Not only did she start to vomit as soon as she drank water every day, she also started to have intermittent fever all over her body, and her abdominal pain was so painful that she was about to faint.
Qiao Nian'en could still endure these things with gritted teeth, but her originally black and beautiful hair began to fall out in large quantities, turning yellow and dry like weeds.
In order to prevent Qiao Nianen from discovering his changes, Jack carefully hid the mirror in the ward.
But even so, Qiao Nian'en still felt that her condition was extremely poor, and the only thing supporting her now was that she didn't want to make her father and mother sad, so she bravely fought against the illness.
On this day, Qiao Nianen's spirit was rarely better. Lying on the bed, she vaguely heard Qiao Moli and Yan Xiluo discussing her condition outside the door.
Qiao Nian'en didn't dare to let them know that he was awake, he squinted his eyes and listened carefully, the more he listened, the more frightened he became.
"Wife, Si Luo and I have searched more than a dozen countries, but we still haven't found a liver that can match Nian En." Qiao Moli's voice was full of disappointment, and he was very depressed.
Yan Xiluo's voice followed, apparently in a hurry, "How could this be? There are so many people, why is there no liver that matches Nian En's?"
"Alas!" Qiao Moli sighed, and suddenly became ruthless, "If it's really impossible, we'll go to the black market to buy it! Even if I go against my conscience this time, I will never let my daughter be in a desperate situation!"
"But, but that's the case... those people are willing to do anything for money, we can't..." Yan Xiluo hesitated, trying to persuade Qiao Moli, but he couldn't even convince himself.
Qiao Nianen, who was lying on the hospital bed, was startled, and understood the meaning of what his father said. With the property of their Qiao family, it is naturally not difficult to buy live organs on the black market, but in that case, they would never know whether the donated organs they received were official donations, or they were illegally robbed.
No, if that's the case, she, who is terminally ill, is tantamount to stealing someone else's life!
Qiao Nian'en suddenly felt uncomfortable, it was difficult to accept this so-called heavy money purchase!
She struggled to sit up, but accidentally saw her own face in the French window, she was so frightened that she quickly covered her mouth and whimpered softly.
I saw myself in the floor-to-ceiling window as thin as a stick, with sunken eye sockets like two black holes, and the whole person looked like a horrible mummy.
Impossible, I am not like this!
Qiao Nianen shook his head desperately, it was difficult to accept his current appearance.
She was weeping silently when Qiao Moli and Yan Xiluo walked in from the door.
As soon as the two opened the door, they saw Qiao Nianen lying on the bed crying silently. They panicked and Qiqi came over and asked, "Nianen, why are you crying? Are you in pain?"
Qiao Nianen looked at Qiao Moli and Yan Xiluo with tears in his eyes, and shook his head in despair, "Daddy, Mommy, I don't want to be treated anymore, okay?"
"Why? Nian'en, you are still young, you can't just give up hope like this, Mommy can't live without you." Yan Xiluo never thought that Qiao Nian'en would say that.
The doctor said before that no matter what the disease is, the most feared thing is the inner demon. If the patient has no idea of survival, no matter how good the medicine and treatment are, they will become ineffective.
Qiao Nianen shook his head resolutely, "Daddy, Mommy, I don't want to see you all working so hard to find a liver for me, let alone accept that my liver might be bought from the black market.
In the past few days, I have been tortured by chemotherapy. There are no people, ghosts or ghosts. I am so painful that I can’t sleep every night. I don't want to suffer like this anymore, Mommy, I don't want to be treated anymore, can you let me spend the last time of my life quietly? "
"No, Nianen, if you just give up like this, how can Mommy bear the pain of losing you?" Yan Xiluo followed with tears, "Mommy only has one daughter like you, Mommy doesn't want to let you go You leave me, don't want to."
Qiao Moli also burst into tears, "Nianen, Daddy can understand your feelings. But with the advancement of medicine, cancer is not a big deal. As long as you can find a matching liver donor, you can start a new life again Yes! Not only Daddy and Mummy, but also your two older brothers, we are all waiting for you to recover and for you to go home. "
Qiao Moli spoke affectionately, but Qiao Nianen shook his head wearily, "No, Daddy, I really, really don't want to hold on any longer. Forgive me, forgive my selfishness, I just want to live quietly now. In the last period of time, I really don’t want to toss any more.”
Qiao Moli and Yan Xiluo persuaded Qiao Nianen earnestly, hoping that she could continue to receive treatment, but the stubborn Qiao Nianen always refused to nod and insisted on stopping the chemotherapy, and said that she would never accept a liver transplant.
Her heart had already been exhausted to the point of shattering from the moment Ling Siye was imprisoned, and now she was exhausted physically and mentally, and she no longer had the energy to fight against the illness.
Perhaps from the very beginning, she was the one cursed by fate? Abducted, car accident, cancer, the fate is so ill-fated that it seems to be a bloody drama that makes people cry. But who can appreciate her sadness?
Qiao Nian'en's emotions suddenly collapsed, and the courage to fight against the illness disappeared.
She was tired and gave up. She felt that it would be good to pass away quietly like this. Don't be haunted by dreams, heartbroken, or tenderhearted. Just let her be like a butterfly, and freeze in the most beautiful moment forever, that's all. Gone with the wind...
However, before she leaves, she still has something to do, which is very important and must not be delayed any longer.
Thinking of this, Qiao Nianen looked at Qiao Moli and asked seriously, "Daddy, where did Brother Jack go?"
These days, Jack has been guarding her every step of the way, but now he has disappeared. There must be something very important.
"He...uh..." Qiao Moli hesitated, finally telling the truth, "He and Si Luo have already gone to the black market, planning to find a suitable liver for you at a high price."
Qiao Nianen knew this, and quickly said weakly, "Daddy, call brother Jack immediately. Tell him, if he really does this, I will jump off the roof of the hospital right now! I will never accept this The so-called donation! Everyone has their own life, and no one is obliged to pay for my misfortune!"
Knowing Qiao Nianen's stubbornness, Qiao Moli nodded helplessly, took out her phone, and quickly dialed it.
"Jack, come back. Nian En knows, she doesn't agree with us, and she refuses to accept further treatment."
After Qiao Moli finished speaking, she hung up the phone and looked at her daughter distressedly, "Nianen, think about it again, Daddy assures you that they will never let them think about such bad ideas again. You Be strong, maybe there will be a donor soon, okay?"