Chapter 15

Chapter 15

As the makeup teams handiwork became more delicate, Park Suyeongs face gradually lost its vitality. Her eyes looked hollow, like a wilting flower, and her lips seemed parched as if they had been through a drought. In reality, Park Suyeong had been controlling her weight by adjusting her diet. Her gaunt cheeks revealed the effort she had put in to immerse herself in the role.

Unnie, is this enough?

Sohee, the area under the eyes is too dark. Do you think Im going to die today? Make it subtle, like paint spreading. And take a photo of me today. I want it to be a bit darker the next time we shoot. Im counting on you.

German screenwriter Herman J. Mankiewicz once said that the harmony between an actor and a character was paramount. No matter how good the ingredients were, it wouldnt be edible if the flavors didnt come together. The same went for roles. The writers intentions, the PDs direction, and the actors imagination must be harmonious for a role to be complete. Park Suyeong seemed to become more lifeless each day, just like Kim Hajins mother. But there was one problem.

The emotions arent there yet.

It was inevitable. Park Suyeong had learned acting in a theater company for a long time, but there was a clear difference between stage and screen acting. The approach to mise-en-scne[1] was different, and the immersion into the frame and the role had to change accordingly. It wasnt enough to repeat a roles life for two hours; the progression of time had to be shown. This was also her first time playing a dying character, so Park Suyeong went through a lot of thinking.

Not only did she need to convince the audience, but she also had to genuinely live as the character in the script. This is why even actors with a reputation for their stage acting struggled to break down this wall. In this sense, Jang Yeongguk was amazing. Even though he played a character completely different from his real life, when the camera started rolling, he transformed into Kim Hajin. Park Suyeong seemed to have come to a decision. She picked up the phone and dialed a number.

Director Kim, you need to come down to Yeongdo for a bit.

Yeongdo? Isnt that about the commercial that got canceled last time? That was because Son Somin lowered the price, and we had no choice. If you dump them now, youll ruin everything, including your reputation. The company decided that the younger Son Somin would be better for the product image.

Im not talking about that!

Then what? Did something happen on set? Its not like the last time you fought with the PD and writer, right? Park Suyeong, I dont mean to undermine your acting career, but a director has a different sense of responsibility than an actor. How many times have I told you that?

Its not that! I know Im not always fighting!

Park Suyeongs eyebrows twitched. The makeup team had already left the waiting room. The manager and stylist had also left early because of the rising tone of the conversation.

Its just that theres an actor you need to meet!

An actor? Theres no adult actor on the Yeongdo set other than you. Did you find someone useful among the extras?

Just come down here!

Right now? I cant come down this month because my schedule is so packed. Instead, have Myeongseon give them a business card. If theyre an extra, they should have some free time to come to Seoul and find us.

No, seriously! Make some time to come to Yeongdo before we finish shooting!

Park Suyeong hung up the phone irritably. After all, she was offering to bring a treasure, but he didnt even know that. Still, if it was Director Kim, she could trust him. He was the kind of person who didnt just tell a signed actor what they wanted to hear but also gave them harsh criticism. She was curious. Would he be able to recognize a gem amid countless stones?

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Why do you keep following me?

It was before filming had started, yet Yeon Su kept chasing after me like ducklings following their mother. As an only child, it felt like I had a younger sister, which was cute but also annoying. She didnt know when to stay away, even sticking her head in when I went to the restroom, asking where I was going. At this point, I started to doubt whether this was the actress Yeon Su I knew in my past life.

Im just, just acting!

Acting?

Yes, thats what you said, oppa. To look at you like a pine tree standing tall and act! To become Son Yerin! Son Yerin likes Kim Hajin, right?

Oh dear! Seriously! The filming hasnt even started yet, and its driving me crazy! I know youre the director and should have the final say, but theres an old saying about striking a stone bridge before crossing it. Theres no way around this scene. If not, lets just go with a full shot (F/S) instead of the one-shot (1SB/S)!

No, we cant do that!

Perhaps it felt like talking with a stubborn officer to the experienced camera director who had been through thick and thin on set. As the commotion on the filming site escalated, Yeon Su hid behind me and tugged at my clothes.

Dont worry, theyre not really fighting.

After all, even if they clashed on set, animosity disappeared once the filming ended. They both knew it was because they were so passionate about the shoot. The reason for their raised voices was simple.

Its a scene of jumping into the sea.

Its a scene where young Kim Hajin jumps off a desolate cliff into the sea below. It was an era when life was a struggle, so naturally, people would take a break in the mountains or the sea. In the mountains, they would taste honey from azalea flowers, and in the sea, they would catch minnows. That being said

I used to come here often.

It was a place where I frequently played as a child when I skipped school. I never expected it to be chosen as a filming location. Although there was a cliff, it wasnt particularly dangerous; it was more like a hill. I had played there many times, jumping into the water.

Born as a boatmans child, the sea sometimes felt like a stern but always affectionate father. The same was true for this spot. With a unique geographical feature, the water was deep enough and the current mild, making it a place I frequently visited in my past life. Here, I would console my longing for my father.

But using a stunt double.

I understood why Yoo Myeonghan was worried. If a stunt double were used for a child actor, it would usually be a petite adult woman. However, distorting the proportions in the footage was inevitable. Sharp-eyed viewers would immediately notice the stunt double, and the visual quality would suffer. Also, the system in the past didnt yet have mature editing techniques. It was natural for Yoo Myeonghan to worry.

Hey, what are you doing?

When I removed my shoes and outer pants, Yeon Su gasped and covered her eyes. She still peeked through her fingers, though. Yoo Myeonghan and the camera director were still arguing. There was only one way to end their conflict, so I took a deep breath.

Look over here!

Everyones attention turned to me. Yoo Myeonghan looked at me with bewilderment, and the experienced camera director widened his eyes in disbelief. It was too late for them to stop me.

Thud!

I leaped off the desolate cliff. It was no scarier than a hill, and my childhood memories made it even more enjoyable. As I soared through the air, I saw the blue waters below.

Soon, splash!

As I hit the water, I heard shocked voices from the hill above, but the underwater world was as peaceful as a memory from my past life. Startled by my sudden intrusion, the fish swimming around formed a wall and swam away. I recalled how I loved playing in the water when I was young.

Phew!

As I surfaced and spat water, I saw people on the hill gesturing at me. Both Yoo Myeonghan and the camera director couldnt hide their sighs of relief even though they were flustered. Grinning like young Kim Hajin, I shouted in a sassy voice.

The water tastes so good! On a hot day like today, we should definitely take a dip!

Why did I jump into the sea? Wasnt it obvious? It might be the PDs job to manage the noise on set, but setting the atmosphere was the actors responsibility. Plus, the slightly salty taste of the water was excellent, just like in my childhood.

[1] Mise-en-scne is a fancy French term filmmakers use to talk about everything they put in front of the camera. Basically, its everything you see in a movie, from the costumes and sets to the lighting and camera angles.