Compensation for Weakness: Overcome
When I arrived at the ruins, Akechi-san was already there.
I feel guilty that I arrived late again.
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“Thank you for waiting, Akechi-san. Good afternoon.”
“Oh, hi.”
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He puts his phone inside his pocket and walks over to me.
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“Well, let’s go at it again then.”
“Yes!” I replied.
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“I practiced a little before going to bed last night, I think I can suppress my Gift a little better now.”
When Akechi-san equipped the Gift Glasses and took a look at me, he went [Oh~] sounding impressed.
Since I used it yesterday, I can’t help but wonder if it smells like me.
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“Maintain the image of condensing your power like that. Basically speaking, the power of Gift is directly linked to your imagination so the image is very important in a training like this.”
“I, I see…….”
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Akechi-san handed the Gift Glasses to me and I desperately tried to imagine myself controlling [Energy Drain].
For about 10 minutes, the power level stayed the same but thanks to Akechi-san’s on-point coaching, I somehow managed to gain control over it.
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“You’re a quick learner, Mishima.”
“Is, Is that so…….”
“Yeah, it’s worth my effort to teach you so it’s fun for me too.”
“Ehehe…… I see…….”
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Akechi-san’s saying that it’s fun being with me.
The special training to help me control my Gift continues for several hours after that with some short breaks between.
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“Akechi-san, what are your friends like?”
“Ahh……, there’s this Juumonji Takeru guy, you see, he’s a siscon……”
“A siscon……?”
“Yep, siscon. He’s a funny guy who can shamelessly say that he likes his little sister. My best friend.”
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Akechi-san happily smiles while he’s talking about Juumonji-san.
Maybe their personalities are just compatible
Or maybe he’s a friend who he doesn’t need to be reserved to argue with.
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“There’s also Emi and Madoka, I think you will get along with them well, Mishima.”
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Women’s names came up.
He said he doesn’t have a girlfriend but, as I thought, he must be popular. I can’t get rid of this fuzzy feeling in my chest.
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“Well, it’s just a little more. Let’s do our best together.”
“Y, Yes!”
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Akechi-san was sweating halfway through my training and he’s now drinking his tea away from me.
It was clear that he was pushing himself.
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I want to release Akechi-san from his suffering soon.
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I try controlling my Gift with that [Feeling].
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“Ah…..! I did it…..!”
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“Eh?” Akechi-san made a surprised voice.
It looks like Akechi-san was puzzled.
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“Akechi-san! L, Look! I can completely suppress the power of my Gift now!”
“R, Really…..!?”
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I handed the Gift Glasses to Akechi-san.
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“Amazing……, the swirling aura of [Energy Drain] is completely gone…….”
“Y, Yes!”
“Well done!”
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Akechi-san happily smiled and patted my head.
I’m so happy that I’m probably grinning right now.
I look down so that Akechi-san can’t see my face.
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“I wouldn’t be able to do it if you weren’t here, Akechi-san.”
“……yeah.”
“I’m truly….., truly happy…….”
“It’s been tough right….. I’ve been through something too, I’m glad that you’re finally being rewarded.”
“Th, Thank you very much!”
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Akechi-san gives me a gentle smile.
He’s happy for me.
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“I’ve always believed that you can do it, Mishima.”
“Th, Thank you! Thank you so much!”
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It felt ticklish when I realized that he placed his trust in me.
Even though he’s been suffering the effects of [Energy Drain], he’s still happy for me.
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“W, With this, I won’t be bound by my Gift anymore…….?”
“Yeah. You can already control it right?”
“Yes!”
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Akechi-san handed the Gift Glasses back to me and I confirmed it again.
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“Alright, try activating [Energy Drain] again.”
“Yes!”
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I’ve been practicing for the past 2 days so I have already become familiar with the presence of my Gift’s power.
“OHH!” Witnessing my success, Akechi-san raised his voice in excitement.
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“Your [Energy Drain] is certainly protecting you in its activated state, Mishima…….You can erase it with your free will now right?”
“Yes! Please take a look!”
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Take a deep breath.
Visualizing the image Akechi-san taught me.
It took me about 30 seconds but I can feel the sensation of my Gift receding inside my skin.
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“Well done! You did it, you’ve overcome your Gift.”
“Y, ……Yes! It’s all thanks to you, Akechi-san!”
“Y, You don’t have to lower your head you know.”
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He’s being humble.
But it won’t be enough no matter how much I thank him.
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“It’s not like I actually helped you after all. All I did was give you a chance.”
“Pl, please don’t say that! I, ……..I’m really…….grateful to you……..”
“……..I see. Well, good for you.”
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He’s shyly scratching his head.
Since I never had an older brother, I wonder if this is what it feels like to have one.
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“Ahh……., I was almost at my limit too so I’m glad that you managed to do it, Mishima…..”
Looking exhausted, Akechi-san held his head.
It seems that it was also painful for him to be bathed in [Energy Drain] for 2 days straight.
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“Akechi-san, please let me do something to repay you!”
“Eh?”
“I want to properly convey my gratitude!”
“You don’t have to, you know. I’d feel bad for Mishima too.”
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Akechi-san said so in a guilty tone.
But I can’t back down on this.
I want him to look at me.
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“Please…… Even a small request is fine, please let me thank you properly…….”
“……..Is that so. Well, I will come up with something then.”
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Akechi-san shows me another gentle smile.
I hold his hand.
I find his cold hand pleasant.
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“I really am grateful to you……”
“……….yeah.”
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Looking embarrassed, Akechi-san turned away.
Fufu, even though he usually looks so cool, now he looks so cute.
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We parted ways after that.
During my bicycle ride home, my mind was occupied by a lot of thoughts.
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I can finally go back to my old life.
I can control this troublesome Gift with my own strength.
Such thoughts made happiness well up inside me.
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……..Akechi-san.
I, I love you.
You might not be able to direct that kind of feeling toward someone so unattractive like me.
But just being with you already made me feel reassured.
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Will you still treat me the same way next week?
I can’t contain my feelings.
Someday, it would be nice if I can walk alongside Akechi-san…….