"I like you, whether you like me or not, but I always like you when you accompany me from childhood to adulthood." Mu Lingshan seems to have summoned up all her courage and finally said this sentence. She also put down a lot in her heart.
Tong lichen had no idea that things would turn out like this. Since childhood, Mu Lingshan liked to stick to him. They had a very good relationship. He had already regarded her as his own sister. "Shanshan, I'm sorry, I I didn't know. You know, i... "
Before Tong lichen finished, Mu Lingshan interrupted him. Although it's true, she really didn't want to hear his explanation from Tong lichen. She would rather say it herself: "I know, I know that you always treat me as a sister and a relative. I've always enjoyed your kindness as a sister around you for so long, so all my feelings rush out of my heart I don't want to be my one-man show any more. I want to tell you myself. "
Tong lichen only felt a burst of heat in his chest. He had an indescribable feeling. He pulled his tie. "Shanshan, I can't give you anything."
"It doesn't matter, you also like a person alone, you should also know that feeling, I don't expect you to give me any response, I just hope you can be happy in the future." Mu Lingshan grins bitterly, this is the result that she guessed long ago.
"Shanshan, you are a good girl. You deserve a better person." Tong lichen's voice revealed some seriousness.
Mu Lingshan stood up and went to a cabinet. Her eyes rested on a toy that looked old but well preserved. "But you are the best in my eyes. Do you remember when you were a child?"
When Mu Lingshan was seven years old, because of her parents' work, her family moved to a new city. When she first arrived, she was not familiar with the city and had no good friends. She just stayed at home alone.
Until one day, there was something wrong with their parents' company. They had to solve it, but they had to ask Mu Lingshan to the neighbor next door.
It was the first time Mu Lingshan met Tong lichen. The boy was one or two years older than himself, but he was much taller than himself. His hair was a bit messy, but he laughed like sunshine.
Unlike the boys in Mu Lingshan's memory, he only bullies himself. He will hold her hand to see her sister, bring himself to his room, give him his favorite toy, and take her to play with other friends.
The toy Mu Lingshan has been holding in her arms since she got home. Only when she went to bed did her mother successfully persuade her to put it down. Later, instead of playing with the toy, she put it in a place only she knew.
After meeting Tong lichen, Mu Lingshan's character gradually became cheerful and made many good friends, but in her eyes, her favorite was Tong lichen.
This elder brother is probably the prince in the fairy tale, little Mu Lingshan thinks so.
The two of them were in the same school. They went to school together and went home together every day. After Tong lichen learned how to ride a bike, he drove mulingshan by bike every day.
After Tong lichen went to junior high school, Mu Lingshan worked hard and got into Tong lichen's school. They became alumni again. At the same time, they became childhood friends of other people.
In school, no one can bully Mu Lingshan, because they all know that she has a brother who is not her own brother, but who is more protective than her own brother.
After high school, when all the classmates around Mu Lingshan began to talk about the handsome boys in the class, Mu Lingshan never took part in them, because in her eyes, no one could match Tong lichen.
Because she is good-looking, there are many boys chasing her, but she refused one by one. Her deskmate said with a smile that her eyes are so high that she may be single for a lifetime.
I just want to find someone similar to him. Mu Lingshan muttered in a low voice.
But she didn't know that what she saw was almost the same, but it couldn't be worse at all. That person was the unchanging belief in her heart.
When she gradually realized her feelings for Tong lichen, she felt that she was sure. At least Tong lichen had feelings for her. No matter what the feelings were, when a man named Jiangbei appeared beside him, she began to panic.
In addition to her, he has never been so kind to a girl, and even she feels that Tong lichen is different from Jiangbei. She thought Tong lichen would find her heart in a while, but all this has changed completely because of Jiangbei.
Tong lichen is infatuated with Jiangbei wholeheartedly, but he never noticed her behind him. Even last night, he even regarded her as a close friend and told her about Jiangbei, without thinking about how painful her heart was at that time.
She is going to leave, but also decided that it is time to express their own mind, at least so that they can not leave regret.
Tong lichen is also recalling the past. He can't help sighing about the passing of time. "Time flies so fast, we all grow up before we know it."
"Yes, maybe from today on, or the moment I like you, our relationship will not go back to the past." Mu Lingshan's eyes were moist."Don't say that..." Although Tong lichen knew what Mu Lingshan said was true, he still wanted to keep it.
"I don't regret saying it. Even if we don't get in touch with each other in the future, I still want to say it. You don't have to worry. Just think I'm saying goodbye to my secret love. I've decided to let it go gradually. " Mu Lingshan's tears flowed down unconsciously. She said it was simple, but it was not easy to cut off her feelings for so many years.
But she must force herself to be cruel, otherwise she can only fall into this abyss all her life.
"Must it be so?" Tong lichen's voice is unbearably sad.
"Well," mulingshan dried her tears and put on a smile again, "goodbye. I hope you can find your own happiness next time I see you."
With that, Mu Lingshan hangs up. Tong lichen slowly puts down his mobile phone and faces the window in a daze, but his mind is full of Mu Lingshan's lively smiling face.
Mu Lingshan finally checked her luggage and got on the bus to the airport.
In the evening, the plane landed on time. Mu Lingshan took a look at this strange country, gathered up her coat, and prepared to start a new life, a life without Tong lichen.