Chapter 235

She wants to prove herself, to seek a sense of balanced existence in front of Fu Yu an, to prove that she is not a material woman, and to prove that she did not choose to be with him because of his money.

But Fu Yu'an didn't understand her idea.

At his height, it seems to be a way to show one's identity, especially in front of a woman, or in front of one's own woman. Paying the bill is what a man should do. It's etiquette to outsiders, and it's a responsibility to Jiang Wangshu. It's what a lover must bear.

Of course, she can also pay, he likes her to spend money on him, does not care how much, as long as it is for him to spend money, he is happy.

But this kind of difference did not cause Fu Yu'an's attention, and the little resistance was only in Jiang Wangshu's heart.

She thinks that giving is mutual. If she gives to Ann, she will break the balance between them. She can't accept it with ease. The sense of the gap between the rich and the poor will breed in her heart, and the inferiority will arise spontaneously.

Some people may think that it is natural for a man to spend money with a woman when he is with a woman. But if Fu Yu an is an ordinary person, Jiang Wangshu may be able to accept it, but he is not. Originally, when she was with Fu Yu an, she was misunderstood as having a plot, and then everything depends on his money to live, which is more like confirmation of this statement.

Fu Yu'an's small act of trying to lower the gap between them is alienated, which is a sign of deliberately distancing from him.

Two people have different ideas, but no one is willing to say, like a mess of thread, do not untie, will only entangle deeper.

Things go around and back to the origin, they go back to the original, the relationship is still like this, no progress, but also a bit more contradictions.

"I'll be home tomorrow morning."

This is the first thing she said when she came into the room.

Pay to Ann off clothes, clothes one by one fell to the ground, he did not take her words seriously.

"Fu Yu'an..."

he went into the bathroom, closed the door and blocked all her words.

Jiang Wangshu's protest was useless. He didn't listen to a word.

Fu Yu'an comes out after a bath. Jiang Wangshu is watching TV, an old movie, which is still a love struggle between men and women. The heroine has a line, "you don't understand me at all."

The hero said, "how can I understand if you don't tell me?"

Fu Yu'an was wrapped in a bath towel and wiped his hair with a towel. He commented, "it's all about guessing the relationship. It's really boring."

Jiang Wangshu thinks that she is the inferior party in a relationship, just like the heroine. Because of her inferiority complex, the heroine lacks a sense of security, which leads to all kinds of distrust and misunderstanding, and finally leads to the situation of breaking up.

"Don't watch this kind of mindless love movie. Two people just communicate with each other. How do you know what each other thinks? The heroine's head is not normal. "

Jiang Wangshu shrunk to the side of the bed, "if you know enough, you don't need to say it at all."

"How do you know?"

Most women are like this. When we are together, I hope you can understand what I want without saying it. It's a way to get a sense of security.

But when Fu Yu an said that, even she felt that she was making trouble out of no reason.

She turned off the TV and jumped out of bed

Fu Yu'an lies on the bed, picks up her mobile phone and turns it around.

The new mobile phone doesn't bother to decorate its home page and wallpaper. There are not many software in it. There are few people in the newly registered wechat account. The latest message is from Song Sirui. Twenty minutes ago, I asked her where she was and whether she would go back with him tomorrow.

He continued to turn up the chat record. There were not many contents. They were song Sirui's greetings of good morning and good night. Jiang Wangshu replied with one or two sentences. There were also some chat contents that he wanted to make up with, but Jiang Wangshu's reply was not positive.

As for men, they may not have a good eye for women, but they still understand men very well. It is said that they have no intention to interfere in their feelings, and the purpose is not covered up. I told myself that I didn't have her contact information before.

He looks at the direction of the bathroom, and points song Sirui's head to confirm the deletion.

Then find out the mobile phone number and delete it together.

If you want to take advantage of it, dream about it.

Jiang Wangshu came out wearing the clothes she went in. If it wasn't for her hair dripping with water, I couldn't see that she had taken a bath.

Fu Yu'an pillows her arm and looks at her, raises her chin, "is the clothes not too dirty?"

"Only one day."

"You're going to sleep in this at night?"

Jiang Wangshu nodded, "which side do you sleep on?"

"Ho," he sat up, "are you really going to be the same as me? Which side do I sleep on? I'll sleep on the side you sleep on. "

Jiang Wangshu, helpless, climbed into bed without saying a word, got into the quilt and lay down with his back to him.

She tried, the gap between them can not be changed, they can only do so, she thought, can't be together, then break clean, save the endless torture.Thinking about what he said before taking a bath, I don't know whether he heard it or not. I turned around and wanted to talk to him, so I ran into a wall.

Both of them have the same fragrance of bath milk, which seems to be integrated.

She was stunned and pushed him with her hands and feet, but her strength was not worth mentioning compared with him.

"That's why you came to me?" She was caught two hands in the confusion. She thought he came to her because he knew why she was like this, but he didn't know at all.

Fu Yu an opened her eyes in chaos, stroked her cheek, and her voice was deep and hoarse, "I miss you."

"Do you miss me?"

She looked at him with cold eyes, not a trace of anger.

Fu Yu'an pinches his fist and smashes it on the pillow. "I don't understand. What do you want? You leave without saying a word, ask you what's wrong, you don't say, let me guess, I'm your man, I'm not a fortune teller, are you women the same? So fond of guessing? "

"Fu Yu'an, I'm an ordinary person. I've lived for half my life. It's hard to meet someone I want to be with. I like him and I'm willing to give myself to him. But later I found out that I was wrong. My decision to be with him was wrong. Overnight, everyone pointed to my spine and scolded me. Even my mother thought they were right, and I became the target Yes, I can't see those comments now, but do you know how I feel? "

He lowered his head to kiss her lips, Jiang Wangshu dodged, "the gap between us is too big, you don't understand..." her voice began to choke, "you don't know how hurtful those words are if they didn't happen to you."