I am cheating and have a very bad personality.
Today's lesson is over. Everyone leaves the classroom. Nikke, who was seated in a distant seat, invited me to go back to the dormitory with him, but I refused to give out the documents for my journey, and I remained in the classroom alone.
After completing all the paperwork, I walked out of the hallway and peered into the classroom next door.
I thought he might still be here today, because there are many things left here, but he was still in the classroom, the one I loved. Alone with a girl.
Since the sixth grade was almost finished, the students who had a solid course were floating at the dance party. I am one of them. You rarely see a party when you're living normally.
But there were many children who could not even stand to float.
Because children who are married must return to an environment far removed from their student lives as soon as they graduate. Early childbirth and pregnancy must also be considered. Some children are engaged to older men.
That's why many students were desperate to finish off.
Schools do terrible things, too.
Even though we educate the noblemen and the ordinary men and women in the same box yard, what kind of work is it to let them send their youth knowing that they are not allowed to marry each other?
Fortunately, I didn't like noblemen, but men and women who didn't have to suffer.
"Satanas, you haven't filled in the records for this term, have you?!"
"Shut up. I'll do it. You're my fucking asshole."
Huh?!
Two people arguing in the classroom.
An angry girl who might be angry with a shy boy.
Can you dance or something?
"Oh, oh. Don't be my technique."
I'm so hard on you.
It's not like I'm going to dance with you, so it's okay.
"Servant, whoever you are!"
It calms down for a moment.
It seemed to me very long.
I'm sure she would have thought so.
I'll give it to you as a practitioner.
"Well, if you step on it, you'll get angry."
I've read these stories before.
It was so light that it was unconscious, and it was probably a good fit, but there was a difference in identity between the two of them and they couldn't tie it together. But if circumstances permit, it is not a strange love story to be bound.
There are many stories of love between princes and ordinary women in the world. It's not like I don't even have a story about the princess and the peaceful man.
It's a story that everyone loves. You will have dreams once.
But reality is different.
Leave your face once at the door of the classroom and deposit your back on the wall in the hallway.
He took a deep breath and exhaled quietly.
Bite the lower lip with the front teeth.
From now on, the pain in my chewed lips that I was waiting for was also vain, and my moving legs did not stop.
Naru-kun! Let's go get the application form for the Demon Destroyer ~!
Screaming with a big wave from the entrance of the classroom.
The two men who were inside turned towards me.
"Benjamin!! Damn, I forgot!!"
Holding down his forehead, he looked bitter.
Naru-kun has an inadvertent place, so these things are in Zara. [M]
"I told you to come with me." I'm going first ~
I'll be right there, just wait for me!
"Yes, yes, please come right away ~"
The moment I left the classroom, her bare-faced face shook my heart. Because I know exactly why I look like that.
I'm the sidekick girl in the story who falls in love with a boy and gets in the way.
A lowly, cheating girl no one likes.
A girl who can't be chosen if she doesn't desperate.
I hate girls.
Once upon a time, there was an older brother who loved me. My mother's younger brother was my uncle, but he had a very pretty face, he had habitual hair, and he was a little cute because he cared about his hair that was always bouncing. My uncle lived in Serena, so he was hard to meet.
However, she suddenly came to see me in secret, and when it was flower season, she turned me down to her mother and took me to the nearby riverbank to play.
Because I can't take you to Serena yet, the sea is like this. When I took you to Serena one day and showed you the sea, I held my armpit with both hands and dipped my legs in the water of the river and told me with pleasure.
The smile was really cute, and I loved my uncle like that. If you are my uncle, you can talk to Pella about the secrets (such as breaking dishes and hiding them) that I have with my mother and father. He was a cozy guy, like a secret friend.
But he died of illness early.
It was three years before I enrolled in school.
I'm in the Bay, I'm in the Bay. Benji, you're going to kekkong properly, so it's a big deal. "
"I'm glad. But, Benjamin, oniichan, I'm looking forward to it." Take someone you love one day and visit me with a smile and a lot of flowers. "
That was the last conversation I had.
Since I lived in Serena, I had already taken my breath when I ran up.
Then the time passed and I enrolled in Dolan's school. I didn't enter with any particular objective. My uncle was an oceanographer, but he really wanted to be a demon raider.
My parents were both demons, so I admired the oceanographer who was somewhat unfamiliar, but my parents were demons too, so if my uncle wanted to be a demonographer, it might be good to be one. Somehow my parents pushed me to go to school.
At that time, I was almost late for school, and I quickly got lost in school.
I've been going around since I was in a hurry.
I was worried all at once whether I could go ahead with this wide school.
I wonder if it's in the backyard of the school, or if it's not popular and the fountains make a lot of noise quietly.
This guy's ahhhhh!!!
His shoulders bounced out loud.
I turned my gaze toward the voice I heard.
"There's a lot of birds of prey..." If you take this home, it won't sell. "
There was a silver-haired boy who thought he was a student.
Apparently, they're trying to catch the ostrich in the school yard. He is wearing a black robe, so I know he is the same entrant.
I forgot that I was lost, and I looked around hiding in the shadow of the garden pillar.
'? You're hurt, aren't you? Are you all right ~? "
The boy held up the bird and began to cast a healing spell with his right hand.
I was surprised that I was using magic without chanting, but I was even more surprised when I saw it on the side.
She looked just like her beloved uncle.
It must have been like that when my uncle was a child.
I felt fate on my own without his knowledge.
Then, I started to follow him with my eyes.
Even though my personality seemed to be quite the opposite to that of my uncle, I couldn't take my eyes off him.
"Satanas! I told you not to quarrel, right? it's nothing...."
Yes.
"Satanas!! You broke this, didn't you?! Take care of it!"
”Ahhhh!”
"Satanas, it's you again..."
There were many angry figures.
But I doubt it.
Why didn't you tell me it wasn't you?
The quarrel was from the opponent, and it was a different student who ran down the hallway and broke the vase.
"Hey, Satanas-kun."
Huh? Who?
"Why don't you tell me it's different?" You're going to get angry, aren't you? "
When I discovered him playing with the ostrich in the backyard with the fountain for a while after I enrolled in school, I called out to him all the time.
I spoke to her for the first time, and her voice turned back because she was nervous.
He had his eyes twitched, and he had no idea what he was talking about. What happened? and I heard it back.
I told what I had seen.
"Oh yeah, I don't know, either." When will it be me?! "It would be troublesome to correct, but if the nobility versus me, it would be me, right?"
"You can't do that!" I have to say it's not all my fault!! "
Huh?
It's so clear!!
The ostrich was surprised at my momentum and flew away with a feather.
He also blinked his eyelids.
"When the other kids forgot to feed the prikle, Naru-kun fed them!" And yet, the children who are praised for saying that they have grown up well, look at me, I, I "
”Woah, puu... you're watching me so closely!”
Naru-kun isn't often called and feels weird.
"Oh, oh, I love you."
"Good, it's easier to call." What's your name? "
Having said that, his chest roared with a smile.
My first contact with him was like that.
I stare at my toes and walk down the corridor.
I wish only I knew his virtues, but I am glad to be known to everyone. But I don't want to go further and further.
I honestly don't like to think this. I don't like being shy.
That's why it's impossible to smile.
We have to switch our feelings before we go back to the dorm.
Feltina!
Rockman?
"Just in time."
A rock man walking in the opposite direction calls out with his brave foot as he fixes the collar of his jacket.
“Where's Satanus? Were you still in the classroom?"
"Yeah, I was there."
Sometimes people ask me where Naru-kun is.
As if it was natural to be asked, it feels somewhat embarrassing and embarrassing.
Haha, he exhaled a small breath.
Well, then, and walk out waving to each other.
But the moment I passed, I was slapped on the shoulder.
Looking back, Rockman slightly lowered his brow and twisted his neck.
What's going on?
"Hee..."
It's not in a hurry, so I'll ask if I have time.
He breaks his mouth to make my eyes puff.
This is how I thought of the girls who admired Rockman.
Go to the less crowded staircase.
I sat down on the wrong side of the staircase so that we could not see each other's faces.
I talked about what happened earlier.
This is how I got mad at you.
Yeah, yeah.
This is not the first time I have consulted someone about love. Nannery and Nike are also listening to me to the extent that they are likely to tear the ear drum.
I just never made it a boy.
Because if you get it wrong, it will be troublesome.
However, for some reason, I am surprised that I can speak to Rockman normally. Perhaps because he didn't seem to have any such worries, and because he was good at getting into the minds of others, he looked down the stairs and felt in the corner of his head.
When I was in fifth grade, I certainly had advice such as letting me burn some bread once in a while.
"Even though it's not just about love in life, until I'm close to graduation, I'm a little stunned myself..."
Even if my life is made of girl novels, I can't stop worrying about love. I had no goal of being as strong as Nanary, as a knight, as straight as a magic or a dream.
I put a cheek stick on my knee and scratched my temples.
Yeah? I think it's pretty serious, but it's love.
That's what Rockman continued to say before the interval was over.
"In the end, there are half the people in the world who are single, and there are people who are married. If Feltina ultimately chooses such a life, I think she should fall in love with it as much as she can while she is young, and use it for the rest of her life, and she is worried, worried, and desperate. You're just doing your best to keep everyone ahead of you.”
Raising his cheek with his cheek on his cheek, he looked out the window of the dance floor.
"But I'm sloppy."
What's wrong with cheating?
Rockman tilted his head and smiled strangely.
Isn't there something you can't cede?
"... ah..."
"Then it's only natural that I can't cede it." And what about sympathizing with the other person and giving them away just for a while? I think so. "
Rockman, who took my actions for granted, had just a tip of his nose.
I felt like I could just like myself a little bit if I was overdoing it, being in the opponent's shoes, or having a lot of thoughts.
"Maybe we're a bit alike."
Me and Rockman?
He closes his eyes and exhales in small breaths.
"Is it hard to choose the person you really like?"
"...... I might know something."
I tried to say that it wasn't just Rockman, but there were no verses to think of. I hear that some girls who publicly say they like him are deliberately surrounded by rock men to make people they like jealous. I didn't feel like it was being used in a good way, and I thought it was a lot like other personnel, but I was surprised that I felt that way.
"Feltina's not something I don't like, is she, a boy?"
"Really, it's hard to just do what I tell you..."
"That's why I feel better when I see Feltina working hard."
Rockman laughs like a mischievous man, and I laugh too.
"That's what Nanally said before."
To Hel?
"If you look at me with all your might, whether you're in love or anything, you'll feel energetic."
I am at least happy to have a friend who doesn't do good enough to influence others, but says so.
Even if you're a rock man and you work in a temple, you can still do it.
I'm going to be a good priest because I'm good at listening to people's troubles and that kind of thing.
"You're sharp. I was either a knight or a priest."
"Huh!! Is that so!?"
Don't tell anyone.
He put his index finger on his lip and closed one eye in a tea curtain.
Can you become a priest?
“I can be if I want to be. I'm attending this school. Kleiken called from the temple and said she'd go there, and if she gets good grades here, she can start an apprenticeship. I had a voice, so maybe there was a hello, too?"
Huh ~. That's right. Kraiken is also smart... I see... "
"It's the only place where you can cross noble royalty regardless of your status, so anyone who is interested in that kind of work can try it once."
"But it's forbidden to fall in love with the temple." I may not want to aim. "
After the age of thirty, it's okay to keep it on the premises.
"Yeah. But... why were you lost in the temple?" Since you're an aristocrat, you have a lot of marriage problems, right? "
"Ah. Well... looking for someone?"
Looking for someone?
"I honestly don't think I need to get married." Look, I'm your second son. "
Pointing to himself, he looks up at the ceiling.
"A long time ago, someone gave me a dream." I wanted to see that person. "
I opened my eyes thinly, and I felt the sound of my chest throbbing differently than in love.
I'm sure the girl around here can't get this expression out.
"But when I went to the Knights, I thought I'd take that person's word for it." So I made up my mind. "
"I see..."
“So, if I'm a civilian and that person goes to the same school and someone gets in the way of me in a situation where something important is going to change, I think I'll just get in the way.”
"Because there's no reason to leave, right?"
His heart tightened as he tilted his neck and gave a serious expression.
"I'm fine."
"That's the best part."
Clench your fist and place it on your chest.
I got up from the stairs and refreshed my temper.
He clapped his hands when he saw me like that.
It's a strange sense of security I've felt before.
An atmosphere where you can talk about secrets and troubles.
Maybe Rockman resembles my uncle.
That's why I can talk so much even though I'm a boy.
"Benjamin! Were you here?"
Naru-kun!
Analyzing the identity of the sense of security, I heard a voice from the top of the stairs.
There was Naru-kun holding the document in one hand and breathing on his shoulder. [M] The person who told me to come early must have searched around because he was doing roadside work in this place.
"I'm sorry!"
I apologized to him with my hands on top, but I was struck in the ear by the rock man who came down a few steps.
”Just because Feltina doesn't know, everyone's trying to cheat.”
Huh?
"Mr. Alweiss, come on, let's go."
Naru-kun pushes his back and walks down the hallway.
I looked back in a panic, but Rockman was waving his thumbs up in front of the stairs.
I don't know what it is, but I tried to put up my thumb.