Compensation for Weakness: Awareness
TLN: Oh, it’s Haruka’s POV….
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“Then, Mishima, try using the Gift Glasses.”
“Y, Yes……”
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I did as instructed by Akechi-san.
When I did, I could certainly see Akechi-san’s body covered in a thin flame-shaped aura.
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“S, So this is what Gifts look like! Amazing! What I’m seeing must be what Akechi-san called Gift Resistance right!”
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It’s the first time I see the actual form of a Gift so I’m rather excited.
I’ve heard people saying that they look like waves but I didn’t expect it to look like this.
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Akechi-san sure knows a lot of things I don’t.
He’s amazing. Akechi-san is both smart and cool!
I’m a little scared of the look in his eyes but he even forced himself to touch me, he’s definitely a kind person.
Why does my heart beat so fast when it comes to Akechi-san I wonder…….?
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“Alright, keep the glasses on like that okay.”
“Yes.”
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Oops.
What am I daydreaming for? Akechi-san is spending his precious time to help me.
I don’t know what this feeling is but I have to concentrate now.
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“If I do this then……”
“W, Wow! Amazing! You’re amazing, Akechi-san!”
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The aura of Gift power covering Akechi-san burst like a bubble and disappeared.
Unlike a clumsy girl like me, he can manipulate his Gift so freely.
Akechi-san, so amazing…….
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“Ugh…….”
“A, Akechi-san!”
“I’m fine….. [Energy Drain] just took me by surprise when I disabled Gift Resistance…….I already reapplied it, don’t worry.”
“U, Understood……”
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He’s painfully holding his face with his right hand.
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“Don’t worry, I will definitely not run away…….”
“Akechi-san……”
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Why, why did he go so far for someone like me…..There’s nothing in it for him at all…..
To not put more burden on Akechi-san, I have to give it my all too.
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“Next, try looking at yourself in the mirror through the glasses.”
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He took out a small mirror from his bag and handed it to me.
I turned it toward myself and takes a look at my reflection.
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“Hie……!?”
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I can see a black aura swirling around me.
The radius is around 2 meters with me at the center.
I’m scared……
If it’s going to be like this then I would rather stay sickly like I used to be……
Rather than being looked at like a grim reaper by my classmates, I would be fine with a weak sickly body……
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“Don’t worry about it.”
“A, kechi…..-san…….”
“Try asserting control over your Gift.”
“Y, Yes!”
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Without worrying about my [Energy Drain], Akechi-san directly touched my shoulder.
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“First off……, [Get your Gift under Control.]”
“?”
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For a moment, I can sense a strong flow of Gift power concentrated on Akechi-san’s throat.
I don’t know what it is but maybe he’s just used some kind of Gift……?
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“Mishima? Do you feel any change in your Gift?”
“…….no, nothing in particular.”
“…….no good after all huh.”
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Akechi-san muttered something and paused for a few seconds.
His gaze lingers on my face for about 3 seconds more.
Uu……so embarrassing. Even with his mean-looking eye, being stared at by someone so handsome is still embarrassing.
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“Take a deep breath.”
“Y, Yes……..*Zuu….., Haa–…..*”
“Now try to imagine suppressing the swirling power around you.”
“*Zuu….., Haa–…..*”
“No need to rush. Take your time, slowly. It’s nothing difficult.”
“Ah……! The waves of power just got a little weaker.”
“That’s it, remember this feeling. If you can grasp it then you will be able to freely control your Gift just like me.”
“*Zuu….., Haa–…..*. Ah, I somewhat understand how to do it now.”
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I can feel the power of my Gift slightly getting weaker.
Amazing…..
Thanks to Akechi-san, I can do something that I couldn’t do no matter how hard I tried.
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“Alright, well, should we call it a day here?”
“……eh?”
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Call it a day……?
I don’t know why but I feel sad to say goodbye to Akechi-san…..
Even though we are not even friends with each other yet, I can feel my heart painfully squeezed tight.
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“It’s getting late after all. How about we meet here again at noon tomorrow? Let me set up the RINE calendar.”
“U, Understood.”
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We will meet again tomorrow.
The moment he said that, I could feel my chest getting warmer.
Akechi-san’s reliability and kindness comfort my heart.
I followed Akechi-san with my eyes. He was packing his things and suddenly, his phone rang.
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“…….oh? A message from Madoka huh.”
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I can see Akechi-san fiddling with his phone.
Madoka-san…..?
A woman’s name…..
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“She’s worried? I-told-you-I’m-fine……”
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He muttered something while answering the message on RINE.
He said that he doesn’t have a girlfriend but it still hurts to hear another woman’s name from Akechi-san’s mouth.
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“Is,…….is it your, girlfriend…..?”
“Nah, she’s just a friend from elementary school. She’s kinda foul-mouthed though.”
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He calmly replied.
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“Honestly, she could learn to be at least half as cute as you, Mishima.”
“Eh!?”
“Well, see you tomorrow okay.”
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Akechi smiled at me and left the ruins.
C, cute……
I can’t let go of what Akechi-san said.
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I….., I think I’ve fallen for Akechi-san……
That’s what my heart wants to scream out right now.