Originally, Lu Yiyi wanted to complain to Gu Baobao, but now she is infected by Gu Baobao's affairs.
After Lu Yiyi finished the phone call with her, he tossed about in bed and couldn't fall asleep.
Is it really that troublesome to fall in love? Break up if you don't like it, and break up if you don't like it. Why do you feel so entangled and painful.
She and Zeng Shuyu broke up, feeling a little uncomfortable and reluctant, but not so painful. She couldn't feel the heartbreak of Gu Baobao at all.
Lu Yiyi didn't understand, she simply went to the living room to watch TV when she couldn't sleep.
As the TV was playing, Lu Yiyi was sitting on the sofa holding a pillow, the study door was pushed open, and the man came out limping.
Compared with the previous few times, Lu Yiyi is used to seeing a man next to him.
She caught a glimpse of Yan Yan sitting down, and did not speak to drive him away.
Yan Yan's eyes fell on Lu Yiyi, looking at her, his eyes softened unconsciously.
Under the same roof with the person she likes, Yan Yan can't be without feeling.
Across a wall, God knows how much he wants to tear down the wall, then put her in his arms to sleep.
Seeing her in front of her, Yan Yan wanted to go over and held her in her arms.
But he can't do that! Even if he thinks about her again, he can't do anything to her.
Four years ago, he hurt her so deeply that she hated him to the bone.
Once again forcibly what to do to her, let alone love, not even a good impression.
"You said, what is love!" Lu Yiyi suddenly asked Yan Yan.
Lu Yiyi kept thinking, does she want to love Zeng Shuyu?
It should be like, but it should not be love.
Betrayed by Zeng Shuyu, she was not so sad and painful.
"Love!" Yan Yan repeated these two words. "Love is sweet and bitter."
"Love is when you love someone. When you are with her, you do nothing and you feel very happy."
That kind of happiness can fill the whole heart and make the blood of the whole body come to life.
"Love is when you find that you have treated her badly, you will suffer and you will not want to live."
Lu Yiyi didn't have the feeling that Yan Yan said.
She turned her head and looked at Yan Yan with sadness in her eyes, and asked, "Have you ever loved someone?"
She thinks that Yan Yan must have loved one or two people before.
"Yes!" Yan Yan nodded looking at Lu Yiyi.
He wanted to tell Lu Yiyi that the person he loved was her.
For her, it is a fate.
From the first sight, he liked her.
When he often appeared at her school gate and looked at her smiling face, his heart was softened.
In the dark night, he didn't know it was her, but he was obsessed with her body.
Knowing that she is Lu Yiyi and knowing how strong he is to her makes him feel more guilty.
To know what kind of pain she brought to her, not only guilt, but also a kind of love deep in the bones.
For four years, he missed her day and night, first he wanted to make up for his fault, and then he wanted to be with her and take care of her for life.
If these are not love, what are they!
In this life, he will not marry Lu Yiyi.
Yan Yan stared at Lu Yiyi's face, thinking about these things.
He looked at Lu Yiyi's eyes too hot, Lu Yiyi felt that she stretched out her hand to shake in front of his eyes and said, "Uncle, what are you thinking!"
Lu Yiyi likes to call Yan Yan "Uncle". For her, his age is indeed her uncle.
But every time Yan Yan heard this title, he felt uncomfortable.
"Nothing." Yan Yan said flatly, moving closer to Lu Yiyi.
When Lu Yiyi saw him moving, he backed away.
Finally, her people reached the armrest of the sofa, and there was no way to go back.
"Don't call me uncle." Yan Yan said when he got close, and a faint smell of tobacco reached Lu Yiyi's nose.
Lu Yiyi hates men who smoke, but when he smells the smell on him, he doesn't think it smells much.
"What's that called!"
Lu Yiyi asked.
Yan Yan looked at Lu Yiyi's clean and beautiful face. Her skin was very good, with little makeup, but she gave a fresh and natural beauty.
"Brother Yan." Yan Yan said, gently.
"Brother Yan", Lu Yiyi was reciting the name, and suddenly there was a strange feeling in his heart, numb, and his heartbeat was quickening.
Then Yan Yan's gaze was too hot, and Lu Yiyi instinctively wanted to avoid it.
She stood up and was about to go back to the room. When she left, Yan Yan grabbed her hand.
Lu Yiyi lowered his head and looked at Yan Yan. During his stay here, they were all in peace.
Is it possible that this man is going to do to her!
Lu Yiyi became annoyed, and when she was struggling, she heard Yan Yan's voice.
"do not move!"
He felt Lu Yiyi's resistance. When holding her hand, he wanted to get up and hold her in his arms, telling her that he loved her and he just wanted to hug her.
But Yan Yan did not, did not hug, and did not take any further action.
Not to mention a hug, even holding her hand carefully.
"Sorry." Yan Yan let go and felt cold when his warm little hand left.
"Yiyi." He raised his head to look at Lu Yiyi, "Zeng Shuyu is not good for you."
Lu Yiyi couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, and Yan Yan worried that she had insomnia because of Zeng Shuyu.
He didn't want Lu Yiyi to be sad.
"He told you to stay with other women. After you two get married, he will do the same."
"You will not be happy in such a life."
"Don't love him."
There was a trace of pleading in Yan Yan's last sentence. Lu Yiyi heard something strange, and she nodded at him, "En."
I really don't know why, Lu Yiyi saw grief in his eyes.
Could it be that he was hurt by other women before.
"It will be better in the future." Yan Yan said again. He stood up and looked at Lu Yiyi. "You will find someone who loves you very much."
"He will love you very much."
That's what Yan Yan told Lu Yiyi, and that's what Yan Yan told himself.
He will love Yiyi, love very much.
"Good." Lu Yiyi nodded inexplicably, and after nodding, she realized what she was responding to.
I haven't met anyone, how could others love me.
And what happened to her four years ago was known, how could that person love her?
Zeng Shuyu knew that he also hated her.
Lu Yiyi lowered his head and said nothing, turned and walked back to the bedroom to sleep.
When she lay on the bed again, she closed her eyes and fell asleep quickly.
Yan Yan didn't go back to the study, he sat on the sofa and watched the TV series that Lu Yiyi hadn't finished watching. I wanted to smoke, and remembered that Lu Yiyi hated the smell of cigarettes, he had to put the cigarette case back in his pocket.
Many things are slowly changing.
For example, Lu Yiyi's feelings for Yan Yan, she began to treat him as a friend and talked about her thoughts. She doesn't hate Yan Yan, on the contrary, she has a sense of dependence.