Chapter 16

After Lu Yan's reminding, Huo Zeyan finally put down the urn he had been holding for a week. He began to look for Gu Xiaoyue's remains in the villa, not letting go a trace.

After such a search, he found that the woman's things were very few. There were only a few simple clothes and jewelry.

There are several foreign books on her bedside. The book cover is yellowish. It seems that she has read them many times.

Huo Zeyan took out one of the books and turned it over. It was Pei Duofei's "freedom and love".

He saw a lot of circles in the book and standardized some Chinese translations.

In one sentence, she circled it with a red pen. The ink hasn't dried out yet. It should have been circled recently.

That long English translation is a famous saying: life is precious, love is more expensive. If it is freedom, both can be thrown away.

Huo Zeyan frowned slightly, holding the hand of the book involuntarily clenched, is he bound her freedom?

So she used this way to get rid of it?

Huo Zeyan put the book in his breath, a faint fragrance came from her body.

He sniffed the familiar smell like crazy, "Yueyue..."

"I miss you so much." He sat on the ground dejectedly, the book slipped from his fingers, and the stickers inside fell down one after another.

Huo Zeyan picked up a card with a lot of words written on it. The font was beautiful. He could recognize it as Gu Xiaoyue's font at a glance. When he was in college, he often praised her for her beautiful handwriting. They all said that her handwriting was as beautiful and clean as her people.

Huo Zeyan carefully looked at the contents of the card:

on November 1st

a Yan married me, which is the kind of love story from campus to workplace in other people's eyes. The dust settled and blossomed. Many college students sent me congratulatory messages. I returned their blessings, but my heart was bitter.

I'm the only one who knows that Zeyan hates me and my bones.

Just like the wedding date he chose, he cursed me for never getting happiness and dying alone.

On December 3,

after a month's marriage, ah Yan seldom came back, but he severely punished me in bed. I knew he hated me. No matter how I told him that I had never betrayed him, he would not believe it.

Because I don't have the hymen that represents a woman's chastity.

On January 1st, new year's day, the new year is coming, and all kinds of blessing messages are flying all over the world. Ah Yan, do you remember years? It's the girl who once chased you. She said she was going to get married. She was introduced by her family.

I asked her, do you love him? She said, sister Yueyue, what's it like to love someone?

I told her: it's like drinking a glass of cold water, and then condensing into tears drop by drop

She said that she would never feel that way. She asked me what my new year's resolution was?

I didn't tell her that my wish is to realize ah Yan's wish, but what is his wish?

Will there be me?

……

See here Huo Zeyan can't help the canthus moist, originally she has never changed her heart.

He carefully looked at the diary on the card and saw the recent ones:

for five years, ah Yan's hatred for me, just like my love for him, was deeply rooted and never changed. He scolded me dirty, but I want to tell him all that year, but I can't, he doesn't believe me, I said it's useless.

Johnson told me that I might have stomach cancer. I'm not afraid of death. I just don't want ah Yan to suffer alone in this world. I vowed to accompany him to the end. I'm afraid I can't hold on. Although dying in the arms of my beloved is a luxury of dying people, it's also the biggest torture to the living people. So I asked him for a divorce and didn't want him to see me die

I promised my father that I would take good care of my stepmother and younger brother. I can't pay for the operation expenses of my younger brother. Ah Yan asked me to sell myself to Jin bihuang. My heart is really painful, but I still went to lose my mind. I think this time, it should be my biggest betrayal to ah Yan in my life!

I really can't hold on, ah Yan, I can't wait for you

Turn it back again, it's all blank paper, she should not have time to write.

That a Yan, like a sharp blade, deeply penetrated into Huo Zeyan's heart, making his painful heart twitch.

Gu Xiaoyue's words: Ze Yan, I can't wait for you.

Vision gradually blurred, he held the palm of his hand and whispered: "Yueyue, you know that the living people are most painful, why do you want to end your life so easily, why?"

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