Chapter 175

She doesn't want to leave, and Fu can't force her too much. There will always be a chance to get her out of it.

When he came, he didn't say anything more. He left Jiang Wangshu on it and went down again.

There are all kinds of things in the hotel room. After taking a bath, Jiang Wangshu put on her nightgown and soon went to sleep. She didn't wake up until she came back drunk in the middle of the night when she heard the clatter of the door.

There was a light on in the corridor at the door. Jiang Wangshu got up and looked at it. He was sitting on the ground with one leg bent, his arm on it and his head down. He seemed to be asleep.

"Fu Yu'an..." she called him twice, trying to pull him up, but failed.

"Get up and go to bed."

He seemed to wake up, half opened his eyes to see her, reached out to hold people in his arms, strength gradually tightened, she almost breathless.

"Still up? Wait for me? "

"I was just woken up by you." She patted him on the back. "Get up and go to bed."

"I thought you were waiting for me."

"You didn't say when you would be back."

Fu Yu'an helps her stand up. Jiang Wangshu's legs are soft because of his weight. He throws him on the bed. Then he helps him take off his shoes and socks, loosen his tie, unbutton his shirt and pull the cup over to cover him.

"Drink water?" The back of her hand gently pressed against his cheek, a cold and a hot, her hand is cold, comfortable on the face, he closed his eyes, rubbed in her palm, nose gently snorted.

"I'll get you a glass of water."

Jiang Wangshu took out his hand and poured him a glass of water. When he finished drinking, he twisted a towel to help him wipe his face. Finally, he saw that he was completely motionless. He should have fallen asleep, so he got up to turn off the light and lay down on the other side.

The sound of breathing came from behind. Fu Yu an opened her eyes in the dark, moved over and held her in her arms. Finally, she was filled with fragrance.

Jiang Wangshu didn't have much energy to care with him. After a day's quarrel with him, she was tired. She half closed her eyes and let him hold her. He didn't do anything else. She was sleepy and fell asleep again.

"I go home every day, the house is dark, nine out of ten drunk, no one to take care of."

"Jiang Jiang..." he rubbed in her neck socket, "you move here to live with me."

Jiang Wangshu's consciousness is not so clear. He hums without a clue.

But he couldn't sleep. He turned her over and said to himself, "move here, huh?"

Jiang Wangshu opened his eyes impatiently, "I have to go to work tomorrow. Can you let me sleep? What to move? I just paid the rent at the beginning of this month. Go to sleep. Don't think about it

She felt as if she was comforting an unreasonable child, and in a daze, she reached out and patted him to appease him.

"Then I'll move in."

"How much did you drink? Isn't it a good place to live now? "

"Shouldn't we live together? What are you thinking about? Ling Ling has moved to live with Ji Cheng. What are you afraid of? "

Jiang Wangshu opened his eyes completely. He couldn't see his face clearly in the dark. He could only see the cold and hard lines of his face and the vague outline of his edge.

"Ling Ling moved to live with Ji Cheng because she was pregnant. We... Don't even know when it's time."

After all, it's still because of her mother.

He was silent for a moment. Jiang Wangshu thought he understood, so he wanted to close his eyes and go to sleep. As a result, he reached out and turned on the light.

The sudden sense of light makes Jiang Wangshu very uncomfortable. She blocks it with her hand, and Fu Yu'an takes her arm down. Jiang Wangshu sees his face clearly, so he lowers his head and kisses it.

He smelled of wine, smell it carefully, and smoke. She remembered that someone handed him a cigar in the banquet hall downstairs in the evening and saw him take a puff.

Always said to quit smoking, but repeatedly how many times, never really see him quit.

The air in Jiang Wangshu's lungs was emptied a little, and her head began to hum. She reached out and hit him, but he grabbed him and folded it behind her. She couldn't get it out at all.

In a hurry, he bit him, but he was like a walking corpse. It seemed that he could not tell the pain. Let her go and let her breathe. As soon as Jiang Wangshu was free, he opened his mouth and scolded, "if you don't sleep at night, why are you crazy?"

"Three seconds."

"What three seconds, you say..."

"three."

He gave her three seconds to breathe. When three seconds arrived, she couldn't speak again. This time, it was longer than last time. When Fu Yu an released her, she was half empty.

"We want a child, too."

It's not a question, it's not a request for her opinion, it's an order, it's a positive statement.

Her hands were folded together and pressed behind him. She was numb for a long time. She took them out and shook them. Looking at him, her eyes were full of wonder. "Do you think my mother will faint when she knows? Or do you want her to beat me and let everyone poke at her spine and scold her daughter for being shameless? "

"Me and you..."Jiang Wangshu interrupted him, "we know that we know it in our heart, but outsiders don't know it. My sister is my mother's most proud child. Even if she's gone, even if you don't have anything, my mother won't allow this kind of thing to happen."

"You mean you can't be honest with me as long as your mother doesn't agree?" He pressed her wrist, strength increased, with her confrontation, "your heart so clear, then why did you come to me?"

She has nothing to say this time.

Fu Yu'an pointed to her chest and her eyes were red. "What do you think here? Huh? Jiang Wangshu, don't tell me you just want to play with me! "

"No

"Not what?"

"I'm not playing with you." She twisted her face and looked at the lamp. "I've tried. I can't forget it. I don't know what to do."

So if you want to be with him, if it's just a moment of obsession, maybe you can let go after being together.

It's the best way for her to be desperate.

Fu Yu'an sits up and picks up his coat on the ground. There is a box of cigarettes in it. He goes to the window and lights one. His reflection is reflected on the glass. He feels lonely and helpless.

After they are together, the problems have never been broken. These problems have never been considered before. Contradictions emerge in endlessly, which makes their relationship more and more precarious.

When we were together at the beginning, we all seemed to have a desperate determination, but no one could ignore these problems.

"Find the right opportunity and I'll talk to my mother."

He finished a cigarette in silence and didn't answer.

"Go to sleep." She stood up to draw the curtain and kicked his feet. She turned her head and they looked at each other. Then he threw the cigarette into the ashtray and pulled the curtain tightly and picked her up.

Jiang Wangshu did not resist, "the lamp."