Su Zeyi suddenly felt that maybe, in this lifetime, Zhong Miao Yi would never forgive him.
He had done too many wrong things. However, he could not turn back in this life. He could only walk forward, and perhaps, walk into the next life. He would return everything to her in the next life.
The Zhong Miao Yi might not understand, but this road of no return was impossible to turn back from, and she could not stop either.
"It's getting late, should we rest early?" Su Zeyi asked tentatively. He actually had this kind of compromising tone as well. Zhong Miao Yi was stunned for a moment, but then she realized that there were no longer any waves.
"Take care, I won't send you off." Zhong Miao Yi sat there without moving, she immediately kicked them out.
Su Zeyi's body stiffened, he had never been treated like this before.
Zhong Miao Yi's face did not look good. It was unknown if she was angry or disappointed, but there was no color on her face.
Su Zeyi did not want to provoke her anymore, so he sighed and stood up. He was about to reach the door when he stopped again: "Think about it, if you think about it clearly, come and tell me."
Zhong Miao Yi still did not have any reaction. When she heard the door open and close, she suddenly relaxed and started trembling uncontrollably.
She had never questioned Su Zeyi's ability. The eighty percent certainty that Su Zeyi had was practically understood to mean that he already had full confidence in this matter.
He did not know how many Zhong Miao Yi s were supporting him in the imperial court, but they were definitely not the minority. Su Zeyi's prestige had piled up high enough over the years.
The emperor had a sense of security, but his strength was insufficient.
The Zhong Miao Yi was currently thinking of Tang Yao. Was the Tang Family supporting one of Su Zeyi's forces?
What if it wasn't? What would Su Zeyi do after he succeeded?
The Zhong Miao Yi could not imagine it, and did not want to think too much into it. The usurping of the throne was a product of mountains of corpses and seas of bones.
What could she do? She couldn't do anything in her generation.
In this matter, she had not found the right place to be in. Many thoughts were in a mess, but there were also a lot of things that she couldn't explain.
Compared to before, she seemed to have regressed.
Zhong Miao Yi sat for a long time as Su Zeyi's face and words kept flashing through her mind.
Su Zeyi always gave her such difficult questions, it was as if she really had a choice.
After sitting for a long time without moving his waist, Zhong Miao Yi stretched his body and stood up to walk a few steps. Suddenly, he felt that it was alright.
Could it be that she was really able to enter the palace and tell the Emperor that Su Zeyi was going to turn the tables on her?
She had no evidence. What would she get in the end? Nothing.
She did not have the feelings of a princess of the Great Qi, she was a princess picked up from the shadows, and the relationship between her and the royal father in the palace could not even compare to Xiao Yao's.
felt that she had already reached her limit by not taking a step back at this moment.
"Ah Jiu."
Zhong Miao Yi called out with a slightly hoarse voice. Ah Jiu walked in from outside and was a little shocked, "Why hasn't the Madam rested yet?"
She probably thought that Su Zeyi was afraid that she wouldn't be able to sleep soundly so he came to specifically accompany her. However, she didn't expect that even after Su Zeyi had walked for so long, Zhong Miao Yi was still awake.
Her expression was still as bad as before, her mind was like a ball of thread that had been grabbed by a cat, she couldn't even find the end of it even if she wanted to tidy it up.
"Is it very late?" Zhong Miao Yi frowned, she no longer had the concept of time.
Ah Jiu helped her change her clothes and nodded: "It's almost midnight."
After saying that, she remained silent for a while before continuing, "Madam, you must take care of your body. It's not good for your child to not be able to sleep well either."
Ah Jiu rarely said anything more to her than what she usually did. It was probably because she had an ugly and frightening expression on her face today. Ah Jiu worriedly reminded her.
"Where's Ban Qiu?" The Zhong Miao Yi nodded her head in agreement, then suddenly remembered that Ban Qiu did not seem to have made any movements, where did she go?
Ah Jiu did not answer immediately. After he was done lying down, he said with his own voice, "When Master left, he also went with him. He will be back tomorrow. Madam, please be at ease."
Su Zeyi took Ban Qiu away?
Ever since he let Ban Qiu come to her courtyard, Ban Qiu's mission was to protect her and keep watch over the courtyard's safety and secret.
Now. Ban Qiu should be more useful, at least, slightly more useful than her.
Zhong Miao Yi even thought that if not for the fact that she had this child, if she had no other choice, Su Zeyi would have really killed her.
No matter how he thought about it, Zhong Miao Yi felt that Su Zeyi would do it.
He was someone who would do anything, he had never lost, and he would never allow himself to lose to a woman.
No matter if it was her or Yun Mengqi, when the time came for them to sacrifice themselves, Su Zeyi would not be merciful.
However, Zhong Miao Yi did not know what else Su Zeyi was not satisfied with. He was already in a position that was below tens of thousands of people, even with the addition of Zhou Ji, he would definitely not be able to shake Su Zeyi's position.
It's impossible for the Emperor to get rid of the Su Family. Living in such a peaceful and safe manner, the future Su Family will always exist together with the Great Qi.
Moreover. Would the empress dowager really support him? What reason did the Empress Mother have to support him?
There were too many problems with that. Zhong Miao Yi had a headache, so no matter how much she tortured herself, she wouldn't be able to sleep tonight.
But she still had her child. Even if she didn't want this body, she had to do it for her child.
Although his mind was in a mess, Zhong Miao Yi still fell asleep when sleepiness hit him.
She woke up very early, and her body was exceptionally tired. She closed her eyes, wanting to sleep a little longer, but no matter what, she couldn't fall asleep.
Ah Jiu did not know who he was talking to and seemed to be very angry.
Zhong Miao Yi covered her head with the blanket, but it was useless. The voice that she should have heard did not fall off at all.
At the end, Ah Jiu could not help but shout: "Our wife is so unwell! Why did he still have to suffer such grievances? "Not going!"
Zhong Miao Yi was startled for a moment. Basically, Ah Jiu had never gotten angry before, she always had a calm and indifferent look. So angry?
He couldn't fall asleep either. Zhong Miao Yi got up, put on her clothes and opened the door: "Ah Jiu, what's wrong?"
Ah Jiu hurriedly walked over when he heard Zhong Miao Yi call her, "Did you disturb the Madam? "If there's nothing else, please rest a bit more, Madam."
When Zhong Miao Yi saw her dodging eyes, she did not dare look directly at him. She knew that something must have happened and grabbed onto Ah Jiu's wrist. "Speak."