The sun is still genial and warm, continuously evenly sprinkled on the ground, the world's everything is vivid and lovely.
Just hiding in the hidden corner, Gu Hengyi didn't feel the warmth of the sun at all. In this way, looking at not far away that smiling face can be children, his mood is very complex.
Jiangbei slightly raised belly let him excited, he knew that it means that she did not kill the child and is willing to give birth to the child, that is their two children.
But on second thought, if she wants to bring up the child by herself, how hard should she work?
The sight falls on Jiangbei again, looking at her talking and laughing with Chu Liuyu, Gu Hengyi really has an impulse to rush out and pull her hand to take her home.
Recalling the scene of two people together, Jiangbei always faces himself in a cold way, and what he says is even colder. Gu Hengyi suddenly realized that she was so disgusted with herself.
But who is to blame? After all, for such a long time, I only brought her pain. Thinking of this, Gu Hengyi's heart seems to have been hit by some blunt instrument, with some dull pain.
He didn't know how much he didn't like Jiangbei, but he always dreamed that one day he could get her forgiveness through his efforts. Especially when he knew the truth about the accident in Jiangnan at that time, he wanted her to give him a chance to make up for her.
The footstep unconsciously moved forward two steps, seeing Jiangbei hear the movement is about to turn his head, Gu Hengyi subconsciously back to the original place to hide.
The atmosphere doesn't dare to make two sounds to stay there motionless. After a while, Gu Hengyi looks out again when Jiangbei and Chu Liuyu are no longer at the door.
After looking around warily and confirming that there was no one around, Gu Hengyi walked out slowly. Looking at just Jiangbei station, he couldn't help but get lost.
In fact, she's doing well without herself, isn't she? And more than with their own time to be free and happy, perhaps, now she is the real she, happy she, and I should not disturb this peace and happiness.
With a heavy sigh, Gu Hengyi looked up at the sky, a little relieved, but more helpless and sad. After a while, he decided not to disturb her happiness, and then turned away.
Walking, unconsciously sunset hanging in the sky, low position as if to fall in general. As time goes on, it gets more and more red and lower.
The car was still parked there, and there was no one on the path. Gu Hengyi walks to the position of the car with heavy steps. The sunshine pulls his figure longer and longer, which makes him feel lonely.
After a while, he started the car and set foot on the way back. Along the way, his mood has always been at a low ebb, like losing his beloved baby because of his carelessness.
The setting sun is infinitely good, but Gu Hengyi doesn't want to appreciate it at the moment. Stepping on the accelerator all the way, speeding on the road, it seems that only in this way can he forget the lingering depression in his heart.
He heard that some people on the road called him insane, and others said "money is great", but he just laughed off and accelerated all the way until he returned to city A.
The sky is getting late. Instead of the red sunset, the moon is shining faintly. In the cold moonlight, people seem to be more sentimental, so Gu Hengyi turns around and goes all the way to the bar.
Drive the car to the gate of blue night bar, Gu Hengyi strides in. Sit to the position of the bar, throw the car key, with a low voice called: "the same."
The bartender didn't dare to ask more when he saw Gu Hengyi's face was so bad. He just mixed a glass of wine for him as fast as he could and put it in front of him.
A cup, "Gulu Gulu" is a cup of wine, put the cup on the table ruthlessly, eyes staring at a place, as if thinking: "another cup."
Dare not neglect, the bartender immediately concocted a cup of the same out, Gu Heng Yi is a dull down. Taking out his cell phone, he looks through the contacts but doesn't know who to call. Until he turned to Jiangbei, he was stunned, staring at the name of Jiangbei on the screen, and then gently touched it with his fingers.
He knew that if he wanted to protect her happiness in silence, he would not be able to touch and disturb her. But why is my heart aching at the thought of leaving her from now on.
"Go on." One hand pushed the glass to the bartender, Gu Heng Yi said without expression. At the same time, the other hand is still holding the phone tightly.
Jiangbei's appearance reappeared in his mind. The slightly raised abdomen, the bright smile on his face and the gentle tone all stimulated his nerves.
Gu Hengyi thought: why is this so? She is clearly her own child in her stomach, but she can't fulfill the responsibility of a qualified husband or father, and even has no courage and reason to see her.
Now I can only paralyze myself by drinking here, trying to make myself forget the fact that I can't do anything in the face of my wife and children.With a bitter smile, Gu Hengyi felt that he was so useless for the first time in his life. Thinking of his previous thoughts, he could not help but feel extremely ridiculous, only to find that in this world, there is really something he can't get, that is Jiangbei's heart.
Thinking of what he had done to her before, he laughed at himself. He thought that no matter how hard he tried, she would not change her mind and look at herself more.
Take up the wine cup, is a cup of wine, Gu Heng Yi's face has become a little ruddy. Slowly, he felt the aftereffect of the wine coming up, prompting him to gradually feel a strong burning feeling, making his heart restless.
Seeing that the bar and bartender in front of him began to shake slowly, but his consciousness was still very clear. Otherwise, how could he clearly feel that his heart was still like tens of thousands of ants gnawing.
Taking off his coat, Gu Heng Yi pushes the glass to the bartender again, slightly drunk. Raising his eyes, he said in an irresistible voice: "go on, don't stop."
Without saying much, the bartender counseled, made a gesture and went on with the work. As in the past, a new wine as like as two peas was sent to Gu Heng, and he was drunk as he always was.
Time seemed to freeze. In this way, Gu Hengyi drank one cup after another until his consciousness was blurred.