Chapter 160: The Past Of Three People
“Kim-kun, your physique is incredible. What kind of exercise do you do? No matter how much I work out, I can’t seem to build muscle like that.”
Hattori, sitting next to me, chattered away like a sparrow.
Despite her appearance and the fact that we had just been formally introduced, it wasn’t strange for her to be shy, but she seemed not to mind at all.
“By the way, didn’t you say you’re from Osaka? You hardly use any dialect.”
In response to Karen’s question, who was eating udon across from us, Hattori waved her hand and replied,
“Ah~ Not all people from Osaka use dialect. It might just be an accent difference. Besides, with the internet these days...”
“Yeah, that makes sense.”
Karen nodded in agreement and picked up a piece of fish cake from her udon.
Then, Hattori asked in return,
“So, what’s the relationship between you four?”
“Huh?”
“Well, the gender ratio in the group seems off.”
Usually, it was either half and half, or girls hanging out with girls, and boys with boys, right?
Sasha, who had been silent, answered her question.
“It’s a competitive relationship.”
“Huh? Competitive relationship?”
“Everyone is vying for the position of Kim Yu-seong’s girlfriend.”
“Wh-what?!”
“Wait! Sasha-chan!”
The other two looked on in shock.
But Sasha, who had dropped the bombshell, asked nonchalantly, “Is there a problem?”
In reality, I was the one who found it most difficult to react to this situation.
Because no matter what choice I made, it didn’t seem like it would end well.
At the very least, it was certain that the relationships between the three would be strained.
So, as I sat there with a stiff expression, stopping my chopsticks, Hattori said with shining eyes,
“This is like a messy love triangle in a drama! I love stuff like that!”
“......”
I was momentarily at a loss for words.
What exactly did it mean to be an insider?
At least, it was certain that it was not a term I could understand.
Lunchtime ended in a somewhat awkward atmosphere.
After a meal that left us wondering if we were eating through our mouths or noses, we returned to our class.
I knew well that this ambiguous relationship had to end at some point.
Dragging it out would inevitably lead to an unpleasant ending.
I used to criticize protagonists in love comedies for not understanding the heroines’ feelings, but now, in their shoes, I couldn’t laugh.
Does a happy ending for everyone really not exist in reality?
“Alright, alright, I know you’re sleepy after lunch, but it’s the first day of the new semester, so let’s do our best! Everyone, give a shoulder rub to the person in front!”
“Yu-seong-ah, please be gentle.”
Once again, I was struggling to find a convincing way to answer the question posed to me.
“Ouch! Ahh! Tap! Tap!”
“Ah, sorry.”
I quickly removed my hands from Satoru’s shoulders, apologizing as he seemed to be in pain to the point of dying.
I unknowingly exerted too much strength while being lost in thought.
“I’m back.”
Saya, who had been absent for a while, returned to my side when school ended, and it was time to go home.
“You don’t look happy.”
“There was a reason for it.”
‘I’m ■■■.’
‘Why are you always lying in bed? Are you sick?’
‘Yes. The doctor said it was an unknown illness. I was born with a cold body, so my heartbeat is much slower than others.’
‘What game are you playing? I’m jealous. My mom doesn’t often buy me new games.’
‘Do you want to play together?’
He always talked to me with a smile, as I couldn’t go outside due to my illness.
Protected by my mother, I always stayed home, and he was the first friend I made.
The time spent with him was enjoyable.
Although it wasn’t a long time, the three years I spent in that house were probably the most intense of my life.
He left me with many memories.
As my father’s business grew and my mother, tired of nursing me, left my care to a caregiver and went out, he was the only one who stayed by my side.
‘Do you want to sneak out to the playground?’
The first time I went to the playground with him.
If my mother had known, she would have been furious, but honestly, I didn’t care.
Because time spent with Ryuji was that important to me.
Ryuji actively stepped in to help me, who had trouble fitting in with other kids.
Thanks to him, I made many friends besides Ryuji.
But Ryuji was the most special among them.
No, he was the most precious person to me.
On the day I had to leave the village due to my parents’ circumstances, I made a promise to Ryuji.
“When we’re adults, will you take me as your bride?”
It was a childish promise made in my youthful innocence.
Perhaps I hoped he would run away with me.
I wanted to escape from my suffocating cage.
I wanted to be with him forever.
Ryuji first looked surprised at my request, but then nodded his head with a brave smile.
“Okay. When we grow up, I’ll make you my wife!”
It must have been the most empowering words for me.
Abandoned by my parents, recuperating alone in a mansion deep in the mountains, and fighting endless illness, that single phrase lingered in my mind.
In the end, I died alone in that mansion, where no one visited, but it was okay.
Because at least I could take those good memories with me.
It surely must have been that way.
“......”
Waking up at dawn with an uneasy feeling, I rubbed my eyes and got up.
“Was it her dream?”
I looked at Saya’s face, still lost in her dream world.
She usually acts tough, but was she actually harboring such thoughts?
Honestly, it was a sad story.
Promising to marry in childhood, only for one to die first.
Even I would have had lingering regrets, unable to move on.
Anyway, as a third party, all I could offer her was consolation.
After all, it was something the parties involved must resolve.
I checked the messenger message I sent to Sasha last night.
Fortunately, there was a reply.
[Possible. When do you want to do it?]
At least, I succeeded in securing the most important person.
Next, I needed to arrange the place.