Today, the ward was very quiet, except that Aunt Wen finally came to deliver the change of clothes and food, no one ever came. Jiangbei sat quietly in the ward for a whole day.
She used to think that it was easy and simple to wait and accompany quietly. She didn't realize it was very painful until Gu Hengyi fell down this time.
"Heng Yi, I want to listen to you, but you're still asleep. I used to be like this, which makes you very anxious and uneasy." Jiangbei smiles and understands Gu Hengyi's mood.
It's already the fourth day. Gu Hengyi is still asleep. His delicate face is like a doll. Although this is not a good description, Jiangbei really feels like this.
"When you wake up, let's go out for a trip. Don't worry about so much. Just like the previous overseas trip, it's just the two of us." Jiangbei is most nostalgic for that trip.
In a foreign country, two people depend on each other, no one knows them, they do not know others, that kind of feeling, there is a kind of unspeakable happiness.
Jiangbei thought of what the doctor said today. Gu Hengyi was conscious and could hear others. He didn't feel lonely.
"Heng Yi, you should be listening to me. You should not be sleeping. Now you should be conscious. You are really a pig when you are sleeping." Jiangbei's fingers slightly click on Gu Hengyi's forehead. He can feel his steady breathing when his fingers run across his face.
Jiangbei goulip: "I only allow you to sleep for three days. After that, you must wake me up and wake up well. I don't allow you to be in bad health."
In this way, Jiangbei probably talked about it alone for a long time, and felt a little thirsty, so he stopped.
Belly called, only to find that he did not eat dinner, looked outside, night drooping, a look at the time, it is already eight o'clock, it is time to eat something.
Just when Jiangbei opened the door of the ward and was ready to go out, Gu Hengyi's fingers moved slightly, but no one noticed.
When Jiangbei came back to the ward, it was already more than nine o'clock. As soon as he opened the door of the ward, he heard Gu Hengyi talking in his sleep. Jiangbei was happy and rushed forward.
Think is Gu Hengyi wake up, who knows is in the dream, close to listen to Gu Hengyi in what to say, vaguely what also can't hear clearly.
Jiangbei sighs a little. When he is ready to lie down after washing, he clearly hears Gu Hengyi's words: "heaven always goes, heaven always goes"
over and over again, as if he is afraid that he will forget. Jiangbei people are frozen in the same place, can't believe what they heard.
But she really heard it. Gu Hengyi said the four words "heaven has always been". How could it be? Only she and Bai Xia knew it.
Now that Bai Xia is dead, she is the only one in the world who knows. How does Gu Hengyi know that? Does she dare not continue to think about it? The whole person is shaking.
"It can't be. It can't be. I must have heard it wrong myself."
But fate is so fond of playing tricks on people, Gu Hengyi began to recite the four words of "heaven has always", again and again.
The north of the river is full of thunder. He's in the same place and grins bitterly. What's the matter? Has he made a mistake all the time? Is Gu Hengyi the spring breeze?
She tried her best to calm down, but it didn't work at all. Her brow was locked tightly and her lips were white. If Gu Hengyi really had a way, Bai Xia would be deceiving.
For so many years, what she thought was wrong. She had been kept in the dark. Her heart began to ache and she was a little out of breath. She wanted Gu Hengyi to tell her how to know, but she was afraid of the truth.
Jiangbei is sitting on the ground with eyes fixed on Gu Hengyi. The weak light beside the hospital bed sets off the desolation.
"It must not be, it must not be." Jiangbei can't believe it. She believes that Bai Xia won't cheat her. How can the man who gives her infinite warmth and love cheat her? She doesn't believe it.
It must be Gu Hengyi who cheated her. It must be Gu Hengyi who carefully investigated her. She tried to find all kinds of reasons to comfort herself.
Jiangbei's tears revolve in her eyes. She tries to endure her grievances. She looks at Gu Hengyi who has no response on the bed with tears in her eyes. She feels uncomfortable.
"Why do you want to do this to me?" Jiangbei couldn't help but sob in a low voice after all.
Although the heart has been shaken, but still do not want to believe, dare not accept this thing, she must be calm, calm, think about it.
In the dead of night, all things fall asleep, but Jiangbei can't sleep, tossing and turning. Gu Hengyi's voice has been echoed in his mind: "heaven always goes."
Jiangbei doesn't understand how it all started. She can't remember how she started the love affair with Bai Xia and how she recognized each other.
This matter, let her sink into the bottom of my heart for a period of time, she wants to leave all this to time to deal with, even if the heart is very confused and painful."Heng Yi, should I believe you, and who should I believe? What's the matter with all this?" Jiangbei side body looking at Gu Heng Yi, murmur way.
"You're supposed to wake up, aren't you? When I wake up, I shut up. What would you say to me? What is there to hide from me? "
Jiangbei's eyes are a little complicated. In this quiet night, she is the only one who bears the pain silently.
The next morning, Jiangbei woke up very early. Looking at himself in the mirror, he couldn't help laughing. Even if he had dark circles, his eyes were swollen.
"North" in the bathroom Jiangbei heard the room outside Gu Hengyi's cry, ran out in a hurry.
As soon as I went out, I found Gu Hengyi half lying on the bed, a pair of beautiful peach blossom eyes floating on her body, tears fell unconsciously.
"Come here, give me a hug." His voice is hoarse, just like he hasn't said anything for many years. Jiangbei is crying more and more.
Gu Hengyi sighed a little: "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry that I didn't do well during this period of time"
"just wake up and don't say anything, OK?" Jiangbei holds Gu Hengyi tightly, his voice chokes. Gu Heng Yi coughs a few times, but his body is still weak. He still needs to take care and rest slowly.
"It's all right. It's all right. Everything will be fine." Jiangbei hugged him and murmured, his heart finally came down.