Chapter 17

Chapter 17

Child Actors.

Filming a drama was a series of hardships. Of course, there were the high-intensity schedules and all-nighters. No wonder some actors would faint during filming. Naturally, child actors were exempted from such situations. Although it was before the Labor Standards Act for children was established, the production team took the childrens physical stamina into consideration.

Hey, dont just pass by. Come take a look at these flatfish! If you try one, your lost appetite will return because of the scorching sun!

Look at this, really?

Have you been fooled all your life? Theres a reason why they say a grilled flatfish can make a dead man kick the grave and come out! Stop hesitating and come over! Ill give you plenty of service!

There was only the last shoot left. Since the scene required intense emotions, PD Yoo Myeonghan gave me two days to rest. But, sitting in a corner reading the script made me feel a bit restless, and though my mothers cooking skills had improved, I still couldnt sleep in, so I got up early.

Do I have to grill and eat this?

You can grill and eat it or scoop a thick slice and dip it in soybean paste. If you want to braise it, just add sliced radish and red and green peppers to water boiled with kelp. If you need seasoning, the store owner in front will help you!

Are you a mom? You know everything, even the smallest details!

In my past life, I learned all sorts of things by cooking and eating leftover fish. Thanks to my experiences at that time, I could even help the other merchants while I was selling a single fish. My mother occasionally looked at me with strange eyes, but she didnt say much since its something you could learn from a cookbook. While I was promoting the fish in front of the stand

Kook, is she the child you filmed with?

My head turned at my mothers words. Between the maze-like alleyways of Namhang Markets fish stands, I could see Yeon Su walking with her mother. I heard Yeon Su finished shooting today, but why didnt she return to Seoul and come here instead?

Do you need a yellow croaker?

Unknowingly, I said a line meant for business. My mother was politely greeting Yeon Sus mother. Its said that mothers pass their traits down to their daughters, and Yeon Sus bright personality resembles her mothers. Even when the smell of fish got on her hands, she shook them off and held Yeon Sus hand.

Oppa, didnt you know my filming ended?

I knew, the PD told me.

But why didnt you come to the set? Its the final shoot I cant stay here longer even if I want to because of a schedule at another broadcasting station

Dont you see Im busy selling fish? Go away. Customers are hesitant to come in because of you.

Yeon Su bit her lips. I couldnt pamper her anymore just because she was cute. After this drama shoot, Yeon Su and I wouldnt have any connection. She would grow up to be the actress I saw in my past life, and I would grow in my own way. I had no intention of igniting a young childs heart. I slightly bowed to Yeon Sus mother and shouted aloud.

We have very delicious flatfish here! Dont just pass by. Come take a look! Even if you die and come back to life, you wont find flatfish in season like these!

Would she know? That this shout

That it signified to the world that she and I had different lives.

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Facing the night sea where seagulls cry mournfully, a modest farewell party was held at a raw fish restaurant. As the filming period gets longer, a sense of camaraderie forms within the team. Yeon Su, the child actress of the female lead, was especially endearing on the set because of her warm personality. Thus, she was invited to this special farewell party.

PD Yoo, you chose this raw fish restaurant for our farewell party out of many places. I dont dislike it, but its not the best place for the child actress.

Yeongguk, was it really not fun?

My mother could not be deceived. After all, wasnt I deeply engrossed in acting to the point of earning the nickname crazy in my past life? However, my feelings while filming Man of August were different. Rather than feeling overwhelming pressure at the filming site, it felt warm and comforting, as if I were nestled in my parents warm embrace.

Today, everyone from the shoot is gathering together to help out. Werent you going to go? That girl, her name is Yeon Su, right? Shes so lovely. She looked quite sad when she said filming had ended. She said she heard it from Yeon Sus mother. You seemed to follow her a lot, and I bet my son is sad not being able to see her one last time.

Its okay. I said goodbye at the shoot last time, and if I didnt help out on a day like today, Mother would have to clean up all by herself all night.

Mothers are truly happy when they have such a kind son like you. Even so, my child, Yeongguk

My mother stroked her sons head with rough hands.

I hope you are happy.

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The Seoul-bound Saemaul train departing Busan Station at 7:45 a.m. is entering platform 7.

The staffs voice echoed through the speakers. Yeon Sus face was full of deep regret as she was about to leave Busan. Was it because of the things that happened during the shoot? The deeper the memories, the more emotions were contained in every trivial thing. However, there were things she could not shake off.

Yeon Su, the train is coming.

Yeon Su lifted her head at her mothers words and looked at the train entering the station. Following the staffs instructions to step back from the yellow line, passengers about to board the train eagerly moved to form a queue. Once she boarded that train, she would have no reason to return to Busan. Even if she visited Busan for another filming, there would be no chance to meet him. A deep sigh turned into poignant regret in her eyes.

My dear, why do you look so sad?

Its nothing.

Are you upset because you couldnt see Yeongguk?

Her mother was not unaware of why her daughter had lacked energy since morning. She had always been a lively child on the set. But after meeting the boy, she changed. She had become hesitant even to talk and would try to stay right by his side. More so, she had followed him even more than her own mother. She didnt dislike her daughters behavior. She understood it was the first love everyone would experience at least once.

Moreover, the boy was so polite and smart that she didnt feel the need to intervene.

Next time, lets come to Yeongdo with Mom and visit Namhang Market to see Yeongguk again.

Really?

Of course! When have I ever lied to my daughter?

Only then did Yeon Sus face begin to brighten. Seeing her daughters expression change at the mere mention of his name, she smiled bitterly. It wasnt as if they were Romeo and Juliet. She felt vague guilt as if she had torn the two apart. As the train arrived at the station, passengers began to board one by one. It was at that moment.

Your shoelace is untied.

As Yeon Su was about to step forward, she noticed her shoelace was untied and stopped momentarily. Since the train would stop at the station for about five minutes, she still had time. While trying to tie her shoelace with a hand full of regret, her mothers eyes widened like lamps, and a smile blossomed on her lips. The reason was simple.

Cutting it close.

At the familiar voice, she naturally looked up. There he was, the boy Yeon Su had longed for, drenched in sweat. Like a scene from a movie, he knelt on one knee and tightly tied her shoelace. At that moment, she realized a heart could beat as loudly and intensely as the trains horn.