~： Feeling late at night, wake up and delete

It is difficult to admit that I am an ordinary person, and it is also difficult to accept that I am mediocre. It took me nearly ten days to do this.

In 20 days, only 480,000 words were updated. In my expectation, 33,000 or even 36,000 words a day. In 20 days, how could there be 700,000 words.

The fact is so embarrassed.

I’ve done it with a daily change of 60,000. I have written 60,000 yuan a day. I wrote 60,000 yuan a day for 10,000 words and 300 yuan for 60,000 words. However, it was not paid in one day, but settled in six days.

This money is very painful. If you do it, you will be scolded. If you don't do it, you can't survive.

And what I wrote is actually not easy, or relative.

Write impulse, do not need to think, raise your hand with water, the speed can reach six thousand or even seven thousand per hour, but it is very time consuming, basically writing 20,000 characters in a row, you have to burn your hands once, otherwise the pain can't continue.

Writing about yourself is not the case. The most painful thing is the brain. I can't think of the plot. Relatively speaking, my hands are not as painful as I wrote before.

Before I wrote impulse, I needed to burn my hands five or six times a day. I woke up at four or five o’clock the next day and my hands were swollen. But now, it’s better. Two times a day is enough, once before going to bed, once. When you can't hold on halfway.

In the second week, when I smashed an old dark horse, I was a little panicked. According to my plan, I grabbed the first place in the battle list and had a hearty battle with my respected eagle. There was a chance to win.

However, I overestimated myself.

I overestimated my mentality of worrying about gains and losses, overestimated my ability to make decisions on the fly, and overestimated my own speed of self-adjustment.

I lost!

Lost to myself.

This time, I lost!

Give up like this?

I used to practice the 3-hour sleep method hard, just to add a little more time code, and once deleted all entertainment software, just to concentrate on the code, even if I was sick, I still dragged my body non-stop.

Did you just give up on all this?

From 140 catties to 200 catties, one year, for writing, is it worth it?

From good health to now, it takes half an hour every day to scald your hands with 70° hot water to relieve the pain. Is it worth it?

From the five-kilometer off-road panting slightly, the marathon is won at will, the three-meter-high wall is easily climbed with bare hands, and now it takes a step to breathe, sleeping by hypnosis, is it worth it?

From cutting off all social interactions, not attending all gatherings, focusing solely on novels, and even buying tweeters to shave their heads, is it worth it?

does it worth?

I do not regret this process, this is the way to pursue dreams.

The military order has been issued. Even if I lose, I will admit it. I will definitely DINK. I will not execute it. I don’t need others to look at it. Orange Cat is a man who is strict with himself and can quit smoking, drinking, and games.

For seven years, two packs of cigarettes are averaged a day.

Twenty years of gaming career, from CS, Dahua, Fantasy, CF, etc., to LOL two-year game leveling, one month of experience as a game anchor, it can be seen that Orange Cat is an internet addicted teenager.

I used to silly drop out of school to pursue my dreams. When I was 18 years old, I crossed three thousand kilometers and arrived in a strange city. I thought I had joined the studio of the second division professional team. In fact, it was just a fake name like this. Practice studio.

Playing tricks with a group of suburban kings from the south and the north to play the silver and bronze rounds. For us, the easiest match is to play the platinum and diamond rounds, but the most difficult one is the bronze round. After 16 hours, his wages were deducted in the end.

The total win rate is less than 90%, 20% deduction, less than 85%, 30% deduction. Food and accommodation expenses deducted every week.

Possibly, in the customer service, it is to say sorry to the customer, but in our case, it is a real deduction. .

There are only 20 beds for 30 people. No, is it a dormitory with only 17 beds, fixed beds? Sorry, no, I will sleep on whichever one is empty. It's all half-and-half children, with dreams, just like this, earning a normal salary.

That's right, the guy with the most points in the studio leveling is only more than three thousand a month. He is very satisfied and we are very envious, because we range from five to six hundred to more than one thousand. The salary is small.

Not to mention, the experience is too much, it is all seven or eight years ago, and I am too lazy to remember.

In short, the military order orange cat will not be harassed, without supervision, it will execute it by itself.

In fact, if you write this book according to the state of writing impulse before, the orange cat will be able to take the first place in the battle list.

Desperately, the orange cat has never been counseled.

Orange cats are different from 99% of people. Orange cats have experienced experiences that many people would never have in their entire lives. They have experienced trembling and freedom.

I have been able to live smoothly to the present, and I have indeed grown up, and I no longer think about escaping.

Digress.

For the remaining ten days, just calculate it at 60,000 a day, and the orange cat can do 1.1 million words at the end of the month. It’s no problem to win the first place.

But the orange cat is not willing to do this.

Leveling, Gunner, Orange Cat is tired of doing it.

He has been hiding behind the scenes, the honor belongs to others, the injury is his own, and the orange cat doesn't want to go back.

Although the subject matter of this book has collapsed, the orange cat is still taking it seriously, trying to figure out how to write it.

With 30,000 words a day, I have come down these days and summed up, I can guarantee the maximum number of updated words in quality. UU Reading

Here, I have to admire the Eagles, who can write 30,000 words a day smoothly and completely, and can continue to occupy the top of the best-selling list, which is indeed amazing.

In the last ten days, the orange cat did not intend to give up. He wrote 30,000 words a day to complete the month.

The orange cat was defeated and lost to himself, but today, I have figured it out. Compared with before, I have a name. I am a crazy orange cat.

Dink, don't want offspring, the idea that I have had since I was a child, I want my bloodline to be completely in my hands.

Staying here, I am afraid it will be a curse. I have gone through so many hardships, and finally I have gradually worn away the once terrible thoughts. It is conceivable that the child born will be a disaster. Instead of doing this, it is better to kill my blood. in my possession.

I have written so much, I want to click ×, but I feel that I have written it once, and it will be sent out. The big deal, I will delete it when I wake up tomorrow.

If alcohol is not intoxicating, everyone is drunk. With alcohol, you can get a good night's sleep, and you will start to recover 30,000 a day tomorrow.

In addition, for the remaining four days of this week, for these four days, only one chapter is changed with 10,000 words per day, and the remaining 80,000 are saved and will be released next Monday.

Although the number one in the monthly battle list is gone, you can still get the number one in the weekly list next week.

That's it. I didn't sleep in the middle of the night. I don't need comfort or pity to see these friends. The orange cat has a very good life, and it is already very content when he is alive.

These words tonight, after waking up, I don't recognize them. I am an ordinary author, writing articles conscientiously, and there are not so many stories to tell, so be it.

good night!

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