Chapter 830 I will no longer trust you
“When I found you, you were lying by the swimming pool completely wet, motionless. I was really scared and scared that you wouldn’t wake up.”
"I immediately went to find other people. After you were rescued, I saw you looking at me with gratitude in your eyes, and then asked if I saved you..." Shen Rou shed tears as she recalled what happened that night. It's even more powerful.
“We had just had a fight at that time, and I was thinking that if I admitted it, you wouldn’t be angry with me anymore.”
“So, you just lied to me?”
Even though he already knew that Shen Rou had lied to him, the moment he heard her admit it, Gong Zeli could not suppress his anger.
"Yes." Shen Rou stretched out her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, crying until her voice became hoarse. "I didn't think much about it at the time. I just hoped that you could forgive me as soon as possible and not be angry with me again. The moment I nodded, look With that look in your eyes, I knew you had forgiven me.”
“Later, every time I wanted to tell you that I wasn’t the one who saved you that night, I would be very afraid that you would be angry with me again. Many times, I really wanted to tell you, but I didn’t have the courage.”
"And you know, since I lied to you and told you that I saved you that night, I found that you are much better to me than before. You are becoming more and more patient with me, and you are becoming more and more gentle. "In the past, many things I did would make you angry. But after that, even if I did the same thing, you would tolerate me and never get angry with me again."
“You suddenly treated me so well and doted on me so much. I was really afraid that I would lose everything after I told you the truth.”
“When someone is too kind to you, you get used to this kindness and you can’t bear to lose it again.”
Gong Zeli couldn't help but sneer: "So, this is the reason why you keep deceiving me?"
Shen Rou shook her head, tears streaming down her face again: "I never thought about deceiving you all the time..."
Gong Zeli lowered his head and looked at her expressionlessly, his eyes full of indifference: "But you lied to me for ten years."
"I didn't mean it..." Shen Rou seemed to have no idea what to say and kept repeating this sentence, "I really didn't mean it. Zeli, can you forgive me? It's also because I care about you so much that I'm afraid of losing you. You, that’s why I dare not tell you the truth.”
"Is our friendship for more than ten years nothing? Is the relationship we have known each other for so many years not as important as that woman who you don't even know what she looks like and what her name is?"
"Just because she saved you, she is more important than me in your heart, right?"
"If you still care about our friendship of more than ten years, you shouldn't deceive me. Shen Rou, don't you know where you went wrong until now? It's not that I don't cherish you as a friend, but what you did To make me feel that there is no need to cherish it anymore.”
“Because I don’t know if you lied to me about other things. I will no longer trust you.”
How can we continue to be friends when our trust is gone?
"No, I only lied to you about this one thing." Shen Rou grasped Gong Zeli's arm like a drowning person grabbing a life-saving straw, "You believe me, this is the only thing. Other than that Other than that, I haven’t lied to you anymore.”
(End of this chapter)