulse.
"Your blood flow isn't good. Do you often feel dizzy and powerless? When you sleep at night, it's easy for you to perspire?"
I narrowed my eyes in thought. It seemed to be the case. I nodded my head.
"You said your stomach is hurting. Is the pain mainly in the lower half?"
"That's right. However, the pain is intermittent and it's not very clear."
"Have you recently taken a ginseng or something?"
You can even guess that right?
Ever since that miscarriage, Bo Lengqing had been crafting all kinds of Chinese medicine soup for me every day. Every day, when she made a big bowl of it, I felt like my body was going to explode!
"I got it. The moisture in your body is too strong, so you didn't let it out. It's too thin, and your body has both ice and fire. Do you think it's comfortable?" Qin Sang sighed.
"That's true, second master Bo is right. I told him to take appropriate amount of time to make up for it, which means to have him get something for you every now and then. He can't be anxious about this sort of thing, he has to take it slow, but he won't listen to me …"
Qin Sang shook his head as he explained: "How about this, every half month, you come over to my place and I'll do acupuncture to relieve the dampness. During this period of time, you can't stop, but you can eat a bit of gum and drink some bird's nest, you better not overdo it! I'll tell him about it later. "
I nodded, I really did not expect that, ah, Ye Xing's eyesight was still good, Qin Sang was so young, but her arts are even better than many doctors, her Gynecological Sacred Hand's name, tsk tsk, truly lived up to its name!
"Thank you." From the bottom of my heart, I looked at the beautiful girl in front of me who had almost become my sister-in-law.
It was a pity that Ye Xing didn't have such good fortune.
I sighed to myself, but at that moment she spoke.
"You are Ye Xing's big sister, this is nothing."
This little girl's intention could easily cause people to misunderstand!
She helped me because of Ye Xing? Could it be that Qin Sang was still interested in that brat?
I had originally wanted to chat with Qin Sang a little more, but unfortunately, the hospital was quite busy today. I had several patients lined up on my back, so I felt embarrassed.
Bo Lengqing was waiting for me outside. After he took the case from me, he looked at it again and again. After he confirmed that there was nothing wrong, he brought me and left the hospital.
"I already told you, don't bring me so many random things. Eating too much will cause the extremes to reverse. If you don't listen …" Is everything alright now? I have to come back every half month for acupuncture … "
I said grudgingly.
"I understand. It's all my fault …" His mood had been low, especially when he said it, and I could hear a hint of grievance in his voice.
My heart softened as I embraced his waist. "Anyway, you did wrong. You have to compensate me!"
"What kind of compensation do you want?" Still absent-minded.
"I want you to smile at me!" I pulled at his face as I spoke, and he shook his head with a helpless smile.
"Stop messing around, I still want to drive …"
"I don't care, I want you to laugh! If you're not happy, I'm not happy either! " I said sulkily.
"Alright, can't I show you my smile?" He had no choice but to compromise.
"I know, you're still mad at me …" I didn't mean to mention the Auntie Bai, I just … I think you missed her. "
I raised my head and looked at him. "I know, you've actually always been very lonely. Even with me by your side, you're still lonely …" I really want one more person to be able to stand by your side like me, husband, you are not alone, you have never been. "
He loosened his grip on the steering wheel, and I held him tighter.
"I know that I can't disturb you when you're driving, but I just want you to know that no matter what happens, I, and the kids, will always be by your side."
He parked the car inside, looking a little moved.
"Don't you think I'm terrible?" His voice was a little shaky.
"Everything you do is for the sake of protecting yourself. First, if a person doesn't even have the ability to protect themselves, they will have no way to protect others. I don't think you're scary. On the contrary, I feel sorry for you."