Chapter 663: I've been with him
Xu Qingqing did not panic, she turned around and came out.
Xu Qingqing pinched the fingers that kept popping up in one hand and saw Xiao Yan appear in front of him.
Blood kept coming out, she didn't seem to feel pain, but instead smiled at Xiao Yan.
"Woke up."
"Are you hungry?"
How can you not be hungry?
Xiao Yan slept until ten o'clock.
He had insomnia every night, and fell asleep at about five o'clock in the morning when he was really sleepy.
Xiao Yan didn't speak, his eyes fell on Xu Qingqing's **** fingers. Xu Qingqing looked at him and smiled, "A little hurt."
She raised her finger, smiled carelessly, and took a band-aid on the dining table.
Only then did Xiao Yan discover that Xu Qingqing's finger was not only cut down, but there were a lot of band-aids on the table.
When Xu Qingqing pulled the bandage with one hand, Xiao Yan's people had already come over, and he reached out and took the bandage from Xu Qingqing's hand.
"I'm coming." Xiao Yan said, lowering his head and found that Xu Qingqing had two band-aids on one hand.
She was cut by a knife three times this morning.
Xu Qingqing pursed the corners of his mouth and watched Xiao Yan seriously put the bandage on himself.
"If you know that you wake up like this, I should wait for you to help me paste the two wounds."
Xu Qingqing smiled, her smile was like the sun outside, very brilliant, shining on Xiao Yan's gloomy heart.
"If you can't do it, you don't have to do it." Xiao Yan said.
Xu Qingqing is the daughter of the Xu family. She doesn't know how to cook or starve to death.
Xu Qingqing smiled. She did not tell Xiao Yan that she wanted him to be happy and wanted to do something for him.
"Are you hungry." Xu Qingqing turned around and returned to the kitchen to bring out the food she cooked.
I made it all morning, although it looks a little ugly, but with the guidance of the chef, Xu Qingqing feels that the taste is okay.
Xu Qingqing accompanied Xiao Yan for lunch. The dinner table was quiet, only the sound of Xu Qingqing and Xiao Yan eating.
Xu Qingqing broke the silence and said with a smile, "Are you free lately?"
"I want to travel." Xu Qingqing said, taking out his mobile phone and placing it in front of Xiao Yan, "Su Anan accompanied me to the scenic spots in Ningcheng."
"I heard that there is a good old town outside Ningcheng. Let's go and play for a few days together."
Xiao Yan followed Xu Qingqing's words, and he looked down and saw the pictures of the ancient town on Xu Qingqing's phone.
Xiao Yan has heard of this ancient town, with small bridges and flowing water, and the scenery is not bad.
Xiao Yan thought that he should accompany Xu Qingqing around.
She has always handled the affairs of the Xiao family. She proposed to travel, but also wanted him to feel better.
However, Xiao Yan did not agree.
"I have something else."
Xiao Yan faintly refused. He raised his head to see the loss of Xu Qingqing's eyes.
The loss in his eyes flashed, Xu Qingqing quickly smiled, "Wait for you to be free."
Her smile made Xiao Yan inexplicably uncomfortable. He resisted the urge to agree to Xu Qingqing, stood up after eating, and the two of them returned to Xiao's house.
Xiao Yan went to Xiao's house and went to the set-up mourning hall to offer the incense to Father Xiao. He had just finished putting the incense on his side, and Madam Xiao's servant ran over in a panic and said that Madam Xiao had just swallowed sleeping pills and killed herself.
As soon as the servant had finished speaking, Xiao Yan ran to Mrs. Xiao.
Many people have come to the Xiao family in the past two days, mostly Mrs. Xiao’s friends. After eating at noon, Mrs. Xiao used to feel unwell and said that she would take a rest and let the wife who came to accompany her back.
After they left, she took out sleeping pills that she hadn't taken before.
Mrs. Xiao's sleep has been poor over the years, relying on sleeping pills to maintain it.
Fortunately, the servant who took care of Madam Xiao didn't worry about her, and felt that Madam Xiao's mood became even more depressed after seeing Father Xiao's diary, and she was completely depressed.
Xiao Yan carried Madam Xiao to the hospital.
Mrs. Xiao was rescued in time. After washing her stomach, she was fine.
The first thing Madam Xiao said after she was sober was, why should we save her! Let me accompany him!
Xiao Yan always thought that Madam Xiao didn't love his father, and he was startled when he heard this.
Behind, what Mrs. Xiao said, Xiao Yan was shocked and confused.
The world he had built in his heart suddenly collapsed.
Mrs. Xiao said that she thought he didn't love himself, and thought he didn't have himself in his heart. It turned out not, he had regarded her as the most important person.
If either of them took a brave step forward, today would not be the end.
Father Xiao died not so much because he paid his life to the Gu family, but because he couldn't accept the divorce proposed by Mrs. Xiao.
He didn't want to be separated from her, but her break, her hatred, made him feel desperate.
"Yan'er, I love your father, and your father loves me too, but why did the two of us come to this point!" Madam Xiao said mockingly.
"I think, go find him down and tell him that I love him too."
"Divorcing him is not because you hate him, let alone not loving him." Madam Xiao said with tears in her eyes.
Xiao Yan heard her words vaguely. He thought that his parents had always hated each other, but he didn't want to love each other deeply.
But he kept divorcing them again and again.
If he could see the affection between the two of them early, no, if he went home more, accompany them more, and let a family of three sit and chat and eat together, Father Xiao would not leave sadly.
He was too selfish and determined that Father Xiao and Madam Xiao had no feelings, and insisted that Father Xiao and Madam Xiao divorce.
Xiao Yan couldn't listen to Madam Xiao's crying. When he left, he took the notebook in Madam Xiao's hand and walked out of the ward.
On the chair in the corridor, Xiao Yan opened Father Xiao's diary and wrote about his birth.
"At six o'clock in the morning, her amniotic fluid suddenly broke. I panicked without putting on my socks, and I hugged her downstairs to the hospital."
"She was very scared, grabbed my clothes and started crying. After being sent to the hospital, the doctor said that her uterine mouth was not opened. I stayed with her until eight o’clock in the evening. I couldn’t speak, just held her nervously. Hand. I was too nervous. When I ran on the hospital corridor to smoke, the doctor said she was going to give birth."
"I accompanied her into the delivery room and watched her cry out. I wanted to tell her that she was there and she didn't have to be afraid. Then again, if she didn't have children, she would not suffer this pain."
"When the child came out, I looked at the boy in the nurse's arms. It was really ugly. I had him in my heart. I suppressed the thought of hugging him and went to accompany her."
After paragraphs of text, Xiao Yan saw the joy of Father Xiao when he was born. It can also be seen that Mrs. Xiao's father is more concerned about Mrs. Xiao than he was just born.
Xiao Yan didn't look at the following content anymore, he took the notebook and buried his head.
His parents love each other, this fact Xiao Yan has always been looking forward to. Suddenly knowing that the two of them are in love with each other deeply, Xiao Yan started to suffer again.
Xu Qingqing looked at Xiao Yan, who was sad sitting on the promenade, and didn't know what to comfort him. She stood there, looking at him quietly.
Time will dilute everything, as long as Xiao Yan doesn't abandon himself anymore.