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Chapter 78 Who on earth are you?
Looking at herself in the mirror, Fujimaru Tatsuka couldn't help asking herself: "Who are you?"
She always feels this way, this kind of strangeness.
Unfamiliar with yourself, unfamiliar with the surroundings, unfamiliar with the people around you.
This is a very strange emotion. She has obviously lived in this world for 16 years. She knows the world she lives in and the people around her, but she has such a sense of isolation in her heart.
Unspeakable sense of isolation.
At the same time, she always felt that someone was watching herself secretly.
She also tried to find the person who spied herself, but unfortunately, every action she made ended in failure.
Friends and parents said that she had a mental illness.
But she doesn't think so, she thinks there must be a super pervert watching herself!
Because, this feeling of being peeped from when she was six years old until she was sixteen.
Yes, this feeling of being peeped has been with her for ten years.
However, this did not drive her crazy, but made her feel a little comfortable.
This is indeed abnormal, but she is indeed such a strange feeling of comfort.
Until last year, at the end of 2015, the feeling of being watched disappeared!
This did not make her feel relieved, but made her feel discomfort and panic.
Although this is strange, her mood at the time was indeed like this.
As a result, she finally made a judgment that she indeed had a very serious mental illness.
With the financial support of her parents, Fujimaru Tatsuka went to the best psychological consultation room in the local area to provide psychological supplements.
"Ms. Fujimaru Tachika, your situation is very complicated." The psychologist said with a serious face: "You have quite serious delusions of persecution, but strangely, you yourself lack the corresponding stress response to the crisis. This is a very rare and strange ambivalence. I hope to be your counselor to study such rare cases. Of course, I will pay accordingly."
Fujimaru Tatsuka agreed.
It's not because of the generous remuneration from the psychologist, but because it is a good deed. In the future, patients with the same conditions as her can be treated better and more experienced.
Fujimaru Tatsuka is a kind-hearted girl who values life very much, which makes her in her daily life, basically not rejecting the requests of others.
Friends all complained to her that she was a good old person.
She just smiled, maybe, she is indeed a hopeless old man.
Because she knew in her heart what kind of person she was. She is a girl who will be sad and sad for the sorrows of others, and happy and happy for the others.
Why did she become such a person, Fujimaru Tatsuka herself didn't know, but when she recovered, she was already such a person.
She didn't feel bothered by this, but felt happy.
Persevering in discerning what kind of person he is, and then changing what kind of person he becomes-Fujimaru Tatsuka, there is no such adolescent troubles. She felt that there was nothing wrong with her growing up like this.
That's why she went to the blood donation cart disguised by the Chaldean staff member Harry Cize Anderson, and innocently accepted the fitness test. As a result, after she was found to be 100% adaptable, she was recommended to Chaldea by the enthusiastic staff Anderson.
And she didn't complain, but accepted it happily.
Because she is such a person.
It is precisely because of this that when Leif detonated the control room and Chaldea collapsed, she did not ran away in a panic. Instead, she went to find the friend she met when she first entered Chaldea-Matthew Girelet. And other people.
This is not hypocrisy, nor is it an obligation or responsibility, but because she is a person who values life very much and is very worried about the safety of other people.
It is precisely because of this that she became the Master of Chaldea and the last Master of mankind. In order to save humanity, she started activities at various singular points.
And in the initial singularity, which is defined as the singularity of the burning Fuyuki City, under the guidance of her director Olga Marie, she summoned a new Servant different from Matthew.
One, a hero named Fujimaru Shiro.
In the singularity of the burning Fuyuki City, in the fight of the heroic spirits, she finally felt fear and fear.
Not boasting, since childhood, Fujimaru Tatsuka has been a rather unusual person. She has almost no fear or fear. Anything that is scary for ordinary people is not scary at all for her, even if it is the explosion in the Chaldean control room.
She might even have inexplicable questions like "It's just this level, what is there to be afraid of?"
However, in that peculiar point in the burning city of Fuyuki, she really felt the emotions of fear and fear.
At that time, it was the hero named Fujimaru Shiro who had the same surname as her, who rescued her and encouraged her.
It's almost...
It's like a brother!
Fujimaru Tatsuka is an only child and has no siblings, but he once missed his elder brother. In her fantasy, her elder brother is a reliable, gentle person who will encourage her, and the heroic spirit named Shiro Fujimaru, except for the status of a child in the present world, satisfies all her illusions about her elder brother.
And, for some reason, she was full of affection for the hero.
It's even more kind to Matthew and to his parents.
It was a very strange feeling, so she couldn't help asking the hero, "Caster, will you always be by my side? Are you urging me and comforting me?"
The hero didn't answer, just smiled.
She thought the hero agreed, but it turned out to be a lie.
In the end, the original singularity-the burning city of Fuyuki was resolved, but the heroic spirit also left.
He gave his heart to the director Olga Marie so that Olga Marie survived, but he chose to leave.
Although the time spent together was quite short, but Tatsuka Fujimaru's heart was full of sadness.
That's a liar, and he can't be wrong.
But he will never forget his encouragement and encouragement to himself.
Therefore, Fujimaru Tatsuka decided that she wanted to become a very good, excellent Master, and then once again signed a contract with that hero.