Chapter 63：

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Chapter 45 Why protect Caster? [Second more]

Qili stood at the door of the church, letting the breeze from the sea blow her hair. Qili turned her head and walked back to the church without saying a word.

In his heart, he recalled the time he and Shi Chen had practiced, carefully sorting out the impression that Shi Chen had left on him for nearly three years.

As far as he knows, Shichen has spent half his life in hardship, but the bitterness along the way has been licked silently by himself, and all turned into self-esteem.

He is such a man, a man with both arrogance and pride.

Such a person Qili understood very well.

Not to mention others, his father Yan Feng Li is just like Shichen.

These men, they define their own meaning of being born into this world, their own meaning of life, and regard it as a lifelong belief, and they firmly believe in it.

They are never confused, never hesitate. No matter what situation you face in life, you will go all out to achieve your established goals in life, with a clear policy and a hard-working iron will.

And the "form of faith" embodied in Kirei’s father is pious belief, and when embodied in Tosaka Tokimi, it is the pride of being a chosen person—different from ordinary people, those who shoulder privileges and responsibilities possess Self-awareness. Specifically, it is reserved by the "real nobles" who are now very rare.

After nearly three years of training, the existence of Tosaka Tokito is of great significance to Kirei... However, he is definitely not a compatible person with Kirei, only from the fact that he is Yanfeng Rizheng. This point of similarity can already be determined.

People who only see their ideals cannot understand those who are confused and distressed because they do not have ideals.

For people like Shichen, the "consciousness of purpose" they hold has been completely broken in the spirit of Yanfeng Kirei. This kind of thing has never been pieced together in his more than two decades of life.

From the time he remembered, he never felt that there were any ideas that could be said to be lofty, never felt that any pursuits could be said to be happy, and never felt that there was any entertainment to relax himself. Such a person cannot have any sense of purpose.

He didn't even understand why his sensibility was so different from the values ​​of ordinary people in the world. Regardless of any field, even if it is just a goal worthy of his own interest and effort, he has never found it.

Nevertheless, he chose to believe in "God." He said to himself, maybe just because he was immature, he didn't know what the real nobility was.

One day, the true sublime truth will guide him, and the true divine voice will save him. Living with this hope, he pinned the meaning of life on this hope, grasping it in his palm like a straw.

But in the bottom of her heart, Qili had fully understood that even if she received God's grace, she couldn't be saved.

With anger and despair towards himself, he continued to abuse himself. Under the guise of penance, he continued to self-mutilate himself. But he was made into steel, and when he was discovered, he was already unmatched, and thus became the elite of the church—the "executor".

Everyone calls this "glorious." Yanfeng Kirei's self-denial and dedication is praised as a model of priesthood, and even his father Rizheng is proud of it.

Qili knew how much his father trusted and admired herself, but there was no doubt that this was a huge misunderstanding, which made him very concerned. Although he also knew that he might not be able to correct this misunderstanding in his lifetime.

No one can understand the personality defect deep in Qili's heart.

That’s right, even the only woman who has fallen in love is no exception--

"..."

When she realized that she seemed to be in a dizzy feeling, Qili slowed down her pace and put one hand on her forehead.

When he thinks of his dead wife, his thoughts seem to be plunged into a mist, unconsciously scattered. In the fog, it seemed to be standing on the edge of a cliff, with an instinctive sense of retreat as long as you took a step and fell into the abyss.

Before she knew it, Qili had already walked back to the basement of the church, and Assassin, who had been waiting for a long time, reported to him about the movement of this morning.

Qili sorted these information into a relatively concise piece of information and reported it to Shichen through the phonograph.

Meticulously assisting Shichen to fulfill the long-cherished wish of the Tosaka family.

However, Qi Li had no satisfaction in her heart, she became more and more empty, and a huge question hovered in her mind. This question was still haunting Qili in the nearly three years he had received the curse and couldn't be dispelled.

——Why did the "Holy Grail" choose Yanfeng Qili?

Originally, he should be the one who "will never be selected."

Qili has no "consciousness of purpose", so she doesn't have any ideals or desires. No matter what he thinks, he should not get such a miracle as the "all-purpose hopeful machine".

With a gloomy and melancholy expression, Qili looked at the three red marks on the back of her right hand.

——Ling Shu.

"Oh? Have you fallen into this kind of devilishness again, Kiri." Gilgamesh appeared in the basement, shaking the glass of red wine, looking at Kiri with a joking expression on his face.

Qili cleared up her mood, looked at Gilgamesh, and asked, "Why did you kill Assassin last night? Why protect that Caster? To be precise, that boy?"

Using [Common Perception], Qili obtained precious information from Hassan, who was killed last night.

"Then why don't you tell Shi Chen about this matter?"

"I will tell the teacher about this matter later."

Gilgamesh sneered contemptuously, then stood up, pouring the red wine in his hand directly on Kiri's face, and asked, "Are you awake, Kiri?"

This was such an insulting behavior, but Qili didn't see any anger on her face, she just looked calmly accepting, and asked, "What do you mean?"

"Don't lie to yourself, Kiry. You have contacted Shichen three times since you learned the news, but you haven't told about it once. At this level, haven't you woken up yet?" Gilgamesh sneered. His smile seemed to mock Qili.

"Is my nature framed by the dogma of the Messiah, or the freedom of exploration blocked by a group of hybrids woven iron cages. I don’t know much about myself, and I work hard to become myself in the eyes of others, but forget my body. For your own self. That's why your heart grows radically to such chaos." Gilgamesh sneered bitterly.

He filled his glass with wine, then pulled Qili's collar, the red wine poured from his head, along his hair, his face dropped to the ground bit by bit.

Tick, tick.

"Are you awake?" Gilgamesh asked again.

"I don't understand the meaning." Qili showed a blank stare.

Gilgamesh smiled, ironically like a sharp knife. Sarcastically. Mocking those so-called salvation methods.

"Then let the king tell you what can fill your empty heart. What is called true pleasure." Gilgamesh smiled sarcastically, "Go. Go and tell Lancer the boy's truth. That **** master."

"Why?" Qi Li's face was dazed.

"Your chaos will be liberated, and you will understand what your essence is."

Gilgamesh let go of Kiry, with a sarcasm smile, and gradually disappeared.

Only one Qili was left at a loss.

Chapter 46: Your set is too obvious, isn't it?

At night, Shi Lang's house.