He seldom praises others, but isn't he praising himself? Of course, we should spare no effort to boast ourselves.
The elevator stopped at his floor, and Jiang Wangshu followed him in. The furnishings in the room remained unchanged, as if he had been here only yesterday.
"Do you have slippers?"
Fu Yu an looks at her and points to the porch cabinet at the door, "don't you know where to put it? Find out for yourself. "
She opened the porch cabinet. There were two pairs of slippers in it. One was a man's spare slipper, and the other was a small lady's slipper of the same type, which she had worn before and had been wearing all the time.
Living in such a big house by himself, he seems lonely, as if he is dissatisfied with many things. The short but beautiful time between them seems to be just a dream in the middle of the night.
He went to pour himself a glass of wine. He copied his pocket with one hand and shook his glass with the other. He didn't know when to take off his tie. Two buttons were loose on his collar. He leaned against the wall and looked around the room. "You can help me find it. If you don't find it, I can't remember to buy it, let alone use it."
Jiang Wangshu has a clear memory. In order to find it easily, every time he uses it up, she will put it in the TV cabinet in the living room. He says he has found it, but he can't say there are still omissions.
There are not many things in the TV cabinet. There are no other things except a few small ornaments that have not been taken out.
She rummaged, and finally tried to suggest, "you live in such a big house alone is cold, in fact, you can sell this set, buy a little smaller, also don't decorate like this, originally cold, black and white gray look even colder."
Fu Yu'an likes to see her around him, sipping wine and staring at him, "why did I buy this house at the beginning, you don't know?"
He bought the house because of her. He had a good plan at that time. If she graduated, he could arrange a job for her in the company. If she bought a bigger house, she could live in it. One of the rooms had a decoration that was incompatible with the overall style. It was specially prepared for her, but the plan could not keep up with the change.
Jiang Wangshu looked for it seriously. He didn't know whether he didn't hear it or he didn't want to answer it.
She rummaged through the living room, and finally found the bedroom. The sheets and quilt covers on the bed were white again. She thought about the scene of Jiang Yun lying on the bed that day, and inexplicably accumulated a lot of fire.
Fu Yu'an came in with the four piece suit in her hand. Seeing her frown, she raised her lower lip and said, "help me change it."
"Change it yourself. I'm still looking for something."
When she saw the bed now, she was very upset, but the hatred was unreasonable and she couldn't show it, so she was very uncomfortable.
Fu Yu'an makes a loud noise on purpose. Jiang Wangshu wears a skirt today. When he changes the sheets, it brings a gust of wind. Her skirt is lifted up. Jiang Wangshu shouts in a panic, reaches out to cover it and stares at Fu Yu'an, "what are you doing?"
Pay to Ann innocent stall hand, "not intentional, don't blame me."
Jiang Wangshu covered her skirt and walked away. "You can't be quiet."
Fu Yu an said, "I asked you to help me, but you refused to help me. How can I be quiet alone?"
Jiang Wangshu went to the end of the bed, holding the other end of the sheet and shaking it, "how did you change it alone before?"
He said he didn't change it. "I asked the housekeeper to change it after the last set of broken flowers was removed."
"You don't even go home to sleep?"
"You don't come back much after you leave."
Jiang Wangshu looked at him, "the security guard downstairs said that he often saw you."
He didn't answer, and then he started another conversation, "do you still have contact with song Sirui?"
"Well."
"The good son-in-law in your mother's eyes, will you hear the good news from both of you soon?"
She put a pillow in the pillowcase and said, "you should be earlier than me to say good news. I'm still young. I can wait another two years."
"It's a curving scolding that I'm old?"
"No
Fu Yu'an said with a smile, "a little girl."
After changing all the things on the bed, Jiang Wangshu almost turned over the whole room to look for it, but still couldn't find it. Maybe she had something wrong with it, and finally she couldn't find it, so she had to give up. "It's just a cigarette holder. You can buy another one another day. If you can't find it, you can't find it."
She opened her cell phone and looked at the time. She began to circle her lie. "There's something really wrong with my company. If it's OK, I'll go first."
"Yes." He went up to her, looked down at her, raised his hand on top of her hair, and rubbed it. "I miss you."
It seems that things are gradually developing in an uncontrollable direction. Jiang Wangshu's psychology, reason and emotion are at war. For a moment, the sword and the soldiers are facing each other, and it's hard to win.
Their separation and contradiction do not come from themselves, so even if they break up, they still can't let each other go. It's very simple for them to rekindle their old love. Maybe they just need a kiss, but she can't afford the consequences. Jiang's mother always wakes her up behind her and keeps her away from Fu Yu'an, as if to engrave that sentence in her bones Like.In the end, reason prevailed. She stepped back and touched the doorknob. "I really have to go."
Fu Yu'an went further. "These days, I've been thinking about a problem. What you care about is that your mother doesn't agree with me to be bored together. It's not enough to cook mature rice with raw rice. If we can have a child, your mother will never let us separate again, will she?"
Jiang Wangshu took a breath and looked at him with wide eyes, "you Are you crazy
He said firmly, "I'm not kidding. I'm serious. If I noticed that you were in poor health at the beginning, I would take you to recuperate early. Maybe we have children now."
She almost did not want to deny his answer, "impossible, my mother if I am still with you, what she can do, I really can't guarantee."
"So you have to sacrifice your own happiness for this uncertain answer?"
She shook her head. "The problem between us is not only in this aspect, you should be very clear about the gap between us."
The original family has a lifelong influence on people. She is the one who is ignored at home. She is not very good in every aspect and has never been valued by people. Her inferiority is engraved in her bones. During the time together, she was just like soaking in a honey pot. Maybe she was too happy, so she didn't realize some things at all.
Later, although the overwhelming curse on the Internet made her once depressed and suspicious of herself, it also made her see herself clearly. Although those things are no longer her trouble, they remind her all the time and urge her to make progress.