Chapter 1126 of Volume Two: I like it so much that I can't control it
"Xiao Bai, don't cry." Gu Jingrui said softly, and he took out a tissue to wipe Han Ran's eyes.
"Jing Xing is because of me." Han Ran blamed.
"I know." Gu Jingrui took over.
"Don't blame yourself just because you like others."
As Han Ran listened, there was something wrong with this sentence.
To confess with Gu Jingxing that he likes others is just making him uncomfortable.
"No one can control emotional matters." Gu Jingrui felt uncomfortable when he said this.
Isn't it?
There is no way to control who likes, so he can only suppress it.
"Xiao Bai, I will also take care of you in the future." Gu Jingrui said gently.
Han Ran regarded this "care" as taking care of her for a lifetime. She threw herself into Gu Jingrui's arms and started crying.
"Jing Rui." The warm heart calmed her emotions.
"Let's go to country A to see Jingxing, shall we?"
She still wanted to find Jingxing on her own, maybe he was still alive.
"Okay." Gu Jingrui replied.
"Jing Rui, I'm hungry, you can't go down and get me some food." Han Ran's mood improved after a while, and she remembered that she didn't eat dinner, which would make her hungry.
"Okay." Gu Jingrui replied, looking at Han Ran's appearance, he felt a little better.
Gu Jingxing's accident caused the Gu family to fall into grief. Knowing that Xiaobai had fainted, Gu Jingrui rushed over to accompany her early.
He liked her, he liked her very early.
But he didn't dare to express his mind, and could only guard her silently.
When Gu Jingrui went down to eat, the phone he had left beside the bed rang.
Han Ran came over and took a look, the name "Bai Shanshan" popped up on the screen, followed by a text message.
"Brother Rui, are you in a better mood? I miss you so much!"
An ambiguous and tender text message suddenly changed Han Ran's face.
Gu Jingrui came in and looked at Han Ran holding his mobile phone. He quickly put down the plate in his hand and whispered, "Xiao Bai."
When speaking, he grabbed the phone nervously.
There is a secret hidden in his mobile phone, which has been shown to Gu Jingxing, but now he can't let Xiaobai discover it.
Han Ran misunderstood. She thought Gu Jingrui was so nervous because she read his text messages.
"Who is she?" Han Ran felt that he was really amazing, and asked Gu Jingrui calmly, with a smile on his mouth.
Gu Jingrui didn't know what to say about his relationship with Bai Shanshan. He thought about being responsible to her, but he didn't want to.
Gu Jingrui is considering the unclear relationship, and Gu Jingxing has another accident. About Bai Shanshan, he can only talk about it later.
"Girlfriend?" Han Ran asked again.
She looked at Gu Jingrui, the smile on the corner of her mouth thickened.
Gu Jingrui didn't speak, he brought his job to Han Ran.
"Xiao Bai, eat first."
Han Ran did not answer, she stared at Gu Jingrui, "The person you like?"
Gu Jingrui met Han Ran's eyes. There were no teardrops in her eyes, and there was a faint smile, but he looked uncomfortable all over, especially the position of his heart.
"Yeah." Gu Jingrui said in a very soft voice.
He responded indiscriminately, just wanting Xiaobai to eat quickly and not starve himself out.
The faint "um" word pierced Han Ran's heart, and Han Ran's hands grabbed the quilt on the bed. Could it be that Gu Jingrui didn't see Gu Jingrui looking for him that night happened for several days.
He has someone he likes, and her behavior that night will force him to be with himself.
Han Ran wanted to laugh, she killed Jing Xing, so God gave her such a punishment.
"You go." She looked at Gu Jingrui and said with a light smile.
Seeing that Han Ran's mood was not right, Gu Jingrui didn't know what went wrong.
"Xiao Bai, Jing Xing may not really be gone. You have to survive."
"Go." Han Ran said with a sharp voice.
Gu Jingrui put his rice bowl on the bedside table, stood up and looked at Han Ran before going downstairs to leave Han's house.
Han Ran turned his head and looked at the food in the bowl on the bedside table, which was all his favorite.
Gu Jingrui knows her likes very well, he protects her and takes care of her, but because he is Jingxing's fiancée.
But she let herself fall into it, ignoring the feeling of Jingxing or being pointed to love him.
In the end, all this was her wishful thinking.
"Ah!" Han Ran listened to the sound of the car starting outside. She knew that Gu Jingrui had gone, and her emotions could no longer be controlled. She smashed all the rice bowls on the bedside to the ground.
Then she looked at the embarrassed floor and cried.
Jingxing is gone, and her love is gone.
Han Longyi and Yu Beibei downstairs heard coming in. They were worried about Han Ran’s emotions. Goodbye Gu Jingrui walked away and was about to come up. They were followed by the sound of things hitting the floor, and Han Ran’s crying made them speed up. Come here.
Yu Beibei came in first and saw Han Ran crying sadly on the bed. Her eyes wet, she immediately sat next to Han Ran and hugged her in her arms.
"It's okay, it's okay."
Yu Beibei said in a panic.
Xiaobai is cute and obedient. Except for the first time to take her out of the orphanage, she knew that she was her mother. She broke down and cried. She had never seen her cry like this for so many years.
"Mom!" Han Ran cried out in Yu Beibei's arms.
"Xiaobai, Jingxing will be fine." Yu Beibei said with relief.
She comforted Han Ran so much, thinking that Han Ran was because of Gu Jingxing's death.
"I killed Jing Xing." Han Ran cried and said, "I said that I wanted to separate from him. I said I didn't like him. He couldn't accept him, so I left."
Han Ran omitted a lot and pushed the matter to himself.
Gu Jingrui has someone she likes, and she can't pull him in.
She was the one who made the mistake, and she was the one who killed Jingxing.
What's wrong with Gu Jingrui, he just doesn't love her.
Listening to Han Ran's words, Yu Beibei was taken aback. Gu Jingxing suddenly left Ningcheng. Both she and Su Anan could see the problem.
As they guessed, "Xiao Bai."
"Do not blame you."
"Mom, my heart hurts." Han Ran cried hard, "It's like something is digging into my heart, tearing it into pieces."
"This is all retribution, isn't it?"
"Because I killed Jingxing, so give me such a revenge."
Yu Beibei did not understand what followed her, but she listened to Xiaobai's cry.
Standing at the door, Han Longyi watched Xiaobai cry like this, and he was heartbroken.
What they can do is to accompany her and support her to do what she wants to do.
Gu Jingrui drove the car away from Han's house, but after driving a few steps, he turned off and sat in the car.
The car was made by Gu Mocheng, and he knew there was smoke in it.
Being sensible in front of adults, he liked smoking as early as sixteen.
He liked a girl, but he didn't dare to love, chase after, let alone show it, he could only force it in his heart.
He likes Xiao Bai, and he likes it too much.