December 8, November 13 of the lunar calendar, is a sunny day. The sun shines through the curtains. She slowly opens her eyes and sees the sweater on the ground.
The clothes were bought with Ling Ling Ling last year. She wore them out and had dinner with him. There was an elk embroidered on the front of her sweater. She liked the design very much, but he asked her how to wear such childish clothes as soon as he met her.
Last winter, this dress was childish in his eyes, but yesterday he poked at the head of a deer and boasted of its beauty.
She lay on her side, holding the quilt in her hand, and slowly moved to the bedside. She wanted to reach the clothes under the bed, but she didn't feel that the bones in her body had been disassembled and reassembled. It was very painful.
"Awake?" Behind a hand over, lazy voice ring in the ear.
She froze, her face buried in the quilt.
Good morning
The headband she used to tie her hair yesterday is now tightly around his wrist. He takes it off and puts it on the bedside table with a red mark on his wrist,
"get up." Her voice mumbled, some hoarse, a mouth to suffocate themselves, this is coquetry?
"It's still early." He picked up his cell phone, looked at it and raised it in front of her. "At six in the morning, go to sleep for a while."
"Can't sleep, you get up." She turned around and pushed him with her hands and feet. "Didn't wentezhu say you still have a job today? I'll go back to the hotel tomorrow and pack up. "
"Don't worry. I'm sleepy after a little sleep."
She couldn't do much, and couldn't make much effort. She was easily subdued. She turned over and looked at her clothes on the ground. Her face was red and hot. The memories of last night were all fragmentary and fragmentary memories, and she couldn't put them together. It seemed that she was today in the blink of an eye. But the actual feeling of her body told her that it was a long and slow time. She didn't sleep well until early in the morning, I wake up at this point.
"Then you sleep, I won't sleep." One of her feet stretched out of the bed, but the bed was too high for her to reach anything.
Fu Yu'an closed her eyes, hooked her legs back, held her in her arms, and wrapped them tightly with the quilt. "The sweater is from last year."
"I don't know."
"It's childish, like a child."
"You said it was good yesterday." "I was a child," she muttered
He pinched her nose, and as he laughed, the heat sprayed on her neck. "It's not a child after last night."
"That's your asshole." She is not difficult, suddenly full of resentment, pinched him with her hand where there is little meat, a little bit merciless, "you don't want to face."
"I'm shameless?" He opened his eyes, propped up half of his body and argued with her, "where am I a jerk? Where am I shameless? You're my woman. What's wrong with me doing this? "
"We've only been together for less than a month."
"When I knew you, you were a sophomore in high school, and you were still a crying ghost." He said a turn, pinch her cheek, "but now it's the same, is also a crying ghost."
Jiang Wangshu was angry with him and pulled the quilt hard, "cold." Not satisfied, he said that he loved crying ghosts and reasoned with him, "when did I become a crying ghost? I haven't cried in a long time
"I cried last night."
Jiang Wangshu gave him a kick, which hurt the enemy a thousand and hurt himself eight hundred
No, Fu Yu'an went back to fight with her for the quilt. His tone suddenly sank. "My father didn't want me and my mother because he had an affair. Yes, I really hated women for a while."
He counted her white fingers, which were originally hurt in his heart, but now, it's like telling other people's stories.
"My mother used to be in a good family. She was spoiled and grew up. She didn't suffer any grievances. She suffered a lot in order to marry my father. At that time, there was no money at home. She was pregnant with me. My father was not around her when she was in the hardest time. When she was going to have a baby, she went to the hospital by car alone. She never complained to my father."
She listened quietly, and it was not hard to imagine his mother's hardships at that time.
"When I was a child, my father was often away from home, but he always thought about my mother, which was also kind. When I was older, when my family had some money and became rich, he began to be restless. He let me run into him several times before, but he was outside. Later, he was brave enough to find a woman to go home, and he happened to be run into by my mother."
"It's their wedding room. My mother decorates it bit by bit and lives there for more than ten years. He says it's ruined."
He encircled her tightly and kissed her on the shoulder. "He was cheating in marriage. He knew that he was in the wrong. It was very convenient for him to give money and house. My mother was also happy. One day after the divorce, he turned around and took the woman abroad."
Jiang Wangshu shrank into the quilt, "do you have any news about your father now?"
"I met him once two years ago. He believed the wrong person and failed in investment. He went bankrupt in order to fill the hole. At that time, he asked me to help him."
She asked curiously, "didn't you help me?"
"Yes, he gave him all the money he spent on me and my mother, but it was a drop in the bucket compared with what he owed. Later, I didn't bother to ask. He and the two children of the little Sansheng came back to recognize me as big brother and two black sheep, and let me throw them out."It all sounds strange, she sighed. "I've never heard of that before."
"Now that we are together, I have to let you know all about me. I always want to be honest with you."
Jiang Wangshu half squinted, "I have nothing to tell you, you know everything about me."
His fingertips twined a strand of her hair. "What else do you want to ask me?"
"Do you hate your father so much?"
"I used to hate her. After all, he killed my mother, but now I'm a stranger."
She said, "I can hardly remember what my father looks like."
The past is always sad when it comes to it. She has some regrets. "We don't even have a picture of our family."
There was a consensus on that, he said, "neither of us."
"I always feel too fast, like..." too fast, fast some unreal, as if in a dream.
Fu Yu'an breaks her off, and they face each other. She is like a shrimp that has just been pulled out of the pot, curling up, and her whole body is red.
"What do you say fast?"
Jiang Wangshu didn't respond for a moment. She said this sentence had no other meaning, but it seemed to change after he reminded her.
"I didn't say you." She turned. "What's in your head all day?"
Of course, he said, "men are always sensitive to this."
Jiang Wangshu subconsciously back to accept, "that is your guilty heart, will feel that I am mapping you."
This thoroughly infuriates him, pays an Su to stare at her, "say again."