Chapter 49

Name:I Will Live As An Actor Author:
Chapter 49

Vulgata.

The Latin word for the Bible. As I flipped through the pages, the complex characters seemed to multiply. Fortunately, I found a version with the pronunciation and meaning translated into Korean, so reading it wasnt a problem. As I concentrated on studying it like I was preparing for a test, my manager, glancing at me through the rearview mirror, cautiously spoke to me.

Yeongguk, are you studying foreign languages too? But that twisted writing isnt English, so what language is it?

Its Latin. Im trying to study foreign languages whenever I have some spare time.

Wow, many people would hate to study just English, but youre studying foreign languages even without being told to. I heard youre good at English, too, Yeongguk. I heard from the CEO that you were always top in your school. Were you always that good at studying?

No, I used to be a terrible student.

Hey, dont lie.

It was true. Studying greatly depended on ones mindset, and I could do it for foreign languages, particularly English because I had some confidence in myself.

Nowadays, it is rare for celebrities to study foreign languages, but just wait a few years, and the Korean Hallyu Wave will spread throughout Asia and many places overseas. Who would believe it now if a Korean singers name were to appear on the Billboard charts? Thanks to that, from the moment of their debut, actors and singers alike were required to take foreign language courses.

My need to learn foreign languages stemmed from an experience in my past life.

I was so embarrassed back then.

At midlife in my past life, I was once detained at an airport immigration because I couldnt communicate abroad. I was mistaken for a gang member because of my somewhat rough appearance. Since then, I opened my eyes to English and started learning other languages little by little.

Since youre good at English, itll be easy for you to expand overseas!

My manager Lee Bongchun was already drinking the Kool-Aid. Its because the broadcasting rights for Youth have been confirmed for export to Japan.

With no embargo, the news was widely reported in the media, causing a frenzy in the entertainment industry and broadcasting circles. Officially, the broadcasting rights fee per episode was not disclosed, but according to rumors, it was the highest amount in history.

But are you okay with shooting CFs? You barely slept a few hours last night because you were filming the drama pretty late into the night. If youre too tired, let me know, and Ill somehow make time for you to get some sleep!

I was grateful even just for the words. It was difficult for a road manager to show their abilities on a filming set unless they were at a directors level. Thats why they called the youngest manager on the set a stilt. The meaning was that they had no time to straighten their backs as they bowed and greeted others on behalf of their actor.

Im alright, hyung. This much isnt a problem.

Its not a lie. The intensity of filming Youth was relatively mild. How much did I suffer with the script in my past life? Once the latter half of the filming began, there was no separate war zone. The filming team and the actors became worn out and exhausted. However, Youth was different.

Not only were there no script revisions, but the broadcasting station even considered the filming set and didnt sub in Team C. It was unusual if one were to consider that most dramas usually operated with multiple teams. For supporting roles and extras, Teams B and C oversaw supplementary filming, so there was plenty of room on the set.

Thats probably why I was able to find time to shoot a CF.

Yeongguk, were almost there.

Soon, todays filming location appeared through the car window.

* * *

They said to strike while the iron was hot, and I decided to shoot CF. Despite numerous love calls, I had postponed taking on advertisements until now. In the meantime, the advertisers seemed to have become impatient. Although that was not my intention, the contract conditions and guarantees improved as a result. It wasnt a bad change for me.

A perfume CF.

CEO Kim Seonghwan carefully chose the advertisement. There were various proposals for CFs on different topics. However, this was the result after eliminating those that didnt match the image of Youth and choosing studio filming instead of outdoor filming. If they only cared about the money, they could have picked the highest-paying commercial, but they chose this out of consideration for me.

Actor Jang, todays filming concept is to express your scent as if awakening from a deformation. As the surrounding dancers perform avant-garde movements, you at the center will emphasize a luxurious image. Todays goal is to leave a strong impression in the viewers minds that when they think of Deol perfume, they think of Actor Jangs face.

The CF director could pass as a costume designer with his sophisticated attire. He was a real fashionista, wearing a scarf in this hot summer. Not to mention that his bald head and green horn-rimmed glasses created a credible image. Anyone would think, Ah, this person is an expert.

Look at that. I like models who can pull off clothes so well.

Once the makeup was done and the model had changed into their outfit, shooting a CF was not that long. Thats why the CF director kept conversing with me about the shoot even as I was doing my makeup. After studying the storyboard, a stranger appeared with the CF director.

Actor Jang, the model of this perfume commercial.

Nice to meet you, Mr. Yeongguk. Im Hwang Jangmi, the Korean branch manager for Deol. You have no idea how much effort we put into casting you. We were ready to wait until the end of your drama shoot as you said it would be difficult to do a CF during that time, but were glad you made up your mind sooner than expected.

Hello. Im Actor Jang Yeongguk. Thank you for saying that, but Im curious if theres a reason you wanted me as the model?

It was surprising that the advertiser chose me. In the future, men would also wear perfume, but at the time, it was almost exclusive to women. Yet unexpectedly, they insisted on choosing me as their model. Actor Seo Minhye, the female lead of Youth, wouldve been a better choice if they wanted to capitalize on the dramas popularity.

I think there will soon be a time when ordinary men wear makeup and perfume. Were investing for that future.

As expected of a businesswoman, she had a keen insight. As she said, there would come a time when even ordinary men owned at least one perfume.

Especially, Puret, a perfume recently released by Deol for men. There are many famous actors and models, but I was looking for someone who could clearly express the essence of the perfume beyond the TV screen. And thats when I saw Yeongguk from Youth. I knew right away; you were the perfect image for Puret.

Under the watchful eye of the advertiser, the shoot progressed quickly.

Even after finishing a movie shoot, it would go bankrupt if it didnt break even. Thats how much a proper sponsorship or investment system hadnt developed yet, something that would be prevalent in the future.

Actor Jang, welcome.

I could see that they pushed the furniture and utensils to the wall to use the office as an audition space. Director Shin Seonghyeon greeted me with an apologetic expression. After all, having a personal audition after revising the script could potentially hurt an actors pride.

However, I understood him.

Let me introduce our directing team to you, Actor Jang. Starting from here, Kim Seokcheol, who is both the AD and the scripter, and this person is

He couldnt wield absolute power even if he was the top leader, especially in the case of an unknown director. The directing department could be considered the backbone of a filming site. Each was an invaluable resource that couldnt be left out of a filming set.

Especially in this situation, the resistance must have been large when the director revised the script as he pleased. The one factor that could subdue all of that was the actors acting skills.

Hello, Im Actor Jang Yeongguk. I hope todays audition goes well!

As I bowed deeply with a booming voice, just like when I played bit parts in my past life, Director Shin Seonghyeon and the directing team members seemed quite taken aback. They must have thought I might be uncooperative and unhappy about the audition.

Actor Jang, can you start from scene number 47? If you dont have the script, weve prepared a printout for you to read while you perform.

Its alright. How could I possibly act with a script in my hands at an audition?

I had already read the script so much that it was worn out. I even visited the diocese to meet an archbishop to understand the world within the script. How insane was I about this script in my past life? Enough for a person with no religion like me to memorize the Psalms. Although the protagonists age changed, the situation remained the same.

I could think of a better scene because I had already watched the scene in a video in my past life.

Director, if its not rude, can I change the direction of scene number 47 according to my interpretation? If you dont like it, Ill do it again according to the original script.

Surprise flickered in Director Shin Seonghyeons eyes. Movie scripts usually consist of around 150 scenes. He hadnt given any hint about which scene he would have to perform during the audition, meaning he already memorized them. Moreover, he even has his own interpretation of them. Its hard to believe, but the audition had begun.

Scene number 47, recite the last rites!

The ADs voice replaced the slate.

It was a scene where one shirked the responsibility of the priesthood. A dying young man lay on a bed in a luxurious hospital room. He had caused a traffic accident while intoxicated, resulting in the death of an innocent family; he himself was left in a coma and brought to the hospital. Amidst all this, various life support devices are connected to his body.

Father, please ease our sons pain on his last journey.

One of the directors staff read out the other dialogue. At that moment, she was taken aback. She felt an inexplicable uneasiness in Yeongguks appearance as he turned his head. However, as if it were an illusion, a gentle voice followed.

Sister, Im going to pray for your son now, but if its alright with you, may I offer a prayer in Latin from the Orthodox Church? That way, your son will be able to rest more peacefully.

Yeongguk looked at an empty space where no one was. In the script, its the place where the young man lay in bed. Director Shin Seonghyeon and the directing team watched him. Then, a solemn and sacred voice in Latin flows out.

Consider how one conceives iniquity; is pregnant with mischief, and gives birth to deception.

The young mans mother could not understand Latin. She could only helplessly watch the priest recite the last rites to her drying child. However, the directing team, acting as the filming camera, looked directly at the priest.

He digs a hole and bores it deep, but he falls into the pit he has made. His malice turns back upon his head.

As a priest, he should save the dying, but the real victimsthe familylay dead on the cold floor while the perpetrator remained alive in this luxurious hospital room. Despite her child causing the death of innocent people, the mother only wailed for her child to be saved.

How could one not feel the contradiction in this scene?

Gulping, Director Shin Seonghyeons eyes widened like lanterns. His fingertips trembled ever so slightly. Not only him, for everyone did the same. It was because the priests expression reciting the last rites changed frame by frame.

Just as Jekyll straightened his back to become Hyde, the lips, brow, pupils, and even the small wrinkles moved delicately.

His violence falls on his own skull. -Psalm 7:15-17.[1]

The young man lying in bed faintly opened his eyes. As if representing his gaze, the directing team leaned forward. The priests figure appeared in the young mans sight. The voice was solemn, but the lips seemed pleased and the eyes cold.

The priest, who had shed his priesthood, recited the last rite once more in Latin.

Lord, punish him.

Forever.

The young man opened his eyes in agony. It seemed as if he was on the boundary between this world and the afterlife. Soon, his heart, which had been pumping, stopped, and the EKG in the central monitor drew a horizontal line. With the sound of the machine beeping, the priests expression, like a lie, became gentle again, perfectly transforming into a clergyman who was consoling a mother who had just lost her child.

At the short spectacle, the directing team was at a loss for words. Not only because the small office felt like an actual filming location but also because the actors overwhelming acting ability had wrapped around their whole body.

[1] Again, this comes from the NABRE.



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