This child was the useless monarch's last child.
He did know that Consort Xian was already born.
He sat on the stairs, holding his head.
When Zhong Miao Yi came in, she saw a scene like this. Her father, that lofty man, was like a helpless child, hugging his head and curling up there.
Zhong Miao Yi really wanted to scold him, call him cowardly and useless! Scolded him for running away from even his own woman having a baby!
However, she couldn't curse, so she could only stand in front of him. She didn't even know how to speak.
"How is she?" The crippled monarch's voice was hoarse, and it sounded very different from before.
Zhong Miao Yi crouched down and said softly, "Aunt Sun said that it will be difficult to give birth, I wonder what will happen next."
The cripple still did not raise his head, and remained silent for a long time. The Zhong Miao Yi did not know what was on his mind, but the two of them crouched there, feeling sad.
After squatting down for a while, the Zhong Miao Yi was no longer in a good position. She decided to just sit beside the cripple and wait dejectedly for news.
"Why aren't you going over?"
When he asked Zhong Miao Yi about it, he raised his head a little, but Zhong Miao Yi was still unable to see the expression on his face, and could only see that his hands were trembling.
"Aunt Sun asked me to tell you. "I was a bit mentally prepared." Zhong Miao Yi had always been staring at his hands and didn't know how much suffering he was currently feeling.
But what was certain was that he did not seem to be really running away from something.
"You don't have to make it so hard for me to take care of my mother." He raised his head and covered his eyes. That helpless state he was in really caused Zhong Miao Yi to be unable to ruthlessly criticize him for anything.
"I would rather accept this dilemma, at least. For the Empress to be able to see her child, one glance is also good. "
The invalid did not speak. The father and daughter pair had never sat side by side like this before.
He regretted too many things in his life, and too many people were sorry. To end up like this, he couldn't be blamed on others.
He just couldn't bear to see the Consort suffer with him like this, originally. He had already given up all hope. Along with the unborn child, he had been travelling together on the Road to River Styx.
However, even though the Imperial Consort De was dead, they were still alive.
The Su Family was truly ruthless, even their own people could be abandoned like this. It could be seen that in Su Zeyi's heart, the Imperial Consort De did not have any status.
It was enough that she had spent half her life in the palace.
Zhong Miao Yi looked at the sky. Clouds were floating, and they were moving around little by little, their shapes changing.
Where would people go when they died?
This question was something that Zhong Miao Yi had already thought of when she was still at Qingge.
"Do you know where I was before I entered the palace?" Zhong Miao Yi suddenly opened her mouth. She did not know why she suddenly brought up these matters of the past.
The cripple was stunned for a moment before he slowly raised his head to look at her. "I know."
Zhong Miao Yi turned to look at him, his eyes completely red, her entire face looked as if she had aged ten years in an instant.
"You don't know." The corner of Zhong Miao Yi's mouth curled, "Even now, you're still not willing to tell me how my matriarch died, and how I was thrown out of the palace?"
The cripple's lips trembled as tears actually flowed down his face, "Me? "I really don't know."
He trembled more and more violently, and his entire body was shaking violently. So it is. They say it's a difficult labor and that they lost a lot of blood. "
Zhong Miao Yi took a deep breath and shifted her gaze away. "Forget it, forget it.
He really didn't know.
She had lost a woman she loved in her confusion.
Zhong Miao Yi could not say a word of reprimand. Right now, she seemed to be especially soft-hearted to the crippled monarch, probably because all of her heart was given to Su Zeyi.
"Miaoyi, I know you've suffered, I know, but I have too many reasons to do so, and it's my fault. All these years, I've always let you down. There's no need to suffer so much. " The cripple hugged his head as he said those words in annoyance.
Zhong Miao Yi clenched his fists, then slowly loosened them: "I'm not sorry, you just did what you were supposed to do. Moreover, I'm just a daughter in name, so I understand that there's no relationship between us, so I didn't blame you, so you don't have to blame yourself."
The Cripple Lord said no more. Their conversation was always intermittent. As he thought of something, he began to say something.
After Zhong Miao Yi said this, she stood up. She did not look at the cripple but at what was in front of her. "Do you want to come with me?"
"No, me."
Zhong Miao Yi didn't listen to what he had to say. No matter the reason or the reason, Zhong Miao Yi didn't want to hear it so much.
She still had to go over. No matter what the result was, she had to protect, guard the Concubine Xian, guard her until the very last moment.
When Zhong Miao Yi went over, Ah Jiu had already come out. Her body and hands were covered with blood, and she was sitting on the side of the stairs, looking as if she had been crying.
Zhong Miao Yi went over and pulled her up from the ground.
Seeing the Zhong Miao Yi, the Ah Jiu picked up the lost soul, "Honorable one. Madam probably won't be able to make it. She lost a lot of blood. "
Zhong Miao Yi's heart sank as she heard the Concubine Xian's shout from inside.
If he was able to shout, it meant that he still possessed strength.
Zhong Miao Yi looked at the people who were still going in and out, wanting to go in. "I'll take a look!"
"Milord, don't go!" Ah Jiu held onto Zhong Miao Yi tightly, "There's no meaning in us going now, Aunt Sun is inside, to be able to live is to be able to live, to be unable to live is to be unable to live, to just leave it to fate!"
Zhong Miao Yi stopped in her tracks, turned his head, and asked: "What do you mean?"
"Can't even protect the child?!" Zhong Miao Yi was a little out of control. Did she come here to get this kind of result?
She wouldn't accept it. She wouldn't accept it. She didn't want to be alone. She didn't want to be alone.
Ah Jiu did not say anything, tacitly agreeing. He pulled Zhong Miao Yi and did not want to let go, instead, he kept crying.
If he really couldn't protect it, then no one could do anything about it. He had used everything he could use here, but it couldn't possibly be any better than staying in the palace.
Without an imperial physician, he could only rely on himself to do something.
Zhong Miao Yi walked down the stairs, walking back and forth in the courtyard. She did not know what else she could do, the feeling of waiting was too torturous.
The Consort Xian's shout was still resounding in his ears. After a high-pitched scream, she suddenly stopped.