Su Zeyi taught her another lesson.
It was not a lively or interesting lesson, but it was a bloody one.
The current her could not protect anyone. At the very least, under Su Zeyi's methods, she could not protect anyone.
Su Zeyi wanted her to absolutely obey, but what he got in return was even greater rebellion from the Zhong Miao Yi.
Ban Qiu just sat at the door and drank, talking to herself: "Xiao Yi, do you drink?"
Zhong Miao Yi closed her eyes. She found that she could no longer cry.
She truly felt pain in her heart, and was unable to accept that she had truly lost Xiao Yao in just a few short hours.
This was her first palace maid, and also the first person who was good to her.
If she did not have Xiao Yao to accompany her, she would have been able to believe that she could survive the darkest period of time until today.
Ban Qiu didn't really understand her feelings. He never fluctuated because of the loss of her life, she was probably used to seeing life and death, and had seen through the basics of human life.
"Xiao Yi, you don't care about those children anymore?" He drank too much and began to pinch her beard. "Lingling, you don't care anymore?"
But she did not want to think about the children she had brought back.
They might not be able to resist and try to escape, or they might die on their first mission.
But Zhong Miao Yi did not want to think about it anymore. She suddenly thought in despair that she had really lost everything.
Ban Qiu shouted for a long time, but there was no movement. He sighed, and started to complain to Su Zeyi in a low voice.
"If you don't come out, then I'm going to kick the door in!" He scolded Su Zeyi, felt relieved, and then raised his voice again and shouted.
Ban Qiu's patience was actually not very good. A killer's patience was not very good, to be able to endure for a day and a night without knocking was already her limit.
Zhong Miao Yi knew that he was not joking around with her, but she did not want to move.
She knew that as soon as she walked out of this door, she would never be able to turn back.
She couldn't even say the words of avenging Xiao Yao, as this was the first time she felt her own cowardice.
As expected, Ban Qiu kicked the door open, and walked straight in front of Zhong Miao Yi: "You hate him?"
Zhong Miao Yi shook her head. "I hate myself."
Ban Qiu curled her lips: "I've already told Su Zeyi, you can have the two Ling sisters."
Zhong Miao Yi was startled for a moment, then sneered: "Is that considered compensation?"
"It's better to use one of your own. Xiao Yi, don't you hide in your own corner. That girl might look smart, but in reality, she can't see through people, and this will happen sooner or later. At least Su Zeyi didn't give her too much pain." Ban Qiu did not continue. In his eyes, the girl would not live long.
The Zhong Miao Yi did not speak. Xiao Yao's thoughts were indeed not deep, serving a person like her was indeed not appropriate.
"Bell and her sister, shall I teach them?" Zhong Miao Yi changed the topic and asked.
Ban Qiu tilted his head: "We'll still be training together, we'll just have to eat and sleep with you. If there's nothing else, you can teach me a little.
Zhong Miao Yi was startled for a moment. She felt uncomfortable with Su Zeyi's sudden kindness: "How is that possible?"
Ban Qiu squinted her eyes: "This batch is going to be sent to each official's residence. Su Zeyi has his eyes on the two sister Ling'er, and is preparing to send one of them to the palace."
"You mean, let the bell enter the palace?" Zhong Miao Yi laughed coldly once again, she knew that Su Zeyi did not have that kind of intentions. He only placed the two sisters by his side in order to learn the etiquette of entering the palace.
"For now, I do not know, her sister's name is Yu Luo, for this batch of words is jade, Su Zeyi said that there is no need to change the bell, adding the jade as the front, Yu Lingdang, what do you think?" Ban Qiu laughed, probably because he felt that Zhong Miao Yi's emotions were slowly recovering.
"Is my opinion important?" The Zhong Miao Yi sighed and looked at the sunlight shining in, "Where are they?"
Ban Qiu raised his eyebrows: I'm training, are you going to take a look?
Zhong Miao Yi pursed her lips and looked at Ban Qiu for a long time before slowly nodding.
Ban Qiu helped her up and when she reached the door, Zhong Miao Yi raised her hand to block the sunlight for a while before she slowly got used to it.
Ban Qiu said softly, "If your eyes are uncomfortable, then shut them. Don't force yourself."
Zhong Miao Yi squinted, and put her hands down. "It's fine."
As she walked through the courtyard, every servant that saw her saluted her with respect.
Zhong Miao Yi subconsciously wanted to call Xiao Yao, but she realized that the person following him was already Ban Qiu.
Although her eyes were dry, her heart was already flooded.
"Can I burn paper for her?" Zhong Miao Yi asked in shock.
"Burn paper? Where do I burn it? Others have seen and heard about it. " Ban Qiu denied her argument. No matter what reason he had, burning paper at home with a lowly girl was an insult to their family.
Zhong Miao Yi did not speak anymore. She did not know what to say anymore.
However, Ban Qiu treated her as before, "Stick to the incense, copy the scriptures, and do your best, she will understand."
Ban Qiu's words immediately made Zhong Miao Yi sour her nose.
She originally thought that the stone-hearted Ban Qiu wouldn't understand, but it wasn't that Ban Qiu didn't understand, it was just that she had opened it. He could request that she have no desires, no emotions, and not ask the Zhong Miao Yi.
She had not left for a very long time, so when this day came too suddenly, she could not accept it.
Standing together with Yu Luo, Li Ling could only distinguish the two of them from their size and the position of their nevus.
The other girls were all afraid of this ice-cold face of Su Zeyi.
stood in the distance and watched for a good while, before finally nodding in gratification: "She's a smart girl."
"You were like that before." Ban Qiu laughed at her, "Have you forgotten? At that time, you were forced to kneel after eating the candied fruits, and even stabbed into the ant nest at the corner of the wall. "
Zhong Miao Yi pursed her lips: "You actually remember everything that happened in the past."
"I still like the old you." Ban Qiu suddenly stopped smiling, "You are giving yourself too much pressure and burden, you have to learn to put it down, Xiao Yi, putting it down is not something shameful, if you do not try to put many things down, your heart will become heavier and heavier, so heavy that one day you will not be able to take it, and you will be forced to die."