CH 36

[Ayana PoV]

“Fufu. I wonder if I’m still just a child to be so excited just by going out like this, shopping and all.”

I muttered to myself as I walked along the road to Towa-kun’s house early in the morning. Yesterday, I tried on last year’s swimsuit to see if it would work, but it was a little tight in the chest area, so I had to buy a new one. I had originally planned to go shopping alone, but I called him before bed and asked if he wanted to go with me, and he agreed.

“It’s only natural that when my bra size gets bigger, my swimsuit won’t fit either …….”

The price of a large size underwear is also a factor. It was something I could manage with my allowance, but my mom was willing to pay for my underwear and such, which helped. Well, I guess you could call it genetic ……, but my mom also has large bre*sts, so she often has trouble with underwear. As her daughter, I also have large bre*sts, so I guess she understands or sympathizes with such problems.

“I’ve heard that bre*sts grow bigger when you get massaged by someone you like… I see, I understand now.”

I nodded to myself, convinced. Before reaching that stage, kissing while getting a massage had become commonplace. Just getting kissed made my brain feel like it was melting, and if my bre*sts were included, I would soon… Ahem, what am I fantasizing about since morning!?

“……….”

I looked around to see if anyone had seen my expression just now, but fortunately, it was early in the morning and there weren’t many people around. I gathered myself and started walking towards Towa-kun’s house.

I arrived at his house after 8 a.m., and Towa-kun was probably still asleep. I had told him that I would come around 10 a.m., so it was only natural that I was two hours early.

“Sorry for intruding.”

Since Akemi-san had already left for work early in the morning, no one noticed my visit. I used the spare key that Towa-kun and Akemi-san had given me to enter the house through the front door.

After taking off my shoes, I went straight to Towa-kun’s room and knocked softly on the door before opening it gently.

“…Suu… suu…”

“Fufu, he’s still asleep.”

It felt like a typical boy thing to kick off the covers and sleep in this heat. I slowly approached and sat on the edge of the bed, and although it made a slight creaking sound, Towa-kun didn’t wake up.

“…Such a cute sleeping face.”

He usually looks cool and dignified, but seeing him sleeping defenselessly like this makes me feel fond of him. I like the mature atmosphere he exudes, but I also love seeing him like this, acting his age. …No, I can’t help it. When I stare at Towa-kun like this, my face naturally moves closer to his. I want to kiss him…

“…You have to resist, Ayana.”

I shook my head vigorously and tried to suppress my desires. I felt like I couldn’t stop myself if I kept staring at Towa-kun like this, so I decided to take a look around his room. Most people wouldn’t want others to look around their room, but there was no need for such reservations between Towa-kun and I.

“…Ah.”

A picture on Towa-kun’s desk, with me and Shu-kun in the picture with Towa-kun in between us. At that time, I had just started elementary school, but I could not hide the fact that I was already in love with Towa-kun, and my expression was like that of a maiden in love.

“I tore up this picture, though. ……”

On the day of the accident, I went home and tore up the same picture I had with scissors. I cut out only the part with Shu-kun in it, so that only me and Towa-kun were in it. I also blacked out the other photos, but I realize that the hatred I had for him was so great.

“……………”

I close my eyes as I hold the photo gently to my chest.

Sometimes I wonder what might have happened if …… Towa-kun had not saved me at that time. Honestly speaking, I was going to make a mess of Shu-kun and all those who gathered around him as well. Even though I understood that it was wrong for a human being, in a bad way, I was only looking at Towa-kun.

“I’m sure I wouldn’t have been happy, and neither would Towa-kun”

I had no guarantee that things would go well, but for some reason I had confidence that I could do it. I was prepared to keep my goal to myself and achieve it without letting Towa-kun realize, but my selfish determination was completely denied by him… That denial actually saved me.

“Towa-kun”

I put down the picture and approached Towa-kun’s side again. When I put my face close to his, I could hear his regular sleeping breath.

“I’ll say it again and again, Towa-kun. I am so happy to have met you …… and am truly blessed to have found you.”

The connection that continues from the past with Towa-kun, I am convinced that it will continue towards the future as well. This eternal feeling, which will never fade away, is only for Towa-kun, and I can now truly convey the words I said when I gave my virginity to him.

“I will always love you …… with my love and devotion.”With a small “chu” sound, along with my words of love, I offered him a kiss on the cheek, and Towa-kun rubbed the spot where I kissed him as if he were trying to shoo away a bug. I couldn’t help but smile wryly at his reaction, but at the same time, I couldn’t deny that I felt a little bit of a mischievous feeling towards him.

“Towa-kun, your girlfriend is very single-minded. She loves Towa-kun so much that she can’t live without you. And– just a little bit naughty, you know?”

A phenomenon that happens because he is a boy and not a girl, I change my position, touching him gently with my dominant arm. Like an animal panther that attacks my beloved, who is still drinking and sleeping, I -.

[Towa PoV]

“In the meantime, I’d like you to see my swimsuit.”

“Sure….. are you sure you want me to see it?”

“Of course!”

It’s a natural thing, was Ayana’s reaction. We went shopping for swimsuits together, and it reminded me of last year. The swimsuit Ayana chose at that time was a bikini type, and although it was very revealing, the white color really brought out her beauty. I was speechless at the sight of it, and I wondered if Ayana was satisfied with that reaction and bought it.

[Excuse me, Towa-kun. Actually, my swimsuit is getting smaller, so why don’t we go shopping together?]

I remember what Ayana said to me on the phone.

“….Fumu”

I glanced at her walking beside me, proud of herself. Ayana said on the phone that the swimsuit would get smaller,……, but it’s not that the swimsuit got smaller, it’s just that Ayana’s bre*sts got bigger.

“Towa-kun?”

“…… oops, it’s nothing.”

“Fufu, Towa-kun is naughty…”

Ayana said this with a smile on her face, showing no sign of embarrassment at being seen. …… Yeah, I admit it, I’m a guy. But I have a few objections to what Ayana just said, even though I have some.

“I think Ayana-san was more naughty earlier.”

“Ah, that couldn’t be helped!　Because my pu—” [TL: Meow]

Huffing, Ayana put her hand over her mouth and swallowed her words. But in a way, if she hadn’t stopped speaking now, it would have meant that I would have received damage that was not so minor. ……

But I was surprised, big time. I woke up to find something mushy and Ayana was …… you know? There was something a little unbearable in the air at that moment when our eyes met perfectly. But I was reminded afterwards that I was still a boy.

“……Well, it was great.”

“Ah…… Fufu, yes♪”

Then I walked arm in arm with Ayana, who had a big smile on her face, through the city. In the midst of all this, we came across two girls being wooed by a guy.

“It’s a seducer, isn’t it?”

“Yeah, I guess they are college students by the looks of it.”

It looked like a college-aged guy wooing two girls about the same age. The two girls responded in a heartbreakingly annoying manner, but the guy was much more persistent. Ayana and I nodded to each other and headed there, and I put my hand on the guy’s shoulder.

“Okay, that’s enough. Let’s not be unreasonable in picking up girls, brother.”

“Ah?　What you little—–“

Turning around, I recognized the face of the man, but I couldn’t remember where I had seen him before. As I was pondering this, the man looked at Ayana, who was standing behind me, and his face turned pale. He began saying something strange and quickly walked away.

“……Uhm?”

“I just stared at him for a minute.”

…… Heh.

Let’s not ask too deep for now. Well, for the moment, it looks like that guy won’t be coming back and these kids won’t have to worry.

“Thank you so much!”

“No problem, take care now.”

“Really, thank you very much”

She’s such a lively girl, reminds me of Mari somehow. The other one seems stunned and isn’t saying anything… must have been really scared.

With the other girl taken care of by her friend, I started walking with Ayana when suddenly my hand was grabbed.

“Eh?”

“U-uhm”

The stunned girl grabbed my hand. She continued to speak, her face reddening as she shouted loudly.

“My name is Yua Shiratori! Can I have your name, please?!”

I was stunned by her words. At the same time, it felt like the temperature had dropped, even though it was summer.