Chapter 47

Chapter 47

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A young man in a neat black uniform, reminiscent of a priest donning a Roman collar for mass, could be seen. He opened the Bible in the car that was heading to the filming location. It wasnt to study the Psalms or epistles.

As his mind cooled down while reading the Bible verses, he opened the script for Youth again. The script had been read so much that it was worn out, but todays filming seemed quite important.

Yeongguk, have this.

His manager, Lee Bongchun, handed over a thermos as he held the steering wheel tightly. When the young man opened the lid, a subtle ginger scent spread. Bongchun glanced in the rearview mirror and said to the young man,

Theres not much I can do for you. I couldnt help you much since you seemed tired from your recent schedule. Ginger tea is good for colds and bronchitis, so I thought Id give it to you. When I get a raise, Ill change it to ginseng tea someday.

In his past life, he drank a lot of tea. He especially enjoyed it in the winter to melt his frozen hands and soothe his throat. If his throat was even a little blocked, it was common for him to lose his role, even if it was just as a stand-in.

Those were the days.

The faint and smooth scent stirred his memories.

No, youre such a big help to me, hyung. Im always grateful.

Thanks for saying that. I should drive well so that our Yeongguk can feel comfortable. But since I have experience driving a top-notch car with a load of tricks, Im confident with my driving skills. How about that? Can you feel this smooth cornering?

Hyung, watch the front!

At that moment, a reckless car overtook them, barely missing them by the width of a piece of paper. At that sight, Manager Lee Bongchun rolled down the window and shouted,

Hey! You dont know how to use the blinker! If our Yeongguk was injured, it would have been on me!

Manager Lee Bongchun glanced at the rearview mirror, his face full of embarrassment. Although he occasionally made mistakes like this while trying to do his best, he was undoubtedly a good person.

Lead actor, are you ready?

The mischievous PD Kim Jin approached as soon as they arrived at the filming location. His playful face was vastly different from when he was filming. After all, this man was able to rise to the position of channel director in the cable station because of his clear distinction between public and private life.

Our nations first love, are you feeling nervous?

Why are you making me nervous like that? Dont tell me we already have to deal with a rushed script?

A rushed script was a scary phrase for drama actors. The reason why drama shoots were called broadcasting marathons was not for nothing. The filming hours, including all-nighters, and the intensity of shooting with rushed scripts were unimaginable.

There were cases when the writer sent the script by fax, page by page, leaving no time for rehearsal. In extreme cases, the filming proceeded almost like a live broadcast. All this was even scarier because it wasnt an exaggeration.

What are you talking about! Dont you know that Writer Hwang is famous for not having rushed scripts? That person takes a long time to select the lead actors, but theyre as sharp as a knife when it comes to deadlines. If it werent for Writer Hwang, I wouldnt have even thought about the next project. How could you shoot while receiving rushed scripts? Its like telling the actors and the filming team to die.

Then what is it?

The viewer ratings for episode 8 that aired yesterday exceeded 30%. If it continues like this, its pretty much guaranteed to reach 40%. But MBS is trying to put a cowardly brake on us. Theyre pulling forward the schedule of one of their new dramas. Today, the channel director personally received a direct call from the president. They said that if we completely crushed MBS, they would reward us by giving us a vacation abroad. So, make sure to work even harder!

A vacation? I dont care about that.

Huh? Why is your reaction so lukewarm? Have you ever been to Phuket, Yeongguk?

Whatever, its not like I havent been there before. Despite all this, in my past life, I was considered one of the best supporting actors in South Korea. In the past, international locations and awards were rare, but in the future, South Korean dramas will dominate Asia.

That made sense since sales generated solely from broadcasting rights often resulted in breaking even because of the impact of the Hallyu wave. Thanks to that, Ive been to Phuket, Bali, and Hawaii so many times that I was sick of them.

Man, Ive never been to Phuket! So I have to go. I think if we hit MBS or KBC with todays scene, theyll both give in without a fight.

Already thinking about his vacation, PD Kim Jin was chattering away nonstop. It was rare for a director to be so friendly with the actors. Sometimes, they even waged psychological warfare on set. But PD Kim Jin had none of that personality. He actually felt like a friendly neighborhood hyung more than anything else.

Alright, alright, stop nagging me. Ill make sure to send you to Phuket.

* * *

Scene number 37, emotions blooming on the basketball court !

It was Youths highlight scene. A tall young man was playing basketball alone under the streetlight, which shined alone like the lonely light of a lighthouse illuminating the shore. Following the curve of his long arm, the basketball gracefully traced a parabola, shaking the net.

Hey, Dojin! What time is it now, and youre still playing basketball? Look, youre the only one on the court right now.

Just by hearing his voice, he could tell who it was. She (Seo Minhye) was his childhood best friend and also happened to be the one who stirred up Dojins (Yeongguk) heart. Like a cold coming during the change of seasons, the basketball court was also in full bloom.

You came in first place in the midterm exams again. Youre so selfish. The other kids struggle so hard to be first just once, but you do it as easy as eating rice. Lucky bastard. You got a confession today, too, right? Yoon Heesu is pretty and has a nice personality. There are so many girls you like, but youre not dating any of them. Are you into that kind of thing?

At that moment, Dojin raised his head and looked at the girl sitting on the bench. It had been like this for a while now. The girl, who used to be invisible to him, kept catching his eyes, and before he knew it, she occupied a corner of his heart. This certainty of his feelings probably started from the valley.

Like a crayfish hiding its body in the crevices of rocks, Dojin also tried to hide his emotions by throwing the basketball hard. However, as if knowing his complicated feelings, the basketball bounced off the backboard and rolled around.

Is that important?

A single phrase caused a ripple as if a drop of water fell on a lakes calm surface. His voice was cold and dry, unlike the usual young man. Responding to that voice, confusion filled the girls pupils as well.

No, I mean, dont get mad. Cant friends joke around like this?

Ah, right. We need both our male and female leads together!

Is it just today? Its a shame Yeongguk isnt here, but there will be more opportunities next time.

Then Ill consider it Hwangs treat next time, too.

Anyway, why does the conversation always end up like this?

Seo Minhye felt bitter amidst the noisy atmosphere on set. But she didnt let it show. She was a professional, after all.

* * *

Since early that morning, a tense atmosphere lingered in the CEOs office. Director Shin Seonghyeon, with a cold expression, repeatedly picked up and put down his teacup. A cynical emotion could be seen behind his frameless glasses. Eventually, he seemed to have made up his mind and put the teacup down.

CEO, I know Im not a capable enough director to choose the actors. But this situation isnt right. I clearly had actor Min Jeongu in mind when I sent the script to Sonwon Entertainment

Director Shin, how many times do I have to tell you? Actor Mins schedule is already full for this year. Hes already started two new projects in the past few months. Of course, I had to consider his opinion, so I still forwarded the script to him, but hes struggling right now because of his schedule. As much as I am the CEO, I cant force a role on an actor.

Min Jeongu is an actor in his mid-40s signed to Sonwon Entertainment. As much as he honed his skills on the theater stage, he was among the few talents highly regarded at Sonwon because of his exceptional acting. Of course, I had no personal connection with him. The same was true in my past life. Back then, while he was at the height of his career, he suddenly announced his retirement because of a sudden inflammation.

The reason why Shin Seonghyeon, the screenwriter and director of The Priests Confession, had been so passionate about casting Min Jeong-woo was as follows:

CEO, as you would know from reading the script, the characters age range is around 50. I think no one else but Actor Min can digest this role among actors of that age range. I dont want to cast other actors and distort the script.

Although pride could not put food on the table, he was stubborn. It made sense. Most movie directors were bull-headed. Wasnt that natural? Most of them started with menial jobs in the film industry and worked their way up to directing. Their pride in their profession was, therefore, immense.

But in the end, thats what held them back.

In my past life, The Priests Confession failed at the box office. The main issue was casting. While the actors age matched the script, his acting skills did not. Often there were cases where the age range of the script and the actor differed.

For example, the work called Ajae, which later caused an uproar in South Korea, originally had a protagonist in his 50s. At the time, if the director hadnt given up his stubbornness, an actor named Hyun Bin would have appeared and captivated his heart. However, I was not Hyun Bin.

Director, is it just because of my age?

I dont mean to belittle you, Mr. Jang. Ive looked through your filmography since you are already famous in Chungmuro for being the Ten-million Cameo. I know that you have excellent acting skills, enough for Baek Janghun to acknowledge. However, you cant deny the experience that comes with age. The protagonist in the script is a middle-aged man who has experienced the ups and downs of life. Hes a character who seems to have mastered everything while reciting a deathbed chant at the boundary between life and death, but you are too young to express that.

Well, I couldnt show my true feelings either. If I were to include my past lifes age, an old man way passed middle age was already residing in my heart. But Director Shin Seonghyeons story didnt end there.

Isnt your current image the nations first love? Honestly, you are an actor who is too good for me. However, isnt there an appropriate time and place? When I received a call from the CEO last night, I honestly couldnt understand. Why would you want to transform the image of a popular high-teen, known as the nations first love, into a murderer?

Actors arent products, theyre people who act. Thats what the CEO told me. Of course, I also agree with that. Director Shin Seonghyeon, I read the script and also the Bible and Psalms.

Do you have a religion?

No, I dont. I read it to understand the work. To understand the protagonists emotions, I have to look at the background first. And there was a psalm that gently helped me understand the emotions of the script. Can you listen to it once while thinking of me as the protagonist?

Director Shin Seonghyeon, silent for a moment, quietly nodded his head. CEO Kim Seonghwan also leaned forward in his seat, paying close attention as if he was enjoying an interesting spectacle.

When I was in college in my past life, The Priests Confession not only played the role of a textbook but also created a turning point in my life. It made me realize I had a small talent even though I initially had no interest in acting.

The Priests Confession.

The college student who was immersed in the script tirelessly searched for interviews with Director Shin Seonghyeon. It must have been because I wanted to know the world he thought existed within the script. Thanks to that, I knew better than anyone else the unmentioned world that Director Shin Seonghyeon thought existed within his script. I even knew what inspired him to write The Priests Confession.

Do not drag me off with the wicked, with those who do wrong.

With that, Director Shin Seonghyeon, about to take a sip from his teacup, raised his head.

Who speak peace to their neighbors, though evil is in their hearts.

The teacup he was holding began to shake violently.

Repay them for their deeds, for the evil that they do. For the work of their hands repay them; give them what they deserve.

His pupils trembled as if there was an earthquake. It was because the psalm had been a major source of inspiration when he wrote The Priests Confession. He had been keeping it deep in his heart, never telling anyone, yet it seemed as if I had somehow read his mind and knew it accurately.

Give them what they deserve. Psalm 28:3-4.[1]

A shiver seemed to run through his entire body. He then said,

Oh, Lord.

[1] Since the character is a Catholic priest, this translation is from the official English translation of the Roman Catholic Bible.

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