He was extremely wrong before, and he always felt that they could drag on in such a vague way without having to face the heavy reality.
It wasn't until Locke resolutely left that he felt remorse. Even if some things were lost, he didn't want to let go.
The car was moving forward crookedly, and as soon as it turned into the door of Chama's house, it heard mournful cries.
Chama was stunned for two seconds, looked up at the sky, the sun had not jumped out of the clouds, who was crying at this hour?
However, the closer the car got, the clearer the crying became, and Chama's face became more and more serious, so dark that water could be wrung out.
His heart started beating wildly without rhythm, and he shook his head desperately with a pale face, "Impossible, it won't, it won't happen!"
Saying this, Chama stepped on the brakes in a panic, pushed the car door with trembling hands, and staggered down.
"Woooo... woooo..."
The cries one after another resounded in the dawn that was about to break, like weeping and complaining, and it sounded a little deep.
Chama felt as if she was stepping on a cotton ball, and walked towards the yard in a vain manner.
No, it's impossible, it must not be what he thought!
Chama shook her head desperately, and when she had already stepped into the yard, she saw the servants who had been sweeping before her kneeling down in a large area.
They were all bowing their heads and weeping softly, and the one surrounded in the center was Yong'er who was still wearing her wedding dress.
"Yong'er, what are you doing here?" Chama walked over, feeling that her voice was very strange at the moment, "It's not yet dawn, why are you kneeling in the yard and crying?"
"Brother Chama, you're finally back?" Yong'er raised his head when he heard the sound, his eyes were already red and swollen from crying.
Seeing Chama with an ugly face, she cried even more sadly, "It's Mommy, Mommy she... woo... She's gone."
Yong'er couldn't continue with what was said later, only choked up low sobs, her thin shoulders trembling lightly because of the pain.
"Mummy was still sitting in the wheelchair when I left, stop talking nonsense!"
Chama glared at Yong'er angrily, and subconsciously searched for the familiar wheelchair, "Where's my mommy? Has she gone back in the wheelchair already? Your crying will disturb her to sleep! Do you know?" Know!"
"Brother Chama, Mommy is indeed asleep, but, just..." Yong'er pursed her mouth and cried even more sadly, "She can't wake up anymore... woo...she's lying in the room, you Let's go... let's take a last look at her..."
"Nonsense, nonsense!"
Chama made a sound of resentment, and strode towards the open living room.
Before reaching the door, Chama found an oil lamp on the ground. The faint light danced slightly with the wind, as if it would be extinguished in the next second.
"Who put the oil lamp here! This is for..." Chama's resentful voice stopped abruptly, and her eyes were fixed on a crimson coffin lying in the living room.
It was a well-shaped sandalwood coffin, and the heavy coffin lid was placed aside, obviously not sealed yet.
Chama froze in place, and walked towards the open coffin for a while.
His footsteps were extraordinarily light, as slow as a wooden man without oil.
After finally walking to the coffin, Chama saw that lying in the deep coffin was his mother who had been seriously ill for a long time—Ou Lei.
She had already put on a glaring shroud, and was lying inside with her eyes closed, her face was ashen and lifeless.
"Mommy?"
Chama yelled in a low voice, for fear that the loud voice would wake up Oleide who was lying inside.
Yong'er came in from the outside, and stood behind Chama sadly, "Brother Chama, Mommy, she has already left."
"No, she just fell asleep." Chama shook her head lightly. "She was fine when I left last night. She was angry with me. I wasn't obedient enough."
Crystal tears rolled down from the corners of Yong'er's eyes, she sucked her nose that was red and swollen from crying, and said sadly, "Brother Chama, when you left home on the front foot last night, Mommy vomited blood and passed away on the back foot... Woohoo..."
"Boom!"
Chama's knees softened and he knelt down on the ground, exhausted physically and mentally, he lowered his eyes sadly, and his eyes turned black.
Last night, he was drenched in the rain all night, and he had already had a hot fever, so he rushed home to plead guilty to Ou Lei.
However, the reality made him an extremely cruel joke. His mother had already died in a cold coffin, taking away his last chance to repent!
Mommy, I'm sorry...
This was Chama's last consciousness before she collapsed to the ground.
When Chama woke up again, she found that she was lying in the new house at home.
He sat up like a puppet, and met Yonger's surprised eyes, "Brother Chama, are you awake?"
Yong'er was still wearing the wedding dress, and was looking at him with a forced smile, her eyes were still very red and swollen.
Chama got up and walked out, her figure was extremely haggard, "I want to see Mommy again."
"But your high fever has just subsided," Yong'er worriedly followed, "Brother Chama, the doctor told you to rest more."
Chama didn't respond, and walked quickly towards the living room, wanting to kneel in front of Ou Lei and confess her sins.
In his heart, he carried all of Ou Lei's death on his own body.
Although he knew that Ou Lei was already critically ill, but if he hadn't rushed out of the house in the rain, maybe his mother would not have left so hastily.
Guilt and apology were like two mountains, weighing heavily on Chama, almost suffocating him.
For three whole days, he just knelt upright in front of Ou Lei's coffin, neither eating nor drinking, and not taking in water or rice.
Yong'er was so distressed, she took care of Chama carefully, and patiently persuaded her every time.
But no matter what she said or did, she couldn't resist the stubborn Chama at all, and was even ignored like air.
Helpless, Yong'er had no choice but to let Chama go until Ou Lei was buried in the ground. Chama lost a lot of weight, as if she had died of a serious illness.
After returning from the funeral, Yong'er poured Chama a glass of warm water and carefully held it in front of him, "Brother Chama, you haven't had any rice water these days, and now that Mommy is buried in the ground, you should take a good rest and recuperate." gone."
"No need." Chama didn't even pick up the cup of warm boiling water, she stood up and wanted to leave, "I may have to travel a long way, and I'll leave the house to you to take care of."
"Snapped!"
The cup that was originally filled with warm water was thrown heavily by Yong'er. With tears in her eyes, she complained sadly, "Brother Chama, do you have any heart? You want to abandon me and go find him before Mommy's body is cold. Isn’t it?! Are you trying to disobey her, so that she can’t rest in peace in the ground!”
Yong'er's questioning forced Chama to stop in embarrassment, reminding him of Ou Lei's unfocused eyes, and the worry and worry locked between her brows.