Chapter 1242

"My wife, I'm sorry, you can blame me if you want to! I haven't been able to dream of you recently, so come and scold me at night, okay?" Jack prayed softly, hoping that he could dream of Ruan Xiaoju at night.

He hasn't been able to dream of her for a long, long time, even if she is just to scold him!

The wind was blowing gently, shaking the pines and cypresses planted on both sides of Ruan Xiaoju's grave, as if responding to Jack's words.

Jack's eyes were already blurred with tears. He dimly looked at Ruan Xiaoju on the tombstone and smiled brightly. All his words were stuck in his throat. He couldn't say a word anymore, and squatted down weakly.

Wife, I miss you, I miss you so much, come into my dream, let me take a good look at you and hug you, okay?

Jack prayed silently in his heart, and Tinker Bell had already walked to Ruan Xiaoju's tombstone with a bouquet of cosmos.

Little Dingdong placed the bouquet of flowers in front of Ruan Xiaoju's grave, then slowly knelt down and kowtowed to the tombstone.

"Mommy, I'm sorry!"

"sorry!"

"sorry!"

Every time Little Ding Dong said a word, he knocked his head heavily against the tombstone. After three knocks, blood was already oozing from his immature forehead.

However, he still didn't realize it, but stared at Ruan Xiaoju's portrait with a smile like a flower in his eyes, and was stunned for a long time before bursting into tears.

"Mommy! Tinker Bell came to see you! Huh... Mommy... It's all Tinker Bell's fault! If I hadn't pushed you down, how could you have passed away suddenly... Wuwuwu..."

"Mommy, I should be the one to die! I'm the rebellious bastard! I'm the one who is so stupid! Mommy... can you come back? You can beat me and scold me when you come back, but Dingdang just wants you to come back! Dingdang doesn't want to be gone Mommy!"

Little Dingdong wept bitterly at the tombstone. He had been hypnotized for more than ten days, and he still couldn't accept the fact that his favorite mother, Ruan Xiaoju, died.

He felt that he just slept for a long, long sleep, but when he woke up, he found that the earth-shattering changes had taken place!

This kind of change was unacceptable even to the young Dingdang. He couldn't accept that he had turned into a cold-blooded and brutal killer. He brutally killed the enemy he thought, hurt his father, and indirectly He killed his own mommy, and also killed many innocent people!

"Mummy, can you come back? Come back and tell Tinkerbell that these are just dreams! Tinkerbell is so scared that she will become that cold-blooded and ruthless beast again. That Tinkerbell is too scary!"

"Mommy, I have killed so many people. Even if I die now, it will be difficult to repay my crimes, let alone erase all these cruel pasts. Mommy, help me, help Tinkerbell, let Tinkerbell go Die, come back for you, Mommy!"

Ding Dong had already cried so much that she collapsed in front of Ruan Xiaoju's tombstone, sweating profusely, as if she had jumped into icy water.

Jack silently looked at Tinker Bell, who was crying and heartbroken, and lowered his head while pursing his lips.

For his wife's death, he resented Tinker Bell in his heart. But remembering that Tinker Bell was hypnotized at that time, the resentment and hatred in his heart had to disappear quietly.

But even so, Dingdang still owes Xiaoju an apology, even if he didn't have any self-awareness at that time, this apology must be poured out!

Therefore, Jack did not stop Tinker Bell from kowtowing and weeping in repentance, but stood silently watching.

He hopes his son can understand that in this world, what is lost can never be found again, no matter whether you intend to or not, you can't change what has happened.

Even if your heart is broken, even if you are in pain, if you lose it, you will lose it, and there will be no second chance to start over.

Tinker Bell's cries resounded throughout the cemetery, and even the already gloomy weather became sad, and it began to rain lightly.

The sky in early autumn is cool, but now with the addition of light rain, it quickly wets the clothes on the body, and it becomes chilly to the bone.

Both Tinker Bell and Jack were wearing thin clothes. After standing in the rain for a long time, their clothes were completely soaked.

Jack looked at Tinker Bell who was crying so weakly that he bent down and grabbed his wrist, trying to pull him up from the ground, "Okay, let's go back."

"No! I don't want it!" Crying and shaking his head, Dingdang struggled to get rid of Jack's hand, and knelt back to Ruan Xiaoju's tombstone, "It's all my fault, why didn't I die? Why did you let Mommy die! It’s all my fault, all of this is my fault! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo…”

Looking at Tinker Bell who was stubbornly refusing to get up, Jack silently wiped away the teardrops around his eyes, and then said sadly, "Your mommy said before she died that she didn't blame you. You were hypnotized at that time. , don't remember me and your mommy at all. So, don't blame yourself. "

"No! No!" Little Dingdang roared heart-piercingly, raised his hand and slapped himself hard, "Mummy! Daddy! Whether hypnotized or not, it's me! I'm the one who caused it." Our family was ruined, and it was me who made Mommy never come back, it's all my fault! My fault!"

Little Ding Dong's strength was very strong, and soon the corner of his mouth was bleeding, but he continued to raise his hand and beat him, wishing to kill himself with every blow.

"Okay!" Jack quickly squeezed Tinker Bell's wrist, "As long as you realize your mistakes, you lost your true nature at that time, to be precise, you are not our child at all! Now that you are back, you will To live the way Tinker Bell should be, so that your mom can feel at ease! She hopes you can have a happy and worry-free childhood! Do you understand?!"

Tinker Bell raised his head in despair, and met Jack's blood-red eyes in pain, tears rolled down again, "But Daddy, I don't even have a mommy, so how can I have a happy and carefree childhood? Tell me Me, how do I do it?"

This question completely confused Jack, he dodged Tinker Bell's eyes in embarrassment, and sadness welled up in his heart.

Yes, without Mommy's Tinker Bell, how can we have a happy and carefree childhood? Just like him, after losing the woman he loves the most, what is the difference between dying and dying?

"Boom—rumbling—"

The ferocious lightning pierced the sky, and the thunder exploded on the heads of the father and son. The momentum of the thunder and thunder made people shudder.

It's just that Tinker Bell and Jack didn't notice the thunder above their heads at all, but cried with each other.

At this moment, the father and son were thinking of the woman they loved the most in this life together, crying so much that they couldn't bear to live!